Hello, My name is Stephanie. Right now I am 14 years old. I absolutely love music and anime. My favorite music is by He is We, Parachute, and Muse. If you don't like the same kind of music that I do, then I won't judge you. That's a promise.I live in the wonderful state of New York. Well not that wonderful, but good enough. I'm scared of a lot of things, especially the dark. Yes I will admit it, I'm 14 and scared of the dark. (That's not really important though.) When I am older I would love to be an author. I love writing, even though I like music and singing, I still don't feel like I could express myself enough through music. Also I believe that what ever I write whether it's quotes I think of, stories or poems that I write, then people could understand me more. So, my writing is based off of dreams I have, usually about people I care about. So this is it for now! Hope you enjoy my quotes and even some of my stories. Bye Bye
December. 21 About 12 years ago, to this day, my grandfather passed away. I don't really remember him but i know that he would've been proud of me. I conquered my fear of performing in front of people. I wish he was still here because there would be a part of him in myself. I wish he could see how I turned out, because I'm pretty pleased of the way I ended up. I miss you so much! R.I.P Grandpa<3
Music was there for me when no one else was. Everyone else left me and I faced the world by myself. My parents told me I was over reacting. And my friends told me to get over it. That's what life's like apparently.
In elementary school people judged me and I acted like I didn't care. I couldn't let myself care. Back then I was good at hiding my feelings but now...I can't hold anything in anymore. I'm not strong like I was.
At Lunch Today Me: ZACH LEAVE. Him: o.0 Me: *hugs him* NO I'M KIDDING I LOVE YOU. Him: I love you too Me: *backs off* why do you smell like perfume? Him: ...because you're wearing some. Me: Oh...yeah. I knew that.
YOUTUBERS!! I realize that this isn't a quote but, I have a youtube channel and I just posted a video so I was wondering if any of my fellow wittians would like to watch it? I'm going to delete this "quote" in a little bit. If you comment on this quote or on my profile; then I will send you the link if you ask for it :) Thank you for reading this.
FRUITS BASKET FANS Okay, so I'm writing a fanfiction on quotev about the Fruits Basket anime/manga. I was wondering if anyone on witty would be interested in reading it. If anyone is drop a comment and I'll send you a link :) And I'll delete this quote in a little bit so it wont be here forever ^ - ^
Conversation with my friend at our school formal: Him: Hey, where's Kevin? (my boyfriend) Me: I dont know, he went somewhere over there. Him: Nice job Me: Yeah, I lost my boyfriend, thats just fantastic. Him: YOU HAD ONE JOB STEPHANIE! ONE JOB!
So, if you know me at all then you would know that I hate getting help from people. So, for my school formal thing, my sister was going to do my hair because I ACCIDENTALLY told her to do it. And I got yelled at because I wanted to do it myself and because I'm "ungrateful" for having a sister to my hair. -__- This. Is. My. Life.
YOU DONT NEED TO READ THIS...I'M JUST VENTING. SORRY. I'm done. My mom just likes to yell at me. She wanted to go shopping or whatever and I told her I had homework to do and she started YELLING at me like a maniac. She doesn't understand why I dont like to go out. If she did know why she would probably start yelling at me. She doesn't even listen when I speak. She wants me to be perfect "like she was." Oh please. She is the last person I want to be like. She gets mad if I get an 85 on a test, like sorry I don't think tests define how smart you are. She doesn't get that almost always something goes wrong at school. I'm sorry that numbers confuse me and I only care about English. I'm sorry that all of my teachers hate me because I "distract" everyone else. You know what? I'm done with this BS my mom thinks is parenting. I dont like sports, I don't like being with to many people, I don't like going where there is a risk of people I know being there. Yelling at me, and telling me I'm lazy doesn't do anything. She's just like everyone else. She tells me to shut up when I open my mouth, she hates my friends, and judges everyone. EVERYONE. There are people who have their hair dyed like pink and fun colors at my school, and my mom is always like "That's scary looking." I have so many scars on myself, and my mom yells because she doesnt know what they are. Yes, I cut myself a month or two ago. I haven't done it since, and she yelled at me because I'm clumsy and other scars are from getting burned. She always says "Be careful, youre scaring yourself, it makes you look terrible." It's annoying and because of my family "joking around with me" for the past 7 years of my life....my confidence went down. Majorly. it's their fault. Everything is their fault. They''re controlling and need me to be like everyone else, they tell me, "Stop being weird. Don't strive to be weird" Once again; I'm done with all of this. My parents literally hate my existance and everyone knows it. I've never been so done. My parents get mad if I stay in my room. They get mad if I only like to hang around with certain people. My dad treats me like I'm stupid because I accidentally gave him the wrong adress to my friends house. We make mistakes. We're human. I'm. So. Done. ~sorry for the vent~ ~not/my/format~
All IWant. My wish, isn't to be pretty. All I want is to be smart. I want to get good grades and achieve to great things. I want to be good at sports. I want to be able to run long distances in short amounts of time. Even though, he is mine; I still feel like I'm not good enough. My parents treat me like I'm stupid because of one mistake I made. Honestly, all I want is to be smart and to be good at sports. For once; I want to be like everyone else.
I genuinely think I'm a bad person; despite all the love I get from people aroud me, it still feels that way. I truly think that if I dissapeared it would be something useful to everyone else. But, for the time being, I'm stuck here.
In Technology with my friend on Valentines Day: Me and Him: Walks into class late and quickly goes to our seats Our teacher who literally SHIPS us: I know whats going on here.. Me and Him: *thinking: please dont say it. Please dear lord dont say it* The teacher: Is this some valentines day thing? Me: *thinks; and he says it.* The whole class: *starts laughing hysterically because they think we're going out.* Me and Him: *starts turning red and avoids eachother for the rest of class* Unfortunately this actually happened. What I've learned from this experience: I'm apart of an OTP. -.- Wonderful.
I know. I know I'm not the prettiest. But I can make you smile, I can make you happy. I care about you a lot. I love being around you. I don't flirt with people I dont like as more than a friend. But, I just dont understand how I'm always the last thing on your mind.
So today, I almost missed my bus for the ride home. So the bus driver was kind enough to stop the bus before leaving to let me on. I noticed that before I walked to the bus all of the kids in the back of the bus were pointing and laughing at me. I dont really know what I did though... #self #esteem = confused.
I just want to say Thank you. I want to say thank you for my best friend that I met this year. You see since the 7th grade (after christmas vacation) I had this depressed personality. I would barely smile and I would barely look up from my feet. But when my bestfriend came along, he made me smile, he made me laugh, and when I was upset, he would try to make me feel better. Everyone thinks we're destined to be dating or what ever. We both know that wont ever happen because then we wouldnt be best friends anymore. I want to say thank you to him for making me remember how to smile and making me remember how to live my life more. So; Thank you. Thank you very much.