pensée* posted a quote
September 11, 2017 7:22pm EDT
Please keep all credit in the codes/parts of codes you'd like to use. [That includes keeping this little message thing here as well. c:] (c) Gilded G rowing up is just a series of realizations – either FASCINATING OR DISCONCERTING.
nicole🌹* posted a quote
August 29, 2017 8:35pm EDT
"i told him he could come and find me if he ever changed his mind," she said, "but i never heard from him again. so you see, sometimes you offer people choices hoping that they'll choose you. sometimes you offter them choices knowing that they never will."
I would rather be alone than live my life trying to fit inside a love that is too small for me. The kind of love that just wants drops of my soul instead of the rivers that make me who I am meant to be.
I have one good friend that I love and care about. When I see her I feel my mood get 100 times better. She smiles at me I smile at her. Our conversations are light hearted in person, we delve a bit deeper in our text messages. I'm glad to have her. I'm glad she could show me what it means to have a true, wholesome friend. I have these other people I hang out with. My mood when I'm with them isn't the best. I can't help but feel like they don't respect me. Like I'm an easy target, or pushover. I know I just need to be firm once and for all, but I don't want to go that far. Because being firm in their books would have to be something as clear as a loud shout. More than just "Stop it, you're being too much." But something short of a meltdown. And I don't want to go that far. I've been distancing myself. Slowly easing myself out of our decade of "friendship". They're not the same anymore, I want to speed this process up, but I also want it to happen naturally. Why is this so hard.
I know What it's like to lose somebody you love And I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs And I know what it's like to have to let go of someone 'Cause they hurt you so bad that you're not the person you was
the devil introduced himself to me quite awhile back. he demanded i give him my everything in order for love and i fell for it. now, i've been feeling so empty it's as if someone stripped me of my feelings and left me hopeless and waiting for something to never happpen.