JazzySnow · 1 decade ago
I promise you that you are so much more than that. Just your words in quotes can change lives.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I would have to disagree with you there and I doubt that I am very life-changing but thank you anyway. That was sweet of you x
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JazzySnow · 1 decade ago
If you want to talk, I'm 100% here for you sweetheart. And I'm not being sweet, I'm telling the truth, the world would be a different place without you.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Thank you for your offer, I really appreciate it but I think I've already bothered enough people with my problems.
Yeah, it would be a different place. It would be a better place
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JazzySnow · 1 decade ago
The world is a better place with you in it. So what if you've made mistakes. You've made miracles happen too. And I promise it's no bother, I'm always here.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Thank you x
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JazzySnow · 1 decade ago
No problem
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amazed* · 1 decade ago
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151596857991831&set=vb.110153655727666&type=2&theater
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Oh my gosh, that actually made me cry.
Thank you so much x
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maggiemay157 · 1 decade ago
me right now
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Want to talk about it?
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maggiemay157 · 1 decade ago
Nah. I dont really like to talk about my feelings. its dumb that I feel this way and I need to get over it. thanks though
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
If you don't want to talk about it then I won't make you but please know that if you ever change your mind, you can always talk to me.
It's not dumb. I'm sure you have a reason for feeling the way you do and you can't help it.
No problem, gorgeous x
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
Never, never, never. You never have been and never will be. If you were so worthless, none of the comments here or below would have existed. Hold onto that...
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Thank you so much but I would still have to disagree with you. Because if those things I said weren't true then I wouldn't have had them said to my face so many times.
But thank you. I appreciate it x
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
I would blame their words on ignorance without a second thought. Those people are obviously so short sighted that they completely disregard all of the good and beauty within you that I already see. Pay no attention to those words.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I really appreciate what you just said and I understand where you're coming from but it's hard not to believe the things they've said when it's your own parents who say that and people that I used to consider as my best friends.
But thank you so much and sorry for bothering you with that vent
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
I know it's hard, but I know you can do it. Live by the things by the (+) on your profile and anything else that can try to make you smile.
Try to learn from what you go through. That sounds like such stupid advice, but think about it. If you can get through something this tough, nothing will ever be able to hold you back.
I am being entirely sincere when I say it's no bother at all; I would do it again in a heartbeat.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
They do make me smile. All the time. But that still doesn't stop me from being upset every time I look in the mirror and think of all the horrible things I see on the outside as well as the inside.
And it wasn't stupid advice. Not at all. I'm just being difficult, I guess.
And I have been trying to get through it. For a good seven years. But I'm just getting deeper into the self loathing, I guess.
And thank you. You're really sweet, did you know?
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
The mirror is the devil, isn't it? One looks in the mirror and despises it immediately. But, you know, I don't believe anybody is ugly at all. Everybody has something beautiful about them. And even if the appearance is dull in contrast to the personality, better a kind heart than a pretty face.
I won't pretend I know how to get out of self-loathing that runs so deep, but when I was through a low, what got me out of it was trying something new. I cut myself off from technology for a while—stopped with Tumblr and my old Witty in particular—and started learning something. I picked up guitar and piano again and started to learn a new language. Eventually, without all of the cr.ap that made me even more sad, I became happier.
That's not saying it will help you, but try something like that. Learning a language seriously changed my life so much, which sounds crazy. But try something new. See if it works.
Do you really think so? I've never really seen it. I'm quite selfish in real life, much as I'd hate to admit it.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
A kind heart may be better than a pretty face, but in today's society, nobody takes the chance of getting to know that heart if you're not the best looking.
And I have no idea what new thing to try.
And yes I do think so. Because even with all the better things you could be doing with your time, you're still choosing to talk to me. So thank you for that
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
There are still people who deviate from society's norm. Find them and your world can turn around.
Try art, languages, instruments, collaging, photography, photoediting, writing, DIY-ing, building, crafting, coding... There are so many things to learn.
I'm immensely flattered. I can't even express how much those words mean to me. .Thank you.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I'm scared to find them though. Because what if I put my trust in them and they hate me, or worse, leave me? It's happened before. By those people who I used to consider as my best friends. I know that to be happy and live life to the fullest, I have to take risks but I took that risk a long time ago and it backfired. And I do still have one best friend but she has her own problems right now and I don't want to be a burden on her.
And I already do art, a language, an instrument, photography, writing and some other things but they're not very distracting.
And you deserve to hear those words because they're true.
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
What if it backfires, I understand. But what if it develops into the best friendship you could have ever expected?
Learn to spit in the face of fear and fear will be less intimidating. Do little things that scare you first, and maybve speaking to them will be easier.
Friendship should be reciprocal. Do something together to cheer both of you up. Maybe nobody even has to know the motivation, as long as it makes you feel better.
Then find an obsession—a healthy one. And create with it. Create and create until you've created everything possible, whether it's cra.p or not.
Thank you. It's so kind of you to say.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I think I'm fine with my one best friend for now because I'm going to see how this friendship goes and whether or not history decides to repeat itself.
I'm only scared because I know that eventually, everyone is going to end up either hating me or being extremely annoyed by me. They have every reason to be.
And I don't know what to have for a new obsession. I can't really work towards a strength since I'm average at everything. There's nothing special about me.
And your welcome. I was just being honest
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
I understand. That makes sense, and as long as you're happy doing it.
Everybody has a flaw. Countless flaws. But there are people who have known eachother for years upon years, and still think the other great. This isn't because one isn't occasionally or frequently annoyed by the other, but because the little things that make them who they are outweigh everything else.
Jack of all trades, but master of none, eh? You have no idea how much I long to have that quality. That in itself is so amazing...
In any case, one does not simply possess a strength; one works at it until it is such. People who have good work ethic often surpass those with talent, as my music teacher tells us.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Thanks, but it's really not as amazing as it seems to be. And those are good words of wisdom from your music teacher
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
Maybe so, but neither is talent. It all depends on perspective.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Yes but talent makes you unique and special at something, whereas I'm just average, with nothing that really stands out about me.
And I suppose you're right
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
That makes me think of advertisments. They're all coloured to attract the attnetion of potential buyers. We are bombarded with red, orange, blue, yellow; all of the colours.
Yet, when in the midst of all of that chaos, it is the things that are black and white that I notice most.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
What if I'm grey instead?
Dull and lifeless
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
Lately, I've been writing poems that would actually fit in a poetry book. I take a colour and I write about what the colour makes me think. I have yet to write grey, but I know what it will be: art. Grey is anything from sophistication to boredom to fear to elegance. Grey is flexibility. Expression.
Maybe you think of grey as dull, but there will always be somebody who finds it beautiful.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Thank you so much for that.
You don't know how much that just meant to me :')
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ᴏɴᴄᴇ-ᴜᴘᴏɴ-ᴀ-ᴍɪᴅsᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ-ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ* · 1 decade ago
Anytime you ever need. I'm glad it made you feel good<3
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
you're none of that darling! look at your username. that is a message to YOU.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Believe me, I am.
Sure, maybe personality-wise, I'm a bit nice sometimes but that's just about it
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
Nope nope nope. You are BEAUTIFUL. You are NOT ANNOYING. You are THE PERFECT SIZE. You are WORTH SO MUCH. You are WANTED and LOVED. You so amazing, inspiring, perfect, beautiful, wonderful, did I say amazing? You're cared and loved and you are worth so much and you just don't know it. You are most definitely not "annoying" nor "fat" nor "ugly" nor "useless" nor "worthless" nor and" unwanted burden". You are beautiful inside and out. Your imperfections are perfect. I love you <3 xx
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I have been told I am annoying. I am fat and ugly. Trust me, I know what I look like. I am not wanted, everyone would be better off without me. I have no lovable qualities.
So thank you so much for what you said, you don't know how much I appreciate that, but I'm still disagreeing with you.
In fact, you're probably getting annoyed right now.
And I love you too <3
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
Nope. You can't believe them darling. You view yourself differently and they're just being a$$ho/es whom I should slap. You are wanted. If you dare leave, I am going to be so upset you have no idea. Believe it or not, I'm not annoyed right now. In fact I'm never annoyed (by you!) so you can talk to me anytime. <33333333333
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
....but....but they were right. I know they were. They were being honest.
And I doubt you'll be that upset. Maybe a bit concerned at first, but you'll eventually forget me. And anyway, the most I'd ever do is self harm (not by cutting though) so I guess you don't have to worry about me leaving.
And thank you x
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
No. They weren't right. Anything anyone says to you thats negative and rude is wrong.
I'll be very upset. Even the fact that you hurt yourself is upsetting.
<3xxx
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
But they were being honest.
And I haven't harmed myself yet...
But I am very, very sorry if I have or will ever upset you. That really wasn't my intention
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
No they weren't. They were telling horrible lies.
Please don't, darling.
I know. But please, don't hurt yourself. It really just brings more problems in the long run.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
...I'm sorry
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
No! Did you do it? :(
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
No....I was about to though. It's nothing big though so you don't have to worry.
Just a rubber band to snap against my wrist. Harmless
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
Please don't.
That is harmful. Trust me, I know. One time i snapped a rubber band against my wrist so many times it almost started bleeding.
Please don't hurt yourself. You don't deserve it
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
but...but I do deserve it.
And I wish you wouldn't have done that to yourself.
But I suppose I'll leave it for now
So thanks x
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
You don't!!
Thank you darling <3
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I disagree with you there
And please don't thank me for that
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
You don't deserve it.
No. I'm glad that you didn't do it.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Well I'm not glad that I didn't do it.
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
Please. Don't start.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I can't promise anything. Sorry. But it's been on my mind for about a year now. And next time, I won't mention it so there's nobody to talk me out of it.
So I'm sorry for disappointing you and I hope you don't get mad at me and I hope you don't hate me. Sorry for venting by the way.
But I think I'm going to sleep now since it's 11:13 where I am and I'm very tired. So thanks for the help and sorry for bothering you
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of_mice_and_lucifer* · 1 decade ago
I won't get mad and darling I would never hate you! But please, try not to do it. You can stay strong. It's okay, you can vent anytime.
Goodnight beautiful <3 xx
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Well I hope you won't ever get mad. And thanks x
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Hanny* · 1 decade ago
I know I don't know you but you're not a burden C: your quotes make me smile. Thanks for that
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I would have to disagree with you but thank you so much. You're really sweet. And I'm glad that I could put a smile on your gorgeous face x
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Hanny* · 1 decade ago
Well I disagree with you, haters are gonna hate and from what I've seen there's nothing to hate at. Keep your chin up, you seem like a gorgeous soul. You're welcome to talk anytime :) thank you xx
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Once again, you're really nice for saying that, but believe me, there is a lot to hate at.
But thanks a lot and I appreciate your offer
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Hanny* · 1 decade ago
No one has the right to be hated (besides and Obama just cuz) Its cool c: x
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Thank you
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Hanny* · 1 decade ago
Gosh I can't say h.itler on here? *_* wow
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meow* · 1 decade ago
Woah there no you're not. You're incredible beautiful and amazing. You are wanted by many people. You're not a burden more like happiness to people, you're jot annoying or any of those harsh words you used to describe yourself, you're more like beautiful, smart, funny and amazing. You're truly beautiful inside and out. Please don't ever say those things about yourself again. xx
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Thank you so much for saying that and I really appreciate it but I'm going to have to disagree with you.
I'm annoying and I know that because I've been told by people who I used to consider as my best friends. I was also told by them that I was a burden, so that is also true.
I am fat. Believe me, I know what I look like and I hat the flab that I have on my stomach and thighs.
I'm ugly too. Once again, I know what I look like. This is for so many reasons that I'm not even going to start otherwise I'm going to turn into a blubbering mess.
I am useless and worthless. My parents have said so. And if I'm not good enough for my own flesh and blood then how am I ever supposed to be good enough for anyone else.
I'm not any of those things that you say I am. My best friends left me when I needed them so I guess I'm not that great if that happened. Everyone would be so much better off without me.
So thank you so much, you're really sweet for saying that, but I disagree.
Another example of how I'm a burden and how I'm annoying is the fact that I just dumped everything on you.
So I'm really, really, really sorry for bothering you
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meow* · 1 decade ago
Don't ever be sorry for that please just don't.
Well friends don't call each other burdens and they're just a few people in the hundreds of people that think otherwise and love you.
Even if they have the same flesh and blood as you doesn't immediately consider them as family. They have to act like it and make you feel loved. And be there for you no matter what to have your back. And if they don't do that they're not family, just a bunch of people with the same last name.
Yes you are all the things I say you are. If you weren't I wouldn't have said them bit its all true sweetie. Like I said they missed out on something incredible, they're jerks for doing that and they didn't deserve you as a friend anyways you're too good for them.
We'd all miss you so much if you were gone, I know I would a lot because I love your quotes and happiness and your perfectness. So don't you even dare consider leaving us, because I will find you and bring you back to life. But seriously please don't consider anything stupid that might have a permanent ending.
You haven't dumped anything on me. I care about you so I'm willing to listen to everything. You're not bothering me like ever.. Please talk to me when ever you need or want to please don't think you're a burden for doing so because you're not. When you vent to me it makes me feel good because you trust me and that feeling is amazing so thank you so much. <3
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
But I am sorry because you'll most likely eventually get annoyed with me and start to hate me.
Believe me, nobody actually loves me. Why would they when all I do is make everyone's life harder.
And it's not that my friends didn't deserve me, it's that I didn't deserve them. They were right. I am annoying. I am a burden. I am a disappointment to some people. They were too good for me and could do better so they left.
And I don't know. I've lately been having a lot of thoughts about self harm. I deserve to be hurt.
So thank you so much, once again, you're really sweet, but I'm still all the things I said I was. And I always will be, unfortunately
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meow* · 1 decade ago
I won't get annoyed with you or will I leave. I will never leave you(oh god I sound like your boyfriend or something xD anyways) you're not a burden or are you annoying they might've fed lies to you and you believe them but I'm telling you the truth when I say all of those things. They lied about all the harsh things if you could see it from my POV you'd know that it was their loss and fault. But you're just blaming yourself on everything because you think everything is your fault when in reality its not. Please please don't self harm. Oh god no. Please don't begin its torture and just absolute chaos. Every cut you make on your body will lead you closer and closer off the edge and one day it'll become too much. Trust me when I say this. Its really hard to stop once you've began beciase you're body craves it and you feel the need to hurt yourself over every little thing. Its a disaster and slowly you begin giving into the voices that slowly destroy every part of you. They won't stop. Oh no your cries and begs for help is a pleasure for them they will never stop until they've killed you. So I'm begging you to please don't start or if you have already please get help and try to get better before its too late. Please.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
First off, that first bit actually made me laugh, so thanks since I've gotten to the pint where I'm in hysterics.
But what if it wasn't lies they were telling me. What if it was the truth? It probably is, actually. They're honest about those things and I still talk to them everyday because they don't know how much what they did upset me.
And why wouldn't everything be my fault? It's my fault that I look the way I do. It's my fault that I'm annoying. It's my fault that I'm useless. It's my fault that I'm worthless. It is all my fault. And I hate myself for that.
And the reason that I haven't self harmed (cutting) yet is because I know what it can become like and I don't want that. But I do want to hurt myself because I deserve nothing more than pain. For being me which is the worst thing I could possibly do.
This is probably getting really annoying for you now...
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meow* · 1 decade ago
Its not your fault and they were lying when they said all of those things. You're not any of those things that you make yourself believe you are. Its not your fault for anything you just think everything you do is a failure when its not. You're not worthless nor any of those horrible and cruel things. You're amazing. That's what you are. You want to know what else you are? An inspiration to many. You don't deserve pain you deserve happiness and I'm sorry for all the people that made you think this way but I'm telling you right now, you are amazing and beautiful no matter what any one says like you're so incredible I'm jealous of you. I wish I could show you what you mean to me and everyone from our POVs because from yours its only self hatred. You focus on the bad things when you should be focusing on the good ones. You only get one chance to do whatever before you grow old and die. So until then please forget the bad things and start looking t the good ones because it'll make life a whole easier and don't let others words get you down beautiful the only thing that really matters is your opinion of yourself not anyone else's or the opinion of theirs they've fed you with.
And nope not annoying me at all
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
But why would they lie?
They have no reason to lie so they were telling the truth. By the way they said it, I know they were telling the truth.
And it's hard not to think of myself like that when I've been hearing it for seven years, which is literally half my life.
No I am not amazing and I am certainly not an inspiration. I haven't even done anything to be considered as something remotely close to inspiring.
And once again, I know what I look like and it's hideous. I have thin hair, acne on my face, small eyes, small lips, big nose, fat stomach, fat thighs, fat arms, big hands, weird eyebrows, dull cheeks, and much more.
And neither you, or anyone else, should ever be jealous of me. There's nothing to be jealous about, unless you want to look absolutely horrendous and be considered as a worthless burden.
And I'm sure everyone else secretly finds me annoying.
And my opinion of myself will always be like this, even if all the criticism stops.
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meow* · 1 decade ago
Because they're heartless and like to make people feel like cra.p. They might be telling the truth but its what they think, and their opinon isnt worth sh/t. it doesnt matter what they say they could say anything and it wouldnt matter because its their opinon and their opinon doesnt matter.
im sorry you have to go through the torture of hearing those cruel words for that long. you are amaizng , you're incredibly amazing, you are an inspiration because of all your sweet words and quotes, you dont know how many times your quotes have made me smile or your kind words.
All your flaws are beautiful and im sure you dont look like that, its just the self hatred talking, besides none of those things make you any less beautiful..
Youre beautiful and you're also very kind, more like whats there not to be jealous of. youre truly amazing you just dont see it. Youre not a burden or worthless, please dont think that way, youre not those things, they're all lies.
nope no one finds you annoying we all love you very much, no one hates you or finds you annoying, and if your old friends did find you annoying well thats their problem because youre not
i really wish i could change your opinon of yourself because youre truly incredible and beautiful but i will try my best to. ♥
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
But they're opinion does matter to me. A lot.
And they might be cruel words, but they're true words.
And yes, I do look like that. I know very well what I look like because unfortunately I have to look in the mirror everyday.
I am nowhere near amazing.
I am a burden because I'm constantly weighing down other people and making their lives more difficult and I really despise myself for that.
And I am worthless. Nobody needs me. Everyone has their other friends and they'd be so much better off without me.
And you don't know whether people find me annoying or not. They could say that they don't but they probably do on the inside.
Once again, nobody loves me. I have no lovable, or even likable qualities. Fact
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meow* · 1 decade ago
They're not true words. They're all lies all of them. You over-think what you look like, youre beautiful no matter what you look like.
you are amazing infact youre really amazing. you arent a burden, youre not weighing anyone down youre making their life better and more worthliving.
you arent worthless, and i need you, youre my friend, and i wouldnt be so much better off without you id be a mess. And you dont know whether people dont find you annoying and they love you on the inside because not all people show their love for other people they keep it hidden.
people do love you, me and leerick and taylor and so many other people love you. you are loveable, youre amazing qualitites make you likeable and loveable.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
You don't know that they're lies. Why would they do that? The only explanation is that even if it was blunt and a bit rude, it was still honest and they were right.
Believe me, I'm an ugly potato. Not pretty at all, forget being beautiful.
How on earth am I possibly making people's loves better? I haven't done anything.
And trust me, you'd be fine without me because you'd still have all your other friends. But I guess you don't have to worry, since I won't be going anywhere anytime soon. I'd probably just harm myself (not by cutting) and that would be the limit.
And I doubt you, or anyone else, loves me. I don't deserve to be loved. I deserved to be hated. I deserve all the criticism and nothing more than that
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meow* · 1 decade ago
You dont deserve that criticism, you deserve to be happy.
youre not an ugly potato youre a beautiful girl, youre really pretty so i cant forget it. because of your kind words and your amazing quotes.
i wouldnt be fine, id miss you alot, you'll always be my friend no matter how many friends i have,
please dont harm yourself whether its cutting or not its still self harm and it will slolwy convince you to use sharper tools or more advance tools to cause yourself even more pain.
I do love you, alot at that, you deserve to be loved. Hate is a powerful word and no one deserves to be hated no matter what they've done.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
I have done nothing to deserve happiness. And that is my opinion on myself.
I am not pretty. I am u-g-l-y.
In fact, according to the boys in my class, I am the second ugliest girl in our class. In fact, according to my parents, I am fat and ugly.
And sure, you might miss me at first but you'd eventually forget about me and move on in life.
And I might not harm today, but some other day.
But that time, I won't tell anyone so nobody can talk me out of it.
And I love you a lot too, because you're really nice and sweet and actually tolerating me right now.
And I might not deserve to be hated, but disliked then.
But I'm going to leave it for now and get some sleep because it's 11:13pm where I am and I can barely keep my eyes open.
So thank you so much for helping me but I am so sorry for bothering you so much. I don't know what got into me. I guess I just had to let it out.
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meow* · 1 decade ago
you are pretty you arent ugly, but thats just your opinon my opinion of you is that youre a kind hearted person and deserve to be treated well and better then you have been.
Well they're just 10 boys out of the 70 billion guys in the world so their opinon doesnt mean sh.t.
no, i will miss you more and more each day, i wont forget you id never forget you sweetie.<3
please dont ever harm not today or not some other day either, please dont begin, it might seem like a good idea now but in the furure you will regret it and itll make you despise yourself even more than right now.and youre pretty deep in right now.
please dont, and please let atleast one of us know, please dont do it please.
Theres nothing to tolerate youre just being amazing. youre not being a problem that i have to tolerate to.
You dont deserve to be disliked either you deserve to be loved and treated well.
Mkay I hope you have sweet dreams beautiful<3
Youre not botheirng, you never bother me, please always know that im here for you no matter what,
its okay to vent nothing wrong in that, its totally fine and please do vent more.. Good night <3
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* · 1 decade ago
Thank you so much. I really appreciate and value your opinion.
And I'm glad that I'm not bothering you. Not yet, at least.
I'm still disagreeing with you on a lot of stuff but I'm going to let it go now and let you enjoy your anniversary with Jetty.
So thank you so much and have fun <3
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meow* · 1 decade ago
No problem and thanks :)
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