To my favorite person in the world, I know things are over, and I know that means I don't get to create new memories with you. I know I have told you not to talk to me again, but everyday I talk to you, sometimes in whispers, sometimes in sobs, but everyday I do. I know a lot of things now and one of them is how incredibly I miss you, but how that alone is not a great enough incentive to get us to talk again anymore. I know what we had was special and invaluable, and I know it because I know a lot of people, a hell of a lot of them, and still nothing makes up for the fact that we won't get to stroll around aimlessly together anymore. I know I am sad, I can feel it everyday as I lay my head down to sleep, and I know why I am so, but I also know that I have tried with all my heart for the both of us and it went in vain. I know what would feel good and what is right to do, and it aches me that this time they are two completely different things. I know I had you. I know I lost you.I know things are sh|tty. I know it's aready been a while. I know I should've been feeling better. BUT I AM NOT.And that's okay, or at least that's what they say. The one thing I DON'T know is whether this will end up being just a break or a good-luck-in-another-lifetime kind of thing. And it's scary how I DON'T know which of them would be a better option. I DON'T know why I'm writing this as well, but I guess if I ever figure out why I still talk to you in my head everyday, I'll figure out the rest of this. LOVE, always.
It's not that I want to fall in love over and over knowing I'm going to end up broken, you can't control it when you feel the things you do. But I really wish I could, because I would've chosen you. Eminem - Space Bound
30 Day Song Challenge. 1. A Song you can listen to on repeat. 2. A Song from one of your fave albums. 3. A Song from your childhood. 4. A Song that makes you feel strong. 5. A Song that makes you sad. 6.A Song that cheers you up. 7. A Song that reminds you of your friends. 8. A Song that reminds you of an ex or crush. 9. A Song that reminds you of you. 10. A Song that brings back bad memories. 11. A Song that brings back good memories. 12. A Song that grew on you. 13. A Song from a musical 14. A Song with a great music video. 15. A Song that's better as a cover 16. A Song that's better acoustic. 17. A Song with great lyrics. 18. A Song for the Summer. 19. A Song for heartache. 20. A song for car rides. 21. A Song for the rain. 22. A Song for dancing. 23. A Song for making out. 24. A Song for a lover. 25. A Song from before you were born. 26. A Song from a band that broke up. 27. A Song you've seen live. 28. A Song you want to see live. 29. A Song by a band you don't usually like. 30. A Song you recommend. Day 27: A Song you've seen live: One of the first songs I saw live at my first conert years ago was All To Myself by Marianas Trench, which was special as it was the first song I heard by them. Another song I was lucky enough to see live was Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes fby Fall Out Boy March 2016 at WinTOUR Is Coming as it's one of my favorite Fall Out Boy songs and combine that with how rare it is for them to play from Folie a Deux besides I Don't Care. A song I just recently (Thanks Riot Fest) got down to live was 2nd Sucks by A Day to Remember as the studio version alone gets me riled up so to experience it in a live setting. I lost my damn mind.
I know The kind of girl you are, You're the kind of girl that all the guys chase, the good girl who makes everyone laugh. The girl with the living personality who doesn't show her heart has been broken. You're the girl who always puts others first and helps people succeed. You're the girl with the pretty face and hourglass body. You're the girl who everyone knows and recognizes when you walk into a room. You're the girl with lots of friends and popularity. I know the kind of girl you are, because you're the girl, who stole my mans heart. Eminem - Space Bound
WE loved like Hera and Zeus, tricking each other into thinking the other would better us, CURE US, and that ours was a love which would last so long that we could take each other, our bodies and souls for Granted. An endless chasm had opened between us before we realised we had convinced each other we our blood ran immortal ichor and there wasn't a drop of it between us. THIS IS WHAT A BORROWED FOREVER LOOKS LIKE; THE PERSON you love the most falling into a chasm you both created and you are too far away to save them. In the end there were no Gods to save us. WE HAD KILLED THEM ALL. —Nikita Gill, "Gods and Mortals"