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  1. Dudu* Dudu*
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    May 21, 2020 1:48am UTC
    Perhaps i was hurt because without knowing it, i had started to lean on you. at some point you were a comfort to me. a ghost of a person i could unload some of my burdens to. why did you have to make yourself so unlikeable? the invisible wall i leaned on vanished. now my heart is troubled, knees are scraped. in my eyes you're the enemy for hurting me. my mind protects me and makes you the enemy. the pain that swirls in every cell of my body. your name that must have offered comfort at some time. but now my heart sinks, eyes sting and mind becomes blank. i blame myself for not being enough for myself. i blame myself for not being able to depend on only myself. without knowing, i would lean on you. still when i see you...sometimes i feel a slight change. a small burden is lifted. i blame myself for these complex feelings. with family it's always complex feelings. sharing parents who favour you, but burden us both the same. i hated you but needed you and for that i'm burdened with these complex feelings.

  2. Dudu* Dudu*
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    May 19, 2020 12:13pm UTC
    You didn't know and i couldn't bring myself to tell you. Seeing you made my heart sink. I hated it all. Running into you by chance, the awkward small talk. You didn't know and for that i hated you. I was too afraid. For cowering away, i even hated myself. But still, if we run into eachother again... let's not greet eachother. Let's just not meet. I hated you. The expectations that preceeded the heartbreak. The careful and painfully thought out exchanges. The smile i put on whenever you made me nervous. I regret it all.

  3. Vionna May* Vionna May*
    posted a quote
    May 18, 2020 7:06pm UTC
    The feelings inside me unwinding
    No longer crying or hiding
    The sensation that flows is foreign
    No point in trying to ignore it.

  4. Vionna May* Vionna May*
    posted a quote
    May 18, 2020 5:46am UTC
    The fire that burns inside those eyes
    Schorching my heart, engulfing what's inside
    My heart turns to charcoal..
    Along with my soul..
    There isnt much left,
    But it's all for you to own.

  5. Vionna May* Vionna May*
    posted a quote
    May 18, 2020 5:14am UTC
    Borderline Personality Disorder
    The mental illness that consumes you
    but doesn't define you.

  6. MaxieTofu MaxieTofu
    posted a quote
    May 16, 2020 12:37pm UTC

    There is so much room for doubt, but you don't help that out.
    You say you love me, but there is so much that you won't say, and in all the ways I doubt, it's still pretty far out; that I still love you just as much as I once did.


  7. Dudu* Dudu*
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    May 15, 2020 10:45am UTC
    when the ache in my chest has subsided,
    when that worried feeling finally goes away.
    when i can wake up without feeling weighed down.
    when i can feel ease and know contentment.
    when happiness is enjoyed and no longer so fleeting.
    when i can put this depression down.
    when i can lock this anxiety away.
    when food is just food and friends are just friends.
    when work is passion and family is love.
    surely then this ache would go away.

  8. Dudu* Dudu*
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    May 15, 2020 10:37am UTC
    in this awkward silence,
    i'm looking at you.
    you're looking at me.
    you didn't ask for much but
    even this is difficult for me.
    i am incapable and lacking.
    any expectation is too high.
    to myself and you, i am sorry.

  9. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    May 6, 2020 12:16pm UTC
    those delicate words that felt like butterflies in your tummy,
    i confess, for me they were a very heavy, very burdensome weight on my mind.

  10. Dudu* Dudu*
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    May 6, 2020 12:03pm UTC
    and i have been trying to pick up the pieces but you keep holding onto one. holding it above my head as if it's a game. when i'm couragous you hold tightly onto that piece. you outstretch your arm, as far as you can go. it's silly, it's too far. you only know it hurts when my tears fall. when i've given in to cowardice and accepted your embrace. when i can't hold my emotions back any longer. it's only then when you give it back to me. you only let me be whole when you're holding me. how did i get here? miscommunication and emotional unavailability. you are the embodiment of my nightmares. you stand tall before me with a smile. do you see what's happening? i'm in the palm of your hand and you're so happy. you're always so happy when you see me. you truly don't know my heart.

    posted a quote
    April 27, 2020 7:28pm UTC
    If you think happy thoughts, they will shine through your face like sunbeams & you will always look lovely🌻🌻🌻

  12. LadyFranco384 LadyFranco384
    posted a quote
    April 22, 2020 11:37pm UTC
    This is incrdible to me. The last post I had on this site was from 1,922 days ago. This is my first login in since then. And absolutely nothing has changed.

    posted a quote
    April 22, 2020 11:15pm UTC
    Sucks to be so understanding but never understood ..

    posted a quote
    April 22, 2020 5:11pm UTC
    When you feel your soul drop to the floorLike a hole, like an open bleeding soreThen you'll have bled like I bledAnd you'll have wept as I've wept

    posted a quote
    April 22, 2020 12:36am UTC
    •ℐ‘𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶 𝑔𝓎𝓅𝓈𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈
    •ℐ‘𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅
    •𝒜𝓁𝓁 ℐ 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒
    •𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 ℐ 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅

  16. Dudu* Dudu*
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    April 12, 2020 5:10am UTC
    You're not my man. Likewise, i am not your woman. I want to have you but i don't have it in me. I'll let you hold my hand again tonight. It's not because it's you. It is because I am selfish and lonely tonight. Those words of comfort I gave you...I think I might need them. That hug, that soothing. Those empty, decorated compliments; I think I need them too. Reassurance that I'm a good person, that I have a heart. Can you please tell me those things? When morning comes you'll have to let me go and pretend nothing has changed. Don't call or get too concerned, but honey, I think I've hit a wall tonight. I can't fix this on my own. I'm not sure how I'm going to keep this show running. I'm so sick of playing myself and coming back to you. You're not mine and i'm not yours. I keep telling you. It is not because it is you, it is simply because.

  17. Dudu* Dudu*
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    April 6, 2020 5:52am UTC
    i feel like my whole life i have been running forward without looking back. at some point a few years ago i slowed down and just stopped. i slowly started walking again but i can never get to that momentum back again. i want to find that place again. blind faith keeping me charging forward. i don't want to question anything anymore. i want the bliss of not knowing anything else. i want to put the blinders back on.

  18. Dudu* Dudu*
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    March 20, 2020 8:33pm UTC
    what's so beautiful about it. life just hurts.

  19. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    March 19, 2020 12:42am UTC
    Ma, you set the standard too low. Now whenever he smiles at me i'm at his feet. i had to slowly set standards for myself. i became harder on others. he's nicer to me than you ever were. it's strange. I only got to learn this through him. Pa, he wasn't being overly nice. He was just being himself, but i applauded his every move. He's teaching me to have higher standards for myself and the people around me. I can be picky with him. He doesn't get mad like you both did. He actually listens and tries to do better by me. Isn't that crazy? I don't always have to be the one bending backwards. Sometimes i'm not wrong. But that's not how it was before. These past thoughts trickle in sometimes and i need to catch myself. The bar was so low. I didn't know i was raised to appreciate things that were below the bare minimum. it's almost like i deserve the same love i give. who would have thought.

  20. Dudu* Dudu*
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    March 18, 2020 8:55pm UTC
    there's this thin glass box. it let's every bad thing in and keeps it trapped inside. everything good bounces off and is reflected elsewhere. outside this glass box the world is so beautiful. it's full of every love imaginable. there's security, trust and even happiness. this glass box is so thin. it's so fragile. i keep trying to break out of it. i want to enjoy this world too. how did i get trapped inside? i ruminate over this thought until i reach an answer. it let's every bad thing in.


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