It's like the sum of how i feel cancels out. I feel some joy, i feel some sadness. But at the end of the day, when i look back it cancels out. It wasn't a good day, it wasn't necessarily a bad one either. I wish i could fast forward to the end of the year. I have a lot planned for the end of the year. I'm hanging on till then.
I don't wanna be nice. I don't want to smile at strangers, I don't want to hold open doors. I don't like being misunderstood but their thoughts don't matter. I don't wanna be nice. Takes too much unnoticed effort.
I don't know what this is. We're not friends but we are. I'm comfortable around you but I'm not. I can tell you anything but not everything. I don't know what this is, I don't know when to draw the line or cross it. Stuck between this uneasiness and restraint. I don't know how to describe it. It's like we're close, both looking in. A glass wall separates us, you wish I would break it. The wall only allows me to look in and see you. But it becomes opaque when you try to glance over at me. I never liked us like this. We need more distractions.
empyrean * posted a quote
March 18, 2018 8:56am EDT
For every voice that is lifted In reverence and pain Show us now And let love not be chained. We should feel what we can stand And let us be alive So we know That we’ve done all we can. Let hearts that are frozen get to see it, In all its glory...
empyrean * posted a quote
March 18, 2018 8:28am EDT
I know it hurts sometimes but you’ll get over it you’ll find another life to live I swear that you’ll get over it. I know you’re sad and tired you’ve got nothing left to give you’ll find another life to live I know that you’ll get over it.
"When I was young, it helped me build my dreams, My small playground that was my everything, The wonderland in my memories that I dreamed of and played in. Now I’m an adult so will you be my dream now? I want to stay by your side and run around and play. will I find that dream that I lost as a child? I’ll find a love that is better than the one in my fantasies You are my playground. The slide that I loved to go on as a child, and the swings that made me fly high in the sky. Your soft eyes and your voice that makes my heart rush. Now I realized that you are my wonderland. Now I’m an adult, so will you be my dream now? I want to stay by your side and run around and play. Spread out your hidden wings, Sprinkle your magic powder on me. We’ll hold hands and fly high You are my playground." - GOT7 (PLAYGROUND)
I don't even know why I like you but I like you. Sitting beside you, no words need to be said. I'm still not sure what it is about you. Fate always brings you near. The more i think about it, the more odd it is. All the coincidences, I'll keep calling them coincidences. We're always brought back together somehow. I hope you view me in a kind way. I hope i can make you laugh and smile sometime again. I don't know what it is. But honest to God i think it's fate. We're not compatible, like at all. But still, there's something.
"im done with you, you changed, i cant be with you anymore" did you hear the aching of my heart did you hear the clenching of my throat did you hear my world shattering before my eyes is that why you came back?
*Freedom* posted a quote
March 9, 2018 11:39am EST
When I ate you said, "digusting" When I slep, you hit me and said "stop snoring" When I drove, you said "let me drive you suck" When my natural curls were out, you said "why isnt ur hair straightened" And then after a month, you said "you changed" I changed because of you, not because I wanted to