I want to be okay again.
I want to sleep like a normal girl
Not stay up all night crying and
worrying about problems that only
exist in my head.
I want to have normal friendships
Without constantly convincing myself that everyone hates me
and I've screwed up my entire life.
I want to be happy again
Not just a smile so no one worries.
I want to eat as much as I want
Not eat the bare minimum and feel guilty.
I want to reminisce
Without bursting into tears over everything I have ever done
wrong.
I want to wake up
And not dread the day ahead.
I want to be okay again.
