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September 18, 2012 8:14pm UTC

Whisper My Name
Chapter Three
Ronnie's P.O.V
I walk into my garage, and search my dad's tool box for his cigarettes.
I find two, and smoke one of them. It's a bad habbit I haven't been able to break.
I walk inside, and see my mom walking into the house.
She throws her keys on the table, and her purse onto the ground.
She goes into her room, slamming her door behind her.
I pick up the papers around her purse, and read one of them.
It says she's been fired. My heart goes out to her.
I've never had a relationship with my mom, she's always at work.
My dad doesn't care what I do. Hence why I'm a 'rebellious' child.
"Mom," I knock on her door. "You okay?"
I open her door, and see her sending pill, after pill down her throat.
"Mom!" I run over to her, and grab the now empty canister.
"Let me be, Veronica." She uses my full name. I leave her room in tears.
I call an ambulance, so worried for her.
When the sirens come barrelling down the road, my mom is laying on her floor.
"Come quick," I scream. "Please!"
After two hours, she's sent to the hospital for screenings. I sit outside
on my front steps, waiting for my dad to pull into the drive.
"Hate to be nosey," The new kid says, I'm still unsure of his name. "But what happened?"
"Nothing," I sigh. "I don't even know you that well, I'd rather not let you into my personal life."
"It's okay," He looks down, his face a bright shade of red.
"Okay." I snarl.
"Sorry I even bothered you, miss..." He starts walking away.
"Wait," I stop him. "You called me miss?"
"I don't know your name, and the polite thing to do, was call you miss."
"I'm Ronnie." I say.
"Nice to meet you, Ronnie." He pauses with a shy smile on his face. "I'm Liam."
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September 17, 2012 3:35pm UTC

Whisper My Name
Chapter Two
Ronnie's P.O.V
I raise an eyebrow at Carter. He shrugs his shoulders, and I look back down to my paper.
I don't write back. I don't want to.
We've been dating for four years, and it's all been a fake.
I don't even know what a real relationship is like.
Throughout the whole math class, I keep thinking about what Carter wrote.
Maybe I should tell him that I want to fall in love.
The bell rings, dismissing us. Four periods later, the day is finally over.
I shrug back onto the bus, and sit down. I pull out my phone, seven new texts from Carter.
I roll my eyes, and chuck my phone into the bottom of my bag.
When the bus stops, I see the kid get off. I get a good look at his face.
He's got brown hair, that hits just above his light green eyes.
He's tan, and looks pretty muscular, but he smells like he works on a farm.
"Hey," I blurt out, not meaning to.
"Hi." He half-smiles at me. "I saw you this mornin', didn't I?"
"Well, kind of, you seemed like you were in a hurry." I laugh a little.
"I'm not usually a late person." He has a southern accent to him.
Not someone I'd usually talk to, doesn't hurt to be nice I guess.
"This school is a lot different than my old 'un."
"Oh, where'd you come from?" I see my house come up, but I don't want to leave yet.
"A little town in West Virgina." He nods his head while talking.
"Oh, I've lived here, in Maine, my whole life...Sadly." I roll my eyes.
"It's a beautiful state," He says. "Lots of nice people."
"Yeah." I smile, maybe he's talking about me. "Well, this is my house."
"Alright, see you tomorrow."
He nods his hat, and walks into the house next to mine.
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September 16, 2012 8:24pm UTC

Whisper My Name
Chapter One
Ronnie's P.O.V
Walking to class, I run into a group of my friends. They're not like me.
They drink, and party. Don't get me wrong, I party, and smoke.
Just not like them. They sleep with new guys every night.
I walk up to them with an angry look on my face.
"Oh, hey Ron, you skippin' with us today?"
"I can't..." I stutter, seeing the kid that was at my bus stop today walk by me. My friends give me a weird look. "My mom found out I've been skipping algebra, if I do it again, no parties."
"Bummer." A girl, Kate, says with a frown on her face.
They walk the opposite direction of me, and I look for that guy.
The bell rings when I get to my class. D*mn.
I sit down in the corner of the room, looking at my class.
There's four preppy girls, five jocks, two smart kids, two stoners, the new kid, and me.
The new kid! So convient he's in my class. He looks so familiar, I just can't put a name on his face. There's something about him though.
The door handle wiggles, shaking me from my trance. Carter walks into my class with a note. "Class...Carter Abbott just enrolled into our class." The teacher reads the note.
I look at him, he's not smart enough to be in this class.
Even better, the only open seat is next to me...Wooh... Total sarcasm.
This is going to be the worst year, ever. "Hey," He sits down next to me.
"Hi." I roll my eyes, and pretend to smile. He writes me a quick note in his sloppy
penmanship reading:
I've finally realized that I really do love you, and I'm scared that you're still using me to p*ss off your parents.
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September 16, 2012 6:00pm UTC

Whisper My Name
Introduction
Ronnie's P.O.V
I can see my breath when I walk out to the bus.
My freshly curled hair is almost frozen. I stand on the corner of my road,
waiting to go to the h*ll hole that other people call school. When I see the bus
barelling down the road, I see a kid sprinting towards me.
I move out of the way, but he stops when he gets to me.
I laugh quietly when he gets on the bus, sweating in the fifty-degree weather.
But, d*mn, he can run fast. I sit in the back, and show off my new tattoo on my wrist.
It says 'Vivi la vita ribelle'. It's italian for 'live the rebel life'.
Someone else in the back sells me a cigarette, and I debate on smoking it now.
It's too late. We're at school. I smile when I see my 'boyfriend' in the hall.
"Hey, Carter." He greets me with a kiss. You see, I don't even love him.
He doesn't love me either. We're just using eachother to p*ss off our parents.
But, secretly, I just want to fall in love...
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September 14, 2012 3:36pm UTC

Whisper My Name
Introduction
Dylan's P.O.V
"Ha," Some girl snickers from behind me. "Loser."
She hits the back of my head with her leftovers from lunch.
I don't say a word, I just keep walking towards my class.
After being pushed into the lockers by some jocks, I finally
make it to my class. I sit in the front corner, away from everyone.
"Is Dylan here?" The teacher exclaims.
"Here," I say just loud enough for her to hear me.
"Oh look, he speaks." Says a jock from behind me.
"Jake," The teacher snarls. "Go stand in the hall."
The class says in unison 'ooooooh' when the teacher steps out
of the room. I fold my arms on the desk, and curl
up into myself. I can hear conversations around me.
"I didn't think he spoke either." A girl laughs.
The class all laughs, until the teacher comes back in.
A blanket of silence covers them.
She kneels over to my desk and whispers:
"You're wanted in the office."
I get up, thankfully she knew the h*ll they put me through.
She'd know I'd sit in the office, until next period.
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September 10, 2012 7:27pm UTC

Forgive Me. Special Note
Alright guys, so I'm so sorry I haven't written in like four million years. I can't exactly say I've been busy, because I'm not. I've just had a lot going on lately. Me and one of my really good friends are actually in a fight right now, I've got a test or quiz almost everyday this week, and yeah, nearly 100 math problems for homework. Not cool, I know. Alright, well anyways. I'm sorry I haven't written, and I won't be writing a lot anymore at all. Sorry to disappoint you, I really loved this story, and where it was going. I just hate to keep you guys waiting, so I've officially decided to...Wait for it, wait for it... Stop writing 'Forgive Me'. I know, I'm sad about this too. But it's just what I have to do right now. When I get my school computer, I'll be writing more, I promise! I actually have some really cool Ideas for a story, but it'll have to wait until everything dies down, and I'm so sorry. I really am. I still love all of you, and I can't wait to get back into writing. Don't be mad! Becaaause I still you love you. Like I just said. Okay. Bye.

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September 6, 2012 8:36pm UTC

Forgive Me. SEVEN
I wake up, seeing Radley asleep, right beside me in a chair, I smile, and sit up. This time, I kiss him on the cheek. It's so nice that he's with me. He opens his bright eyes, and smiles at me. "I remember," I say. "Almost everything." I bite my lip.
"Wow, that's gret, Brielle." He stands up. "What don't you remember?"
"Why me?" I nervously laugh. "Why would you ever fall for a girl like me, ever?" He shakes his head and laughs under his breath. I notice I'm not connected to any machines anymore, and I can fully sit up and move. Infact, I'm in regular clothes, not the over-sized hospital gown. I'm a pair of jeans, and a teeshirt. Nothing fancy, but it's so much better than that gown. Radley helps me up, and leads me out to a small balcony. We sit down with our coffees, that we managed to get on the way out.
"You still haven't answered my question," I smirk.
"Alright," He says, his face starting to blush. "It was the way you carried yourself, and the look in your eyes. You playing hard to get was the funnest part of all," He pauses to laugh.
"I played hard to get?" I raise an eyebrow.
"Yeah, I think so. You'd always roll your eyes in the most beautiful way. You'd walk away, with a little spring in your step. Brielle, the last words I said to you before you blacked out were,"
"I'm falling in love with you." I finish his sentence for him. He nods, and leans in for a kiss, but I push back. I remember something. My dad. Oh my gosh, my dad died. "Dad!" I cup my head in my hands, and begin crying. I know he left me, my mom, our family, he's still my dad.
///Author's Note: Hey look, I updated the Author's Note this time! Wooh! Oh my gosh, guys. I'm so tired, I'm sorry if this was lame, I just. Ugh. School. Ahahah. But, I hope you guys like the story still, and instead of putting 'Notify Me', comment some feedback, please? That'd be really cool if you did, It'd mean a lot! Comment any reactions you had to reading it? I don't know, something cool. \\\\

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September 4, 2012 5:07pm UTC

Forgive Me. SIX
"Get off!" I mutter, pushing him off of me. "Who are you?"
"D*mn," He laughs in dissappointment. "You really don't remember me." I sit up, and look at his face. He's so familiar, but why can't I tell who he is?
"Are we...." I pause, and raise an eyebrow. "Dating?" I start thinking. My memory is so blurry. There's thousands of images floating through my head, and I can't even tell what one of them is. What happened? Why can't I remember? I can feel the tears swelling up in my eyes.
"Not really," He smiles. "I met you, not too long ago. At your job down at the cafe. We went out, if you can call it that, about once. The last thing I told you was that I was falling in love with you." He looks away, stands up, and walks over to the window. I get so angry, but I can't do anything because I'm hooked to so many machines.
"God D*mnit," I start crying. "Radley, please...Forgive me. I'm sorry I can't remember you, I wish I could because you seem so perfect." I want to get up so bad, but I can't. I wish I could run over to the window where he is, and kiss him. I feel so bad. I'm crying so much at this point, I begin coughing. I have a rough smokers cough, and I grow the craving for a cigarette. I see it. The picture of my house burning. Why I like smoking, but I can't remember who the h*ll Radley is.
"Can you tell me anything else about my life, please?" Radley turns towards me, and nods. He comes over and tells me about my smoking problem, my job, and where I live. That's all he knows though. After a few hours, I get sleepy, and end up falling asleep in the middle of one of Radley's stories.
///Author's Note: Two chapters in one day? Woooh! Ahaha, well, I thought this was an interesting chapter. I liked it, a lot. I can picture it all in my head like a movie, can you? I love all my readers to Pluto and back, and don't forget to comment to be notified! \\\\

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September 3, 2012 6:06pm UTC

Forgive Me. FIVE
I wake up to an annoying beeping, and sit up. I'm in a hospital bed. I look around, not remembering what happened or how I got here. I rub my head, there's a huge bump. A nurse comes in my room before I can even say anything, or even take another breath. "Good, you're awake." She smiles. "Take this." She hands me a small pill, and a Dixie cup full of water. I swallow it, and it's like the throbbing in my head all just goes away. The pain is worse than anything, and yet, I still can't remember why I'm here.
"Excuse me," I say to the nurse before she leaves. "Why am I in here? What happened?" I look around the room, there's no evidence why I'm here. I see my phone on a side table, but that's about it.
"You were hit by a drunk driver." She looks down. "The driver of the other car died of blood loss, you survived because some nice man helped resusitate you. His name was, um, Radley?" She sighs, and leaves the room. It comes back to me slowly. I was happy, and I can't remember why. And the next thing I remember was a distinct smell of cologne. It smelled so good. I laugh to myself, before I hear a knock at the door.
It's a tall man, looking about my age, eighteen. He smells exactly like the smell at the accident. The boy with the odd name. He has peircing blue eyes, and dark brown hair. It's short, making his facial features stick out. He has a perfectly squared jaw bone, he seems so familiar.
"Hey," He smiles, his voice deep, and comforting. "Glad to see you're okay."
"Uh," I speak, my voice sounding scratchy and tired. "Not to be rude or anything, but who are you?"
"You mean, you don't remember me?" His face flushes of all it's color, and his smile turns into a frown. I look at him, until he comes closer to me, his hands get the strands of my bright red hair out of my face, and he kisses my cheek.
///Author's Note: Two chapters in one day? Woooh! Ahaha, well, I thought this was an interesting chapter. I liked it, a lot. I can picture it all in my head like a movie, can you? I love all my readers to Pluto and back, and don't forget to comment to be notified! \\\\

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September 3, 2012 8:59am UTC

Forgive Me. FOUR
"I did it," I say to myself. "This is the first step in becoming a better me." I get dressed into some pants and a plain shirt. I wrap a mint colored scarf around my neck, and button up my new white peacoat. After putting on a pair of boots, I go outside. The cool air hits me so fast. I shiver while getting into my car, and drive over to the cafe. I run in, and see my old friend, Ari. We stopped talking when I started smoking. I talk to her until my coffee is ready, and tell her good-bye. I smile while walking out to the parking lot, and pull out, not looking where I'm going, everything is gonig oh so perfectly for once. I couldn't be any happier.
CRASH!
I scream, see someone's car all crunched up in my mirror. "Oh sh*t," I mutter. I get out, and there's a load of people standing around, taking pictures, I hear one call the cops.I get really dizzy standing up, and lean on my car. I fall to the ground, holding my head. "Brielle," Someone says, I can't make out who they are, but their voice is so familiar. I try to look up, but his figure is blurry. All I see is a man, that looks a lot like someone I know... I can't put a name on it. "Are you okay?" I finally realize who it is. The man I got in a car accident with is my father. I try to nod, but I can't . I don't even want anything to do with him, but I can't move. I hear someone in the large crowd yelling 'watch out, watch out, let me in!' Everything is starting to fade of it's color, but I can still tell it's Radley that's here now. By the way he's breathing, and the distinct smell of his adidas cologne.
"I forgot to tell you, I'm falling in love with you, Brielle." Radley says to me, right before everything goes completely black.
///Author's Note: Well, how'd you like this chapter? I know I really liked it, I just want you guys to know, that something in this chapter, will carry on throughout the story, but I won't tell you what. I'm glad people are reading this, it means the world to me, and don't forget to comment to be notified \\\\

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September 2, 2012 10:36am UTC

Forgive Me. THREE
"I should go," I check the time on my phone. It's ten minutes past the time I usually celebrate my mom's birthday. I run away, not hearing Radley saying something to me. I speed off, getting home faster than usual. I pass the orphanage I used to live in, bringing back all the terrible memories. I pull into the parking lot of my apartment complex, and run upstairs. I pull out a picture of my mom, and set it on the table. I get the cake I made out of the fridge, and put it by the picture. The cake is one of my mom's recipies, she loved to bake. I light a small candle, and make a wish for her. I sit down, and flick on the TV, while eating some cake. Usually, my dad would come over with me, and talk. But, reality hit him, and he turned to alcohol.
I wake up with a text from Radley. I forgot I gave him my number before I left. Radley texted me asking if we could hang out again today. I look outside seeing the frost on my window. It really is fall. I sigh, and tell him I'm busy. I lay on the couch, which is also my bed, and turn on a chick-flick. It's just one of those days. Afterall, I'm not exactly lying to him, I really do have stuff to do. I have to go to the bank to cash my check. I sit up on the couch after watching one of those anti-smoking commercials, and go over to my purse. I take my package of cigarettes out, and get one out. I step outside, onto my balcony that I can now barely fit on, and smoke it. Something about it makes me feel guilty, so I put it out. "I'm slowly killing myself, just like my dad..." I mutter to myself. I go inside, and sit at my small table, and put my head in my hands. "I'm slowly killing myself." I keep muttering, until I get the courage to break every one of my cigarettes. I feel good about it too... I smile when I'm done, and text Radley.
///Author's Note: I'm loving the plot of this story, and I hope you are too! I love all of my readers with all my heart. If I don't post it's because I'm busy, but I'll try to post as much as I can, whenever I can. Comment to be notified. Sorry it was short, I'm a little busy with homework! \\\\

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August 31, 2012 4:05pm UTC

Forgive Me. TWO
"Yes?" I roll my eyes, not wanting to flatter him too much. I walk back to his table, and he points to his already empty coffee cup. I pour him a cup, and his bright eyes look into mine. I feel something, but I shake it off, my boss probably turned up the air system. He giggles a little bit, and stands up. He hands me a napkin, and a small tip.
"It's Radley by the way," He pushes open the door. "Bye." He walks out into the crisp autumn air. I open up the napkin, it has a number, the date, and handwriting saying: Meet me in the park, after you get out of work, we could get to know each other. I smile, and get back to work. After about four hours, my shift is over. I grab a coffee, and get in my car. I drive past the park, and see Radley on a bench, his leg nervously shaking. I park my car on the side of the road, and get out. He sees me instantly, and smiles. He walks over to me, and hesitates to take my hand.
"Why are you doing this?" I take out a cigarette, after a long craving. I light it, and he walks away. He laughs to himself, and mumbles something I can barely hear. "Why'd you want me here?"
"You seemed so outgoing, and beautiful. I knew it was too good to be true." He keeps walking away. "Smoking is my biggest turn off... My mom died of lung cancer two weeks ago."
"Wait, Radley..." I put out my cigarette, and put a piece of gum in my mouth. "I'm so sorry, but please, get to know me. I'd love to get to know you." I walk closer to him.
"I can't stand smoking," He apologizes. "It just reminds me too much of my mom."
"Weird," I say. "Smoking is the only thing that reminds me of my mom." I sit down on the bench, he comes over, and sits down next to me.
"I'm so sorry...." He says, his voice sounding so deep, and assuring, it sends chills up my back. I convince myself that it's just the wind. It's too early to 'fall in love'.
///Author's Note: I'm loving the plot of this story, and I hope you are too! I love all of my readers with all my heart. If I don't post it's because I'm busy, but I'll try to post as much as I can, whenever I can. Comment to be notified. \\\\

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August 30, 2012 5:15pm UTC

Forgive Me. ONE
*Six years later*
"Come on," I groan, trying to button up my pants. "God d*mnit!" I yell, getting mad because I can't fit in them. After getting them to button, I go downstairs, I grab my phone, and head outside. I get into my car, and drive over to the cemetery. A group of teenagers laugh at me when I walk over to my mom's grave with a cigarette in my mouth. It's a bad habbit, but the smoke in a way calms me down, it reminds me of my mom. I know, I'm crazy. "Happy birthday, mom." I kneel down, and put some flowers on her headstone. I get up, and walk over to my sisters grave. It's not to far away, but far enough for a walk. I kneel down, reading her headstone. In memory of Annabelle May, may her soul be with us. May 24, 2006- August 7, 2006. "It was all my fault, Annabelle. I hope you forgive me." I whisper to her. I blow her headstone a kiss, and get into my car. I drive to the cafe I work at, and put out my cigarette, dying to get another one. I put on my apron, and tie it around my small waist.
"You're late," My boss says with a crooked brow. I roll my eyes, and cuss under my breath. I wait on customers, still wanting to rant. It starts to get hot, so I tie my bright red locks up in a ponytail.
"Woah," Someone says, as I pour them some coffee. "A good-looking waitress, d*mn this place upgraded." He laughs. I'm shocked, he's actually attractive, and he didn't call me hot, sexy, or something else demeaning. I smile, and walk away. "Wait, come back..." He says when I'm already three tables away.
///Author's Note: Okay, so I wanted to write about something different, and not so cliche, I hope you like it. Comment to be notified, and I'll try to post as much as I can, when I can. Thanks a lot for all the positive feedback, it means a lot! \\\\

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August 29, 2012 3:36pm UTC

Forgive Me. I NTRO
"Brielle," My mom says from behind me, in the kitchen. "Light that candle on the table for me, will you?" I grabbed a match, and lit the two candles. Without any notice, my dog, runs underneath my legs, causing me to drop the match. It takes a second for the table cloth to catch fire, but when it starts, it lights up. I scream, and my dog runs out the door. My mom runs over to me, grabs me, and pushes me outside. She goes back into the now roaring flames to rescue my new baby sister. I scream, but nothing comes out. Constant clouds of grey smoke pour from the windows. I fall to the ground, waiting for someone to come get me, but no one does. I call for help, but no one can hear me. "Mom, please forgive me," I say to myself, it's all my fault.
///Author's Note: New story, I hope you like it! I start school tomorrow, so I won't be posting much. If you like it, comment to be notified. I love all my readers to pluto and back, and I can't wait to write more! Check out my other story too if you'd like. \\\\

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August 27, 2012 9:53pm UTC

breathe
Epilogue
One Year Later
I finish packing up for my dorm, and bring the last box to my new car. My car, a new Chevy Cruze, was a graduation present from my dad. My mom has a new husband, and two kids. I'm not permitted to see them, and I don't plan to be. She's missed out on a lot.
"I hate to see you go," My dad tries to fight a tear. "They'll love you in North Carolina."
"Thanks dad, I'll come visit as much as I can, I promise." I give him a big hug, and get into the car. I drive over to Austin's new office that he's building to say good-bye. It's totally different between us now. He's got a new girlfriend, who just recently found out she was pregnant.
I knock on the door, and Austin opens it for me. "Come on in," He smiles.
"I don't have time." I look down. "I'm leaving today."
"Oh," I rubs my arm. "I'll miss you, Riley."
"I'll miss you too." I lean in to hug him. After a few minutes, I get the courage to leave. I sigh before going to see Lilly. She's moved just down the road. I stop before her apartment, but don't say good-bye. We haven't talked lately, her and Lucas, in Lucas' words, lost their flame.
When everything was about to fall in place, Bryce was released from prison.
He's not on parol, or anything. Infact, the last time I talked to Lilly, she wanted to see him again.
I stop at the fro-yo store, and get my favorite. Vanilla with sprinkles, and a cherry on the side.
After my yogurt, I get on the interstate, and see my exit.
I turn my radio up, and hear one of my favorite songs come on the radio, and sing along.
"...And she will be loved..."
Soon enough, I'm in North Carolina. I pull up to my dorm house, and just remind myself to breathe.
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Author's Note:
So, I guess it's officially over... Sad face? I'd love feedback, and once I get my school computer back, I will write another story!
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August 27, 2012 9:31pm UTC

breathe
Chapter Twenty -Four
"It is pretty crazy," Austin says from behind me. "I mean, I met you, and it's weird if I can even go an hour without thinking about you."
"Austin," I get up. "I should go..." I run home. It's not that far, and I'm expecting Austin to drive after me. He doesn't. I lay in my bed until I fall asleep.
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"Come on, you're driving me to school, wake up." Lucas storms into my room. It's been three days, and I have yet to talk to Austin. Man, I'm starting to miss him. He hasn't been in school either. I throw my covers off once Lucas knows I'm awake. I get dressed into some black skinny jeans, and a plain top. I do my hair and make up, nothing special, just a loose braid to the side, and regular make-up. I wrap a scarf around my neck, and get on my new UGG's. I go downstairs, eat breakfast, grab my bag, and button up my white peacoat before getting Lucas outside into the car.
The crisp fall air send a chill down my spine when we get into the car. We drive to get a coffee, and off to school.
"Why hasn't Lilly come over in awhile?" Lucas asks, sipping his coffee.
"I don't know, why? Do you miiiiiiss her?" I laugh.
"No, I was just wondering. You haven't seen Austin much either."
"Get this, Austin gave me a promise ring." I look at him at the traffic light.
"Well, you took it right?" He cusses under his breath after burning his tongue.
"No," I sigh. "I didn't...He hasn't said anything since, I kind of avoided him."
"Way to go." Lucas un-buckles as we pull into a parking space. "Now he's probably hear-broooken." He rolls his eyes and gets out of the car. I hit his shoulder, and walk into school. All eyes are on me, just like the first day I came back the last time.
"Do you know what's going on?" I whisper to Lucas. He shrugs, and goes to his class.
A short girl comes up to me, with her lips scrunched. "You." Her high pitched voice squeals at me. "You're the girl who made Austin try to kill himself."
"What?" I look at her. "Is he okay?"
"He's in the hospital, he tried to OD because of you."
I run outside, and get into my car. I speed to the hospital, hitting speeds above 80, in a 35mph zone. I come to a hault in the hospital parking lot, and run inside. A nurse leads me to Austin's room, so close to his last one. I look in the small window of the door, and see Austin holding something.
I quietly open the door, and he looks at me.
"It was my fault," I break down and begin to cry. "I shouldn't have been so stupid, and said yes."
"Please, Riley..." He says, his voice sounding cold. "Just stop."
"I'm so sorry..." I wipe my eyes, and head for the door. "I'm so sorry." I fall to the ground. I sit against the wall with my knees against the chest, waiting for a response from Austin.
"I love you, Riley." He finally says, leaving me speechless.
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Author's Note:
I hate to say it, but I've totally lost interest in writing. I've waited so long to do my summer homework, and now I have three days to do it. I'm so sorry, but I will post another story when I'm less stressed, and my puppy isn't getting into everything. Anyways, I'll post the epilogue right after this so I'll be done with this, and can move on to homework, or else I get kicked out of the class. Love you all, and thank you for reading! It means the world to me!
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Chapter Twenty -Three
"Oh my gosh," I jump when he comes back. "You scared me."
"Sorry," He laughs, and pulls a tiny box from his pocket. He sits me down on the blanket, and has me untie the ribbon on the box. It has a little note saying 'one last surprise'.
"Is this an engag-" I begin to ask.
"It's a promise ring, to promise you're the only one for me, and I'm the only one for you."
"Austin," I look up at him. "We're seniors in high-school now, after this year you know I'm leaving, you're leaving too."
"And I'll pray like h*ll that we'll end up with each other."
"I just, I just don't know." I stand up. I get in Austin's car, and watch him pick up all the tea-lights, and fold up the blanket. He hucks the journal after tearing a few pages out. He drives me home, and I go upstairs silently. I don't say a word, I don't text anyone, I just sit in my bed, looking at my empty finger.
Should there be a ring there?
Austin's been my savior, he's done everything for me. He's perfect...Like Lilly said, I'm his Allie, he's my Noah. Even though he's one of the stars of the football team, he's not a tool like his friends, he doesn't act different around his family or friends, he's himself. The way his brown hair almost covers his eyes sends chills down my spine. His eyes get me wondering what he's thinking when he kisses me.
I lay down on my bed, and fall asleep.
I wake up in the morning, and take a quick shower. I dry and straighten my hair. I put on a reddish-pink baggy sweatshirt, and some light skinny jeans. I tug on some shoes, and walk over to the park. I see the pages of Austin's journal still on the ground, wet from the morning dew. I pick it up, and see what page it is.
On the page is written 'And today, I'll tell her she's the one, and I want to be with her forever'. One other page says, 'I bought a ring today. Scared to give it to her, she's so perfect, why would she even like me? I'm going to the park tonight to give it to her, tonight is the night that we'll be committed, forever.'
I fold up the pages and find his journal. When I'm picking it up, I hear someone walking up to me.
"Littering is a fine," Lilly says.
"It's Austin's." I turn around.
"Oh," She turns to walk away.
"Lilly, wait. Listen. You're my best friend, but you left. I had no one to turn to, so I went to Austin. He was there for me that night, I read in his journal how he went looking for me all d*mn night to make up with me, and last night, I ruined it. Why? Because I'm stupid." I fall down to the ground crying.
"What happened last night?"
"He offered me a ring, and I was too stupid to not take it."
"You still want it?" Austin comes up behind me. He sits, well, kneels down next to me, and pulls out the box. I wipe the tears from under my eyes. Lilly walks home, not saying a word to me. She texts me saying ''Moving tonight, so much for a girls day. Don't talk to me, ever again.'
"I throw my phone down, and watch the screen shatter.
"All this for love," I say to myself, forgetting Austin is still there. "It's crazy how you meet a person and they change your whole life forever."
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Author's Note:
I'm so sorry I haven't written! I've been so distracted lately... Again, I'm so sorry. But, I hope you guys liked it. I'll hopefully add another chapter tomorrow, and that will be the last chapter, then I'll write the epilogue. Hope you liked it, love you all! Comment for the next chapter.
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Chapter Twenty -Two
Austin doesn't talk the whole way to my house.We go down into the basement, and play a game of air-hockey, before sitting down to watch a movie. I scoot in closer to Austin, leaning my head on his shoulder. In the middle of the movie, I'm more than half asleep. Austin gets up, waking me up, and scaring me at the same time.
"Sorry," He nervously laughs. "But, can you come with me?"
"Uh, yeah sure." I get up. He leads me up the stairs, checking the clock every second. He goes outside. I follow him, but with my hands over my eyes like he asks.
"Almost there." He leads me. I can't even tell where I am. "Okay, here."
Around a blanket, little tea-lights are lit. A small journal is laid out with some writing on it, sitting on top of some tulip petals. Tulips, if I didn't mention are my favorite flowers.
"You did this for me?" I almost start to tear up.
"Of course. In the journal, is a few things I've written the past few years." I lay down on the blanket, and pick up the journal. A small note falls out, folded like a paper football. Of course. I un-fold it, and read what it says.
"These past few years of my life have changed me, for the better. When I met you, I knew it was meant to be. I know, that sounded cheesy," I stop to laugh. "I just brought you out here, to tell you something. But for the record, I knew you'd like this because I've watched every movie on Netflix in the category of love...Oh my god, Austin." I drop the note, and hug him.
"There's something I forgot to put in the note." He backs up.
"Oh?" I raise an eyebrow.
"Um..." He takes both of my hands, and pulls me in close, only leaving a tiny gap. "I love you." He whispers, the words ringing in my head. I smile, and close my eyes, and feel Austin's lips against mine.
"I love you too." I say when I pull back. I lay down on the blanket, and look up at the stars. For a moment, everything disappears...Even Austin. "Austin?" I look around.
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Author's Note:
Well, a little change, huh? Sorry it's short, but I'm really focusing on finishing, and trying to do last minute summer homework, but thanks EVERYONE for reading, I love you all to Pluto and back!
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Chapter Twenty -One
I ignore her, because I'm already late for class. I run down the hall, and into the room. Everyone looks at me. One girl laughs. "She put her boyfriend in the hospital." Everyone's jaws drop, and I stand in the doorway, emotionless, and blank. "She got him in a car accident, and he almost--"
"Are you done yet? Everyday since I've been back to school, you've twisted the situation, and started so many rumors about me, and I'm sick of it. Sick of you. So stop. Don't go around telling people something if you don't know what really happened. "
The class applauds me.The girl pushes past me, and out into the hall. I sit in my normal seat, still shaking from telling her off. It felt great.
After school, I drive over to the hospital to see Austin. I check in, and go to his room. He's sitting up, eating his favorite, Spaghetti.
"Hey," He smiles. I smile, and sit down next to him. "You okay?"
"Lilly and I got in a fight this morning." I sigh.
"Oh, what about?" He eats the last bite, and pushes a button for a nurse to come in.
"I don't even know, I was sad you weren't there to walk me to class, and she got all mad. It was ridiculous." I roll my eyes.
"Aw," He says with a cute voice. "You missed me walking you to class?" I nod, and he kisses me. "Well, you'll be happy that I'm coming back next week."
"You are?" My face lights up.
"Mhmm," He watches the nurse come in. She looks fresh out of college. I sigh.
"Well, Austin." The nurse smiles. "Your mom signed you out, and you're free to go anytime."
"Ri, think I could come over to your house for a bit. Not really in the mood to face my dad tonight."
"Sure, I'd like that." I smile, and help him up. He changes into some faded jeans, and tugs his football sweatshirt over his head. I walk him out the hospital doors, with his hand in mine.
We get into the car, and he looks at me. He looks like he's going to say something, but too afraid to say it.
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Author's Note:
Again, I feel like I've lost readers. It's understandable though, because school is starting for some people. Infact, I start in 9 Days. So, I need to finish my summer homework. Hopefully I finish it fast so I can keep writing. Even though there's only a few chapters left...
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Chapter Twenty- Part Two
"Come on, I'll walk you out to the lobby." She shoos us. "You see, Austin has always had some problems with his heart... His mood changes the beat of his heart, and him watching the game angered him, causing his heart-rate to sky rocket, which could lead to serious injury. We gave him a sedative, so he'll be awake tomorrow, and gone by tomorrow night."
"Oh thank God, he's okay." I sigh. Lilly hops into the car, not saying a word. I drop her off, and go home.
Lucas lays on the couch with his foot sitting on a stack of pillows with a bag of frozen ice.
"What happened?" I can't help but almost laugh.
"I got tackled and twisted my ankle." He shrugs. I laugh to myself, and go upstairs. My dad paces around outside my room.
"Where've you been?" His voice grows louder. "I've been worried sick! There was no note, no phone call, no text, nothing! You're grounded!"
"Dad," I say. "Austin got in a car accident, so Lilly and I rushed over to the hospital. Sorry."
"Just..." He looks down. "Go to bed."
I change, and lay down in my bed. Usually my phone is going crazy with texts from Austin or Lilly, but now it's nothing. I sigh, and take out my math book. I do the homework, and fall asleep with my head in my math book.
Beep! Beep! Beep!
My phone wakes me up at the usual time. I take a quick shower, and do my hair and make-up. I've thrown my hair in a messy bun, and get on a tank-top and skinny jeans. I lace up my boots, and grab my bag. I don't eat breakfast, because I'm already running late. I get a coffee, and speed off to school.
"Hey, miss bad*ss." Lilly says. I take off my sunglasses, and half-smile. "Still mad about being alone?"
"I don't know if I can do it without him." I sigh. "He's been helping me since the day it happened."
"Have you completely forgotten about me?" She storms off, with her nose in the air.
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Author's Note:
Sorry I haven't written much, I've been busy with the puppy, and I was waiting until I got more than three faves...Ha. Well, I hope you all liked it, and if you'd like to see a picture of my adorable puppy, comment below! I'll send you a link!
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