☞Eman☜* posted a quote
January 30, 2023 10:39pm UTC
It is possible to find a cure for all diseases, except for one thing, which is aging. Each cell in the body in general is allowed to divide 50-70 times, and with each division the length of the chromosome decreases(specifically the telomeres).
let go cheeks burning, mind racing. i couldn't bury this lovely feeling. a warm touch, i was star struck. you said you'd give me the world if i gave you a chance. i was elated, started sprinting. next second only i'm limping. lungs burning, eyes stinging, you gave me a new reason. it was rose glasses, blind-sided. said you want to try something. smooth talker, hypnotist. "it's okay baby", i'm spineless. i didn't want to let you down. sandy beach, yacht club, a surprise trip, i've got to come. introverted, my battery drained. "pull it together", i play pretend. so its black dress, pursed lips, i'll be the best actress. now snows falling, burst bubble, you said she just wanted trouble. i cried myself to sleep for weeks. deflated, bent backwards. still wanted a better reason. you just had to make it right. it was one step, plus two they don't mean a thing to you. sweet talker, strategist, i became your little airhead. deep down, i knew it wasn't right. head spinning, dirty feeling. all you did was dream selling. want you to give us one last try, promise to be a better guy. heart aching, there's no changing. at least just tell me one last lie.
and i can admit to myself that i'm scared. i still feel stupid and hate myself sometimes. i still get nervous. sometimes i take my feelings out on others. i'm not perfect. i forget important things. i still try my best. i apologise and strive to do better. i still get anxious, i still feel this knot form in my stomach and this pressure settle down on my chest. i still feel the beads of sweat on my skin and still i sometimes don't have all the answers. anyone in my shoes would feel the same, i'm certain. i'm doing okay, but i can do better. i still feel stupid and hate myself sometimes, i'm dreading saturday and the potential mistakes i can make. the potential people i can upset and the potential enemies i can make. the potential disagreements and the potential action i would have to take in the future. i'm learning but i'm still scared. when this year ends it'll all be like clockwork. until then i need to keep striving and surviving. i've made it this far. that has to count for something.
What is happening in the world? The world must have noticed the changes in the Arab countries. Its buildings have become very tall and beautiful. Even rain and snow began to fall on its lands to become green. The Prophet of God, Muhammad, who said that the Hour(end of the world )will not come until the lands of Arabia return to life and rivers, was right. Saudi Arabia is turning green and Europe is now desertifying. In the future, the destination of the future will be the land of the Arabs
what if i stopped caring? but my silence seems to offend you. i'm at the starting lines while you've already reached your flow state. we're not the same. you keep making me feel bad for tripping up. i apologise and joke around with you. you're always the same. hot then cold, but always brutal. i can't accept all of you. i can't seem to keep you happy. you're not impressed. well okay, that one stung. add it to the list of mistakes i've done. it's hard cause i know you're right. but you expect me to hit the ground running and i'm scared. i hate disappointing people. i tried to take it lightly but you still tried calling me out. i can't be all go with the flow. i've made more errors than i can count, but haven't we all? honestly. haven't we all? keep keeping scores and keep telling me your not impressed. all i regret was trying to flatter you. never again. you can stroke your own ego.