Hey! My name is... none of your business. I'm not new to witty! This is my second account. so... yeah
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Also me and my best friend have a photo tumblr: capturedpieces-of-forever.tumblr.com
Some info about me just incase you care...
So my favorite colors are lavedar and turquoise (yes I am very specific)
My favorite food is pizza although pickles and ice cream are also very delicious.
I wouldn't be here without my two best friends.
My favorite artists are : P!nk, Imagine Dragons, Colton Dixon,Taylor Swift, One Direction, Demi Lovato, Passenger
I love love LOVE to read preferably paranormal romance but romance, realistic fiction, or fantasy works.
I want to be an English teacher when I am older.
If you ever need to talk I am here for you.
people!!! LISTEN TO MEEE NOW!
YOU MUST FOLLOW DOUBLESIDEDICE BECAUSE SHE IS THE MOST AMAZING PERSON EVER.
So we all knew this day was coming... The day in which I say farewell. Sad thing is, I don't really want to. I wish I could stay here. Forever. Reading quotes all day, avoiding homework, but I can't. Barely anyone is on here anymore. Witty isn't the same place it used to be. I remember last summer I was hanging out with my cousin and we spent 3 hours scrolling through 99 pages of quotes tagged "funny". That was one of the best memories. Others were sad. Such as when I came here because there was a trail of blood on my thigh again, or bracelets on my wrist. I've learned a lot here. Witty has been a diary, a friend, a place of exploration. But now I barely go on. Life gets busy and things change. So, witty, this is my goodbye. Its not goodbye forever. It's a goodbye that means I'll see you soon. One that means, I wish you the best. This goodbye is a goodbye in the truest sense of the word. Thank you to all of the friends I've met on here. I never thought that strangers could have such an impact on me. Users such as JesusIsMySunshine, fionarose, BrighterThanAnyone, ChangeBeautyLove and especially doublesidedice have had impacts on my life you cant even imagine. I wish you all the best. I will still pop in every now and again, and know that Witty will always be my home away from home. Kisses xoxoxo stay strong beautifuls I wish you all the best -Sam ( P.S. you can reach me through my tumblr forever-poetry-in-my-viens.tumblr.com )
Read My Mind Have you ever noticed how words are all lies How every single breath we take speaks all the wrong words Because, God forbid we let someone in God forbid we let someone take a bulldozer to the walls we’re in The walls are our home It has become hard to distinguish between our masks and our faces anymore This isn’t right Each smile is a lie Because my heart is frowning and the only reason you see a smile is because I’m upside down And each breath is a lie Because really it is me gasping for air As in the ocean my body keeps drowning And every single word I say is a lie Because I tell you the happy stories Which aren’t really the words that are racing through my mind Because, you see, if you were someone such as Edward Cullen and you could read my mind I would never see you again You don’t want to read my mind Because chances are that I’m not thinking of what people are wearing Or who is dating who Or you Or what happened in class Or the work I have to do No. That would be nice though You see I have a knack for story telling It gets me far in life. It helps me keep hiding the thoughts that, although you claim to, you wouldn’t want to see I can’t let anyone see the real me. But you keep on pushing Shoving Pulling Saying I can help, I’ll expel the demons from your brain But fear has me trapped tight Its grip holding me in place, capturing my screams and burying them before they make a sound You don’t want to know me Correction, I don’t want you to know me Because if you could read my mind If I let my words no longer be lies Then you would be far far away by now Running for the hills Before I had the chance to say thank you Before I had the chance to tell you Take that demon with you If you could read my mind you would see flickering images of my friends bleeding wrists You would see possibilities of how to end all this You would hear the words that pierce your heart, taunting, screaming You would feel the worry of whether or not the people I love will still be alive You could see the memories that flash through my mind And you wouldn’t have the time to see the good. I do see good. I just don’t talk about that either. Because the good holds all my secrets The good holds the key to expelling demons If I give the good away everything is ruined Because the good is the one thing keeping me floating You do not want to read my mind So for now I will keep building walls Fading out of existence Never allowing my pain to make a sound.
"Well it's okay... and your emotions are stupid because that is not what your real friends think of you and your mind is playing bad tricks and it's not fair but it's the truth." --> My best friend talking to me through a lot of sh/t He doesn't know it but without him red would still lace my wrists and I wouldn't be alive today
And my mind still hovers over the memory of laying on that trampoline with you, summer sun beating down, bugs crawling around us but our bodies still, with eyes transfixed upon the beauty of the sky. That was one of the many moments I fell in love with you
Him: Are you cold?Do you want my suit jacket) Me: No I'm fine *smiles* Him: *Takes my hand* You're freezing Me: Really I'm fine Him: *pulls me into a hug* This is nice. *whispering in my ear* This is all I need We may have our rough patches but he is the only person to ever make me feel beautiful.
And as much as it hurts I have to hold onto the thought that this is just HIGHSCHOOL and I'm surrounded by fakes. But in a few years I'll be free to be who I am. To get a tattoo that means something to me, even though my family doesnt want me too. To dye my hair blue and purple and pink. To go to the beach everyday taking artsy photos and writing a new book. To be reckless and fall in love with the boy of my dreams, whether that be him or someone new. But for now I am just stuck. But this is just HIGHSCHOOL, this isn't LIFE.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? I don't remember who said that to me Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? If he was really nice and shared my morals When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? At the party I was at last night when my friends stole my phone Would you ever smile at a stranger? Always Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Maybe the little freshman that likes my boyfriend Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Mhm What exactly are you wearing right now? Floor length brown skirt, white long sleeve shirt, jean vest How often do you listen to music? 2 hours a day Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Sweats!!!!!!! Are you a social or an antisocial person? Depends how much I hate you Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Mhm What about ‘R’? Nope Can you drive a stick shift? Can't drive at all Do you care if people talk badly about you? I try not to but it depends who it is and what they're saying Are you going out of town soon? To go to the mall today When was the last time you cried? Yesterday Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes If you could change your eye color, would you? Mhm. I would make my eyes violet like they were when I was little Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Umm... probably one of my friends Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. My headphones shocked me Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? OMG YES Are you dating the last person you talked to? Nope What are you sitting on right now? An aerobic ball Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? Hahaha nope Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yeah Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? My mom Do you get a lot of colds? Yup and they last for a month Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Kohls Does anyone hate you? Just half the people alive Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Nope I don't drink Do you like watching scary movies? NO Do you want your tongue pierced? nope If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? This is really hard, last year was pretty terrible but a lot of good stuff happened too... maybe 5th grade or 7th grade Did you have a dream last night? Mhm When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Thursday Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I hope not Do you think someone has feelings for you? My boyfriend I would hope Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Haha why would anyone think about me? Did you have a good day yesterday? Mostly Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yeah In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? MHM going to see Frozen Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yeah What’s the best part about school? Friends Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? I am queen of the anti-facebook club Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? not anymore Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Thats all I ever do Were you single over the last summer? Mhm Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Not at all really, a lot has changed... A LOT What are you supposed to be doing right now? my homework
I think that periods should only happen when you are pregnant. Like seriously instead of punishing us for being innocent and not having a child God could be all "Those who have childfren shall bleed and face pain for a week so that they know there is a child in them and there will be no show called 'I didnt know I was pregnant'" Seriously guys. Why does it not work like this?
SURVEY: Name: Sam Single or taken: Taken <3 <3 <3 Gender: Thing... no but seriously im a girl Birthday: August 11 Siblings: lil bro Hair color: light brown Eye color: hazel Height: 5'7" R E L A T I O N S H I P S Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight like a ruler Who are your best friends?: Rachael, Nate, Joe <3, Rachel, Sara You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Boyfriennnddd F A S H I O N | S T U F F Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: I don't really shop. Any tattoos or piercings?: No tattoos and just ears and nose pierced. What is your most comfortable outfit?: Leggings and a hoodie What do you usually wear?: Leggings and a hoodie S P E C I F I C S Do you do drugs? NOOPEE SADD member right here What kind of shampoo do you use? Sauve Keratin What are you most scared of?: Bees, being forgotten What are you listening to right now?: My friends voice Who is the last person that you called?: Nate Who is the last person that called you?: Nate Where do you want to get married?: At a Catholic church What would you change about yourself: how I look, being so depressed, and a lot of other shiz F A V O R I T E S Colors: lavender, black, turquoise Foods: Pizza Movies: Grown ups, p.s. i love ypu, cyber bully, the notebook, every other movie on the planet.... H A V E | Y O U | E V E R Given anyone a bath?: Mhm my little cousins Smoked?: NOPE Bungee jumped?: nu Made yourself throw up?: almost a few times but no Skinny dipped? Nah Ever been in love?: I honestly dont know Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Haha I wouldnt have a childhood if I hasnt Cried?: Is this like the search for heartless monsters or something? Lied?: Everyday Fallen for your best friend?: He is now my boyfriend Used someone?: Maybe a lil Done something you regret?: Everything in my life L A S T | P E R S O N You left a message for: Joe You texted: Nate You cuddled with: Joe A R E | Y O U Understanding: For the most part Open-minded: Depends on the issue Insecure: About EVERYTHING Hungry: Not rn Smart : mhm Straight A's since 4th grade (now in 10th) Moody: YES! Hard working: sometimes Organized: depends Healthy: not really... starting to work out though and go on a diet Difficult: Sometimes Bored easily: Not with YouTube Angry: It turns into sadness pretty quick Sad: All the time Happy: Not rn Hyper: Strangely yes Trusting: Too much
Me: *Sees new witty banner* Me: OMG ITS RAINING FOOD OMG OMG AND ITS A RAINBOW OMG WAIT IS THAT PIZZA AND A SLUSHY I WANT My Friend: Should I be concerned... or....? Me: Yeah, probably... BUT ITS FOOOODDD