My biggest secret?
I'm terrified that my ex will find me.
It's not that I'm trying to hide from him, but I would prefer if he stayed away.
No, he was never "abusive."
He never hit me.
He never laid a finger on me in any hurtful way.
But I'm sure he would if he knew he could get away with it.
I'm terrified that when I go off to school, he will come and find me and hurt me.
I just want him gone.
I've never been so scared in my life.