I was going through my passwords and updating them on the new IOS 15 and I found my password for witty. SO much has changed. I have battled addiction, I have gotten diagnosed, I have spent time in a psych ward. But that little girl who was screaming for help years ago finally got it. She got saved.
Dudu* posted a quote
September 21, 2021 5:05am UTC
a letter that can't be received. if you knew would things be different? if i could have you sympathise with me, would i feel different? cause right now, fallen tears only matter if they're yours. anxiousness and the tight chest feeling is nothing for me but when it's you, i need to be more understanding. and i know you have trouble sleeping and you cry almost daily...but join the club. this path goes both ways and we're both hurt people hurting eachother. but i'm just sick of ignoring my feelings to make you happy. it's not worth it to hate myself to make you proud of me. i never liked community gatherings, i never liked how you favoured my eldest sister. i never liked being your rock, the quiet one or the "good girl". if being a doormat with no self respect is who i need to be to receive your love, you can keep it.
MaxieTofu posted a quote
September 16, 2021 8:18pm UTC
▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌ ♡ Was it all a lie? how strong I was? was i pretending all this time? because this sure feels like weakness, it's all come flooding back. I am part of you and no matter how much running i can do from that, it remains an unchanging fact. I will never escape you. ♡ ▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌▌
So basiclly it has been 1 million years since ive been on here. I was looking through all my old stuff as a teenager and it's crazy because it feels like it was just yesterday. Plus I was such a weirdo lol I still am, but I guess I just hide it a bit better now that Im older lol. I am having such nostalgia it's unreal. I hope eveyone who is still on here and active is doing well. I remember when it used to be so popular and people were posting quotes all the time. I miss this place a lot and I really wish it would make a come back. I think it would be really nice. Lets all try to bring it back lol. I know that no one is probably going to see this, but I guess I just want to document for myself so I can look back at it in another million years from now lol, or even the slight chance that someone will see this, I hope youre doing well. Im just sentamental person and sometimes it's hard for me to let go of the past. Ive been thinking a lot about the past recently so I guess thats why I decided to hop back on here for a minute. I guess that's it. So uh BYE ;) ~Diana <3 9/12/21 @9:59pm
But I got proved right over and over again, What have I done now. Who was I to tell you that when I did the same. Why did I have to choose when all I wanted was to be treated well. In the end I'm just blaming you But I wish you well. I'm sorry.
Dudu* posted a quote
September 12, 2021 3:42am UTC
cause now i look forward to seeing you and that smile. that smile is stuck on repeat in my mind. in my mind i'm imagining the new conversations we'll share. we'll share stolen glances and make new memories i can keep. i keep wanting to make you laugh i keep wanting to share bits and pieces of my life with you. can i keep you?
Failure* posted a quote
September 10, 2021 5:01pm UTC
This is not how I thought my life would look like. I know i could go to you, make thousand of promises, but would the outcome be any different? I don't want to hurt you anymore. I hate to let you go. I love you.
mommy and daddy issues keeping me awake again so i'm hitting up my bestest friend. mood up or down, he can decide. i wanna switch my brain off and just follow someone i love. now backed in a corner with those pretty eyes. it's an obvious trap but i like it like that. he flashes that smile and all my stress subsides. think i'm gonna put him in charge. just a naughty guy that gives me the butterflies. don't know how i'd make it otherwise.