5/19/18 I get in my feels whenever i watch or hear about 13rw, mostly because i struggled with self-harm, but i mean, i watch suicidal documentaries and just suicidal stuff in general, because mostofthetimeiamsuicidal but i've been good for...well i'll be 8 months clean tomorrow Longest ive ever been out of...4 years of self harm. When i was in 4th grade, i skipped self-harm and went straight for the bags or anything that could end me right away. But for about 7 years, i've been suicidal...(continued)
Frickin Baaabe💚 6:59 AM tbh// just wanna start by saying i love you so much❤️Okay ur f*cking beautiful, amazing, nice, caring, kind, funny basically u have the best personality. You are the best girlfriend ever and im so happy thats ur mine and not anyone else's❤️
Let me say this, I personally think you missed out on this goodness. You never took the chance to get to know me. You just judged by what you think you know. Think differently because I know you're incorrect on that. I'm actually pretty great my love.
Partly I'm depressed because of him. To be honest, everywhere I go, something always reminds me of him. I go to a place and I remember the times that we had there. I see a similar car of his, I think of him. The list goes on. Another part is past memories. I was much more happier back then. It was calming and nothing could stop me. I am being stopped from enjoying life because of my sadness. All of this is my fault because I let the thought get to me. I hate myself for letting myself feel the way I do.