MeTaLcHiCk posted a quote
January 20, 2018 5:11pm EST
As I look around me It's so easy to see I'm letting go of what you've done My freedom has just begun Going through life as if I'm walking on glass Hoping this feeling will pass Carefully stepping, avoiding being cut I think to myself, why would I keep my thoughts shut I begin to run You have no more control I'm done The glass begins to clear You have no more control here I see brightness ahead of me And at last, I am free
No one will tell you about the limit They put on how long you can grieve No one will warn you when you’re winning How heavy a lost love can be They do not tell you about the friendships You’ll lose once the lights are dimmed down How humble you’ll feel about your past bliss Once the tables are turned around. — Growing Pains
I remember this was my second witty account I can't believe I made it in 2012, I had one at least a year before this one. i still didn't realise it was so long ago I used this website to vent and learn about feelings I used to feel like I was worthless and would never amount to anything or would have hurt myself and not get to experince a full life. I was 13. I'm turning 20 this year. I am surrounded by more love than I ever knew existed. I have so many hopes and ambitions for my future. I'm still filled with fear, but mostly anticipation. I hope young girls like me who use this site the way I did hold on and wait. I know it's tough. I send you all my love, becuase I have so much to give now and I want you to keep going because there is so much out there, as scary as that sounds. and it is all so worth living for and experiencing. I don't think I ever got to express what this website was for me for a few years My early adolescence was spent editing html codes and expressing myself here Thank you for listening
debauchery* posted a quote
December 11, 2017 9:37pm EST
“ Do not love half lovers Do not entertain half friends Do not indulge in works of the half talented Do not live half a life and do not die a half death If you choose silence, then be silent When you speak, do so until you are finished Do not silence yourself to say something And do not speak to be silent If you accept, then express it bluntly Do not mask it If you refuse then be clear about it for an ambiguous refusal is but a weak acceptance Do not accept half a solution Do not believe half truths Do not dream half a dream Do not fantasize about half hopes Half a drink will not quench your thirst Half a meal will not satiate your hunger Half the way will get you no where Half an idea will bear you no results Your other half is not the one you love It is you in another time yet in the same space It is you when you are not Half a life is a life you didn’t live, A word you have not said A smile you postponed A love you have not had A friendship you did not know To reach and not arrive Work and not work Attend only to be absent What makes you a stranger to them closest to you and they strangers to you The half is a mere moment of inability but you are able for you are not half a being You are a whole that exists to live a life not half a life. —KHALIL GIBRAN
crimson24 posted a quote
December 2, 2017 2:28am EST
it is difficult being a workaholic. work and money are two huge status symbols and is easy to idolise. just makes it harder to diagnose when there is a problem. cuz society wont tell you and you think your friends are over-exaggeraring the potential problem.
crimson24 posted a quote
November 13, 2017 12:10am EST
we say "one day at a time" and then ask about long term goals. we all say this, these two can coexist, but nobody has ever told me how, including the professionals that have asked me the same things...