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 i hate everyone. why is this happening? i'm sorry, but i have to rant about this. losing someone is really hard. but let me tell you, losing someone to murder is literally living through H E L L and i can't take this anymore. my family went to yet another court apperance for the murder of my grandmother, 64 year old Diana Patterson, and my uncle, 29 year old Ryan Patterson, for the double homocide that took place on november 3, 2011. it is now march 8, 2013. yesterday, uncle Ryan's 911 call was submitted as evidence to the judge and a handful of reporters were there. i have not heard the 911 call yet, but my mom said it was pretty disturbing to listen to. so today i went to school thinking at least one of my friends would've seen it on facebook, since seriously everyone was sharing the online newspaper article about it, and asked me if i was alright. no. not one of them. the only friend who has comforted me at all in the past year and four months since their deaths is my best friend. no one asks how i'm doing or how my mom's doing or how court's going. it's not spoken about unless brought up by me. and when i do bring it up, or wear my rip tee shirts made for them, i get told it makes people uncomfortable. so lately, i've stopped bringing it up. today though, i was really hoping for someone to cheer me up, since my best friend was home sick. no one did. they just made me feel worse. and the stupid thing is, they all knew i was upset. i got fed up with it and told them at the end of the day and they asked if that was the reason i was upset all day. it's like they couldn't have asked if i was okay if they knew i was upset? my best friend would've asked within five seconds of being around me. and right after i got my three second pitty hug, it was right back to talking about them and their lives. so i came home in a bad mood, almost ready to burst into tears on the bus ride home, and went on with my day as if nothing happened. i couldn't let my parents see me upset. but then i come to find out some moron reporter that was in the court room yesterday leaked the 911 call to youtube and posted it literally everywhere. it's in the paper, it's online, it's on twitter. everywhere. my best friend got into a fight, i guess you could call it, on twitter with the reporter about how disrespectful and rude it was. she shows no sympathy, though. in a way it is rude to my uncle's friends along with me and my brother who honestly shouldn't hear his 911 ever, but what bothers me the most is that she has  no problem disrespecting Ryan's privacy like that. he's gone, he can't even say whether or not he wants that out for the public to hear. i am literally on the verge of tears as i type this. i hate everyone and everything with a burning passion. and i'm sorry for this long rant, but i just wanted other people to know and hear me out since i have no say in anything anymore. thank you for reading, if you did.
- Amber xx
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i hate everyone. why is this happening? i'm sorry, but i

20 faves · 27 comments · Mar 8, 2013 5:33pm

YoungForever_723*

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gmarie · 1 decade ago
Aww Amber!!!! I'm so sorry :( This has been a tough little-over-a-year now for you and your family. No one should have to go through that, and it's the responsiblity of your friends and family and community to help you through it. You know I'm here for you, as well as all of the people who read your story, and pretty much the entire witty community. My friend Alexa and I are planning a trip to stalk random British YouTubers *cough cough Harries twins cough* and quite possibly One Direction while we're at it.... literally planning this trip is our only source of entertainment in gym.... and heyy you're invited!!! Whoop whoop!! So goodbye to all those annoying people, we're going to England!!! And Australia. And South Africa. And where ever else Alexa has added to the list....
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
Thank you, girl. It means a lot<3 Omg really, i'm invited!? Woot woot! #excited XD <3 love you!
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gmarie · 1 decade ago
Haha of course you're invited XD <3
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hurtslikeheaven · 1 decade ago
I just sat there and read the whole thing and can I just say I am so so sorry for you and your family. Those people that know you are upset but don't ask you if you're alright are just being selfish if they are saying the reason is that it makes them uncomfortable. That's rude in itself, because you are the one who has to deal with it, not them so they should at least comfort you. I just want you to know that if you ever need to talk, like ever then just tell me okay? You can email me or whatever if you ever want to talk or just vent because i'll listen and help you if you want x
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
Thank you so so much. It just means a lot knowing that some people are finally listening to me. You really have no idea how much you've helped already, love<3 :) xx
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hurtslikeheaven · 1 decade ago
i'm so glad I can help :) i'm always here if you need to talk hun! ♥ xxx
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Whatawittyfeeling · 1 decade ago
That just sucks so much. Jeez. I'm so sorry. people are really self-absorbed and awful sometimes. A lot of the time. That's horrible. If you want to talk, get some anger out, I'm here. My name is Kaly. I'm so sorry sweetheart. All of that made me sick.
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
Thank you, Kaly. Means a whole lot, <3
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Whatawittyfeeling · 1 decade ago
always, sweetheart!
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bowtiesandfezzes · 1 decade ago
I am so beyond done with everyone that you associate with, seriously. Okay I have a plan. I'm gonna pick you up after hijacking a private plane then we are gonna go to London or Rome or Hawaii or whatever and then just live me and you and food and that's it. And then I'll run over all your 'friends' and all my 'friends' on the runway before we leave and then we'll live happily ever after. :) Talk soon honey <3 Sorry I haven't been on, if I had've known I would've been on in a heartbeat but we've both been dealing with shizz so yanno just message me on facebook if you need me darling <3
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
please? my life would seriously be complete, <3
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bowtiesandfezzes · 1 decade ago
I'm legit going to do this for you one day, I swear to god, we both deserve this.
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katiekaye97 · 1 decade ago
You Ans your family are in my prayers <3
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
that means the world to me, you have no idea. thank you and bless you, love <3
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OreoLover · 1 decade ago
hey, did your grandma and uncle live in new jersey? I live in nj, & I think I remember hearing about this on the news about two years ago. I'm really sorry for your loss<'3 & its really sad how self-absorbent people can be these days, like those people in your school that only want to talk about themselves, or that reporter that leaked the 911 call on youtube. they aren't worth your time or aggravation. i know how hard it is to lose someone you're close to, but things will get better. I know you've probably heard that a million times before, but trust me, it will get better with time. If you ever need to talk about anything, im here<3 stay strong, and try to focus on things that will keep you happy, and surround yourself with kind people, even some from the internet, like here on witty(: we're here for you. stay strong<3
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
yeah, we live in jersey. and thank you for your kind words. ik whenever i need someone, i can always count on my wittians for support<3 :) thank you,
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OreoLover · 1 decade ago
no problem(: things will get better!
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shutterbug · 1 decade ago
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
thankyou, love<3
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1D_Fanfiction · 1 decade ago
If you ever need some to talk to or vent to I'm always here (: stay strong love<3
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
thanks a lot, hun<3 means the world to me:) xx
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finding_nemo · 1 decade ago
Aww, baby girl, I'm so sorry. I know, one of these days I'm going to have to go to New Jersey and do some a.ss whopping, because that's what I do best.
I'm really sorry you have to go through all this stuff.
I mean there comes a time when you want to put it behind you but you can't and I'm sorry.
I'm sorry about your friends, you deserve better, much better.
You know I'm always here if you need me.
Stay strong <3
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
thank you, kristen<3 love you!!
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finding_nemo · 1 decade ago
love you too!! I'll have to head down and give some b.tches a smack down ;)
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my_secrets94 · 1 decade ago
do you want to talk?
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YoungForever_723* · 1 decade ago
thank you, but i'm heading out in a few. really, thank you though<3
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my_secrets94 · 1 decade ago
if you ever need to talk, im on here most of the time because i have no life lol so im always here to listen
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