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Dudu*

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This turned into my diary somehow.

i have a black dog.

I'm still learning new things about myself. I'm sorry for the spam.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
November 13, 2023 12:43pm UTC

he's just so cuUuUuUute!
AH!!!

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November 10, 2023 12:03pm UTC

now my belly will ache in the name of poor self regulation.
you won't question it until the 34th hour.
cause that's all you ever noticed.
telling you i'm not doing well wasn't enough.
it always took a hunger strike to earn your attention.
one day i will be above this all.
one day i won't yearn for your concern at all.

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Dudu*
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November 10, 2023 11:56am UTC

i wanna stack my pennies up so high and mighty.
so no one can dare peer over the wall that surrounds
me and my castle.
i wait and wait for the perfect moment.
the perfect moment where i'm not afraid of the
tight rope and mask snapping.
i know ma and pa couldn't save me from this.
they couldn't before, they wouldn't ever now.
this burden grows as does my bitterness.
late at night i wonder who i'd be if i received
all of their love.
who would i be if i even just felt seen.
i want to own my land but i'd have to stack paper
over the graves of my sanity and dignity to do that.
i yearn to meet the version of myself who is well rested
and well adjusted. the version of myself who has
grown beyond this childish feeling of inadequacy.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
November 1, 2023 1:33pm UTC

And yeah, I let you use me
from the day that we first met
And I knew that you turned it on
for everyone you've met
But I don't regret Falling for you

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Dudu*
posted a quote
October 28, 2023 9:04am UTC

"it's too complicated"
oh so is that how you respond to someone who cares about you?

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Dudu*
posted a quote
October 24, 2023 2:28pm UTC

regretting him was like
wishing you never found out
that love could be that strong

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Dudu*
posted a quote
October 16, 2023 10:35am UTC

i want you to be my good guy.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
October 6, 2023 9:33am UTC

i know it was best for me but i hate feeling vulnerable

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Dudu*
posted a quote
October 6, 2023 9:31am UTC

i hate this feeling.
shouldn't it be effortless?
am i putting all this pressure on you when it's all my anxiety?
i don't know which one it is.
i don't feel this way with others.
I don't think it's on me.
somewhere along the way i learnt i can't trust you.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
October 4, 2023 2:29pm UTC

i'll make it out on top.
i'm in control of my circumstances.
i decide how i react and i decide how the day goes.

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posted a quote
October 1, 2023 5:35am UTC

it's like i'm underwater and everything is at a stand still.
i want to change everything about me but can't rip the band aid still.
relationships dying with time passing but i'm stalling still.
these crumbs of passion leave me starving still.
a pleasant future clouded by anxiety still.
confessions brewing but i'm choking still.
my black dog wants the reigns still.

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posted a quote
September 22, 2023 6:31am UTC

i knew it then for sure, the night after her wedding.
when you sighed lightly and turned to me.
you said it so gleefully, so happily.
my gut wrenched and my ears wanted to bleed.
"now that we have thrown a big wedding, for the rest of you we don't have to."

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posted a quote
September 22, 2023 6:10am UTC

my eerie stadium of hawk eyed critics who should have been my everything.
it's just always felt like this, always felt so odd.
i walked on this tight rope with nothing noone to hold.
i've no back up plan, i had to be successful.
cause anytime i falter, you both become so bold.
you flock to me with the most bewildered look in your eyes.
am i really breaking down, will you both finally see me cry?
i've always felt like you were vultures who were just waiting to strike.
it never felt like support, the way you critiqued my life.
so now i comfort myself with "this was meant to be".
but i see you treat them all very differently.
you can be so reassuring when you want to be.
it's almost all over now, i'm learning to leave.
but it still hurts me, still makes my eyes sting.
you were the best parents, but just not to me.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
September 16, 2023 11:01am UTC

he's just so handsome and kind.
so thoughtful and nice.
i couldn't help it.
today, after seeing him after a while,
i've fallen again.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
September 16, 2023 11:00am UTC

uh-oh
i'm falling
in love again

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Dudu*
posted a quote
September 10, 2023 9:22am UTC

we'll be so unique.
no lyrics or novels could resemble us.
only poems we write would do us justice.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
August 30, 2023 12:21pm UTC

it's okay, it's a lesson learnt.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
August 30, 2023 12:18pm UTC

i'm too kind.
i bent myself
back a little
too far this time.
*sigh*

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posted a quote
August 27, 2023 8:11am UTC

i knew you weren't too good.
heard it from a few people.
big promises, ungrateful, got a temper,
always busy, high expectations,
almost unreachable, condescending,
the pay off is never enough.
still i'm disappointed.

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Dudu*
posted a quote
August 26, 2023 1:02pm UTC

it's tantrums, then flowers at the door.
call me names, then call me yours.
i'll disappear, you'll never see me again.
call my bluff, go pull me right in.
i'm terrified but i want to see this through.
what would it be like to runaway with you?

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