in his arms

Chapter 34

At first, I didn’t feel anything. I guess I was just trying to let everything sit in. I couldn’t believe it. This was my everything. He was my everything. My life. My meaning for existence.
And he was dying.
I gasped and brought my hands up to my mouth. An impulsive hollowness entered my chest, and it felt like something was torn out of me. “No,” was all I managed to stutter before overwhelming sobs and shaking took over my body.
He bobbed his head as he slid on the bed next to me.
“Anthony, please be lying,” I begged. “Please. Please!”
“Please, Kail, please don’t cry,” he asked frantically and wide-eyed. “Please, Kaitlyn, please.”
“When is the surgery?”
He shrugged. “A month, about.”
“So it could kill you?”
“If the cancer doesn’t kill me first.”
I couldn’t say anything else; my breathing shuddered with the tears I couldn’t hold back. My throat was jagged, and I felt like I could’ve gotten sick.
“Stop, stop,” he murmured, pressing his cold fingers to my cheek. “This is why I didn’t tell you. Kaitlyn, for me, seeing you crying or upset is the worst thing in the world. Watching you go through chemo, that killed me. I never want to see you like this. I want to do anything to change that.”
Nothing he could’ve said, nothing anyone could’ve said would’ve been enough to make me stop crying. So I didn’t. I didn’t even respond to him.
“How’s your day?” he finally asked desperately. I turned my face up to his.
“What?”
“How’s your day going?”
I narrowed my eyes at him. “What are you doing?”
“Trying to get your mind off of it.”
I tore my eyes from his and instead placed them on my shaking fingers. “Awesome, can’t you tell?”
“What’s that dress for?” he murmured.
I glanced up again at the purple dress that was laid out on my bed. “Oh, Morgan and Aidan’s wedding. You were invited, by the way; I just completely forgot to tell you.”
He forced a meager smile. “No, Morgan already invited me. The weekend we went to New York, she told me that was the city she was going to get married in, and then invited me.”
I sighed heavily. “Oh.”
“I have a tie that matches that dress,” he told me.
My fingers traced the lace. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” he hummed, sliding his body closer to mine. “We’ll look cute, all color coordinated.”
“I never look cute anymore,” I muttered.
He tilted my face to his so our eyes were locked. “Maybe not cute,” he murmured, our facings leaning closer together, “but Kaitlyn, I think you are absolutely beautiful.”
And he wrapped his arms around my frail body, cradling me. And I became breathless, weightless. I hadn’t any problems. I was lost again.
It was amazing, how I felt in his arms.

So I have a snowday tomorrow, and I will probably lose internet. Sorry if I don't upload for a while ~
There was a girl in my school who made up a rumor about herself being pregnant. She made up a rumor about herself. I can't be the only one who sees a problem with this.
Oh one last thing, if you're one of those b.tches who is "done reading this story" because "it's just a bad copy" of a book I've never read, then keep your f.cking comments to yourself and have a horrible day. K thanks.
*I don't notify, please don't ask.*

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90 faves · 9 comments · Feb 7, 2013 7:32pm

gowitty1 · 1 decade ago
I have a snow day 2 yay!tho it's not that gret and hope those b*t*Hes suffer cuz they don't no a f*** about what They talkin bout.anyways have a nice day bye :)
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WhoThatGirl · 1 decade ago
I HAVE A SNOW DAY TOO. WHOO EAST COAST!! Anyways, I love you. I love this chapter, I love this story. I hope Anthony is okay.
~ #1 fan
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The Day Dream Expert * · 1 decade ago
Theres a girl in my grade (8th grade) who is actually pregnant.
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thesweetestmoments · 1 decade ago
I hate people.
I hope that b*tch has a horrible day, too.
She messed with the wrong best friend.
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rememberyourbeautiful · 1 decade ago
This broke my heart! I love your writing!!!! Also who makes a rumor about themselves being pregnant like honestly!? Also I hope i have a snow day tomorrow too!!!!!
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iamaawesomedinosaurx3 · 1 decade ago
noooo! im like so close to tears..
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finding_nemo · 1 decade ago
You have a snowday. Lucky ... I'm jealous. But I have a half day.
Making up a rumor about herself? Wow. Just wow.

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AlpacaPerson · 1 decade ago
Sad story, hilarious comments at the bottom!
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audreyann · 1 decade ago
oh god this made me cry a little
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