i am so tired of having to
play the positive, stable, nothing's-ever-wrong friend when
i'm angry and in pain all the fxcking time
i. yeah, i know you're gay. it's fine, for god's
sake.
ii. no, actually, i did self-harm, and while we're on the
subject, i tried to kiII myself too. yeah, i didn't tell you
and lied straight to your face.
iii. i know apathy is terrible but i'm so tired of being too
scared of the pain to let myself really care about anything
again
vi. sometimes i genuinely want to leave you behind and cut all
ties when we graduate. yeah, we're supposed to be best
friends. yeah.
v. i wish... i had never let you in.
wanderlust* · 8 years ago
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This is so beautiful <3
And I know what it feels like. Just remember that I'm here for you, honey, we all are.