I miss your fingertips running through my hair in the middle of the night. I miss you waking up because I can't sleep, to pull me in close. I miss when you noticed all the little things. I miss midnight conversations, and playing around on the floor. I miss your voice and the comfort it brings me when you say "it's going to be alright"
I miss your voice in the midst of the night. I miss your hand in mine. I miss loopy late night giggles. I miss skin to skin contact just not being close enough for us. I miss relief from the nightmares with you by my side. I guess I miss you the most at night.
I know that in some ways, I've disappointed you. And that's why I can't ask you for help anymore. You always made me feel stupid, you always made me think I could've done better. You always told me not to cry, you said it isn't pretty. I know that you're disappointed in me, because I wanted to know who my mother was. But just know that, I'm disappointed in you, too For keeping me from finding out.
I've decided that I hate you. I hate you more now than I've ever loved you. You still want to play the victim, don't you? this is all my fault, isn't it? I drove you to her arms, didn't I? You didn't do anything wrong, right? It's not what it seems, is it? I've got the wrong idea, don't I? you want to explain, right? Too fúcking bad for all of it, because I hate you. Ten things I wish I said to you last night.
Hey, if you're reading this I miss you much. I wish you were here right now to tell me that stupid boy isn't worth my tears. I wish you were here to hold me close and make stupid jokes about how you're gonna shoot him when you see him again. I wish you were here right now to comfort me and take me to McDonald's and get me that big dumb junky order of fries, a milkshake, and a double cheeseburger, and then make fun of me for dipping the fries in the milkshake. I wish you were here right now to walk 4 miles in the middle of the night Pokémon hunting with me. I wish you were here right now to tell me you don't even notice that dumb pimple. I wish you were here right now to check up on me every couple of minutes, because I use to get so annoyed. I wish you were with me giving me advice on what the hell I should do right now. I took you for granted, and I miss you much.
*Freedom* posted a quote
November 2, 2017 11:55pm EDT
“You hurt me,” she said. “And for the longest time, I was waiting for you to come save me. For you to tell me it was okay, and to tell me I would be fine.” “I’m just here to tell you that I did all on my own,” she said, “And I’m still here.”
If this is love, why are you never there for me? If this is love, why do you lie to me? If this is love, why do you cheat on me? If this is love, why do you hurt me? If this is love, why do you constantly have to reassure me? If this is love, why don't you show it? If this was love, it wouldn't feel like it does.
naturific posted a quote
November 6, 2017 4:20am EST
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*Freedom* posted a quote
November 13, 2017 3:39am EST
I was supposed to go hang out with a boy. I cut myself while shaving. I was bleeding really bad. I was way too embarrassed to tell him. But I did anyway. And he rushed to my apartment. With a first aid kit.