Share everything. Play fair. Don’t hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don’t take things that aren’t yours. Say you’re sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life – learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some. ‘All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten’ | Robert Fulghum
You mean a lot to me and I wanted to be a small part of the universe that was good to you. I am sorry you did not feel this was worth as much as I felt it was. I am sad because it would have been such fun to do more things together. I regret none of the words and the things I have given and done for you, they are yours. I will think of you constantly, frequently, then intermittently, occasionally, but it will never be not at all. I can never hate you, but I have been hurting so much, and I can’t keep getting built up over you and falling apart, so I have to take care of myself now, okay? You take care of yourself too, please. I will miss you most when I am high.
“ I’ll never know, and neither will you, of the life you don’t choose. We’ll only know that whatever that sister life was, it was important and beautiful and not ours. It was the ghost ship that didn’t carry us. There’s nothing to do but salute it from the shore. ”
So I havent been on here in 5 years I like my profile said? Its wild, reading all the things I used to write that I can only barely remember. I think that was the point of me doing it back the, was to have something I could look back on and know my old self.. but the thing is that I thought I would be looking back as a better person and the truth is, I'm not. I thought that I would grow out of it but I didn't. Here I am, an adult reading things that everyone told me was just teenage angst and thinking to myself, how did I even get this far? Its no wonder Im strugling so hard now, I've been struggling with this my whole fckng life. I like this though, a whole other world I can escape to. I liked going back and reading old things from myself and I want to keep it. So from here on out I'm coming back to this. This is my secret escape, my secret way of getting everything out. If theres anyone out there that feels anything similar to anything I ever wrote, reach out and we can figure it out together. Much love