"Stay a Little Longer?" 5.6.16 You notice the little details I place. Out of nowhere, Out of space. I find it cute, I find it adorable. It's no wonder you're found so lovable. There's a million things I like about you. There's a million things I want to do with you. Tell me you like it here. So I won't have anything to fear. Though, I know you'll leave. And this time I'll let it be. ~WIGBM
~Does nobody else think how creepy or weird it is to realize that there are people in this world that know how we feel and sometimes look and possibly know where we live, but you've never really met them and they live in an entire different country than you????~
It's not my parent's fault but i always felt like i grew up too fast. I don't really have a childhood that is nice to look back at. Nothing particularly sad happened. I had good times i'm sure, but if i were to pick a certain time i wouldn't be able to. For the most part, i think it came down to the fact that I never had time to be selfish. By the time i was two there was already a new baby on the way. I wasn't a forgotten child or anything. To this day i still feel very loved by my family. But i don't know how else to put it. I never got the chance to be selfish over anything. I never questioned sharing, and if something was taken away and no longer mine, i always had to make myself feel okay about it. i never felt the stong need to defend myself in any argument. I didn't place any importance on what anyone else thought was right. Even if i felt wronged, i was never resilient. Even if i was being bullied, i always thought "oh, the bully must have it worse since they feel the need to take it out on me." I think that's a mature thought process that I wish i never had when i was so young. I wish i wasn't as compassionate or empathetic. I would have made wholesome friends much earlier on, stood up to the bullies and had a happy childhood to look back at. My emotional intelligence grew much earlier on than i would have liked it to. I don't know. Obviously it's shaped me into who i am today...but i'm still not too sure how i feel about that yet.
•me 11:09 PM• *sigh* ok, i sent this to plum this morning: •me 6:06 AM• Same tbh. Dude it was pure luck with him •me 9:16 AM• So, he has family in the state i am and im just like jsjshshshhajshs and then at some point he said he wanted to come down JUST TO GIVE ME A HUG and i told him to hug a pillow and he said no thats weird and more convo into it but like AS SOON AS I SAW HOW FIT HE WAS, i told him us hugging would definitely be much more different than pillow hugging but my freaking hearttttt 💞💛💛💗💜💖💓💞💓💞💚💝💚💜💛💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💖💓💖💔💞💓💞💛💝💛💖💛 •me 9:26 AM• Sh*t, its gonna hurt losing him. Hes freaking the whole package!!! Sweet, funny, rude when wanna but as a joke, f*cking gorgeous,hes absolutely cute and I'm not talking about face wise, hot, has an amazing personality;like, i LOVE talking to him, man. I just love it. He knows how to make me smile and has made me blush and just 😊😊😊 He's amazing. It sucks. I am like nowhere near that range and like, f*ckkkkkk. •OMG ITS PLUM 11:52 AM• Omfg ur like in love or something 😩😩 •OMG ITS PLUM 11:52 AM• Omg wym losing him •OMG ITS PLUM 11:53 AM• You don't have to lose him •me 12:04 PM• Pfffft im not in love •me 12:04 PM• And im just saying if something were to happen •💙🏒 11:15 PM• 1. this is the cutest thing ive ever read like ur actually the cutest and nicest girl ive ever talked to😊 2. Ur never gonna lose me no matter what cuz like ur just so amazing as a person and to talk to like theres not one point in the day where i dont wanna talk to you 3. Even if it was luck im glad i f*cking met u cuz like damn ur just so amazing, cute, funny, caring, pretty as hell and a sh*t ton of other stuff❤️ •me 11:18 PM• 😶😶😶😶 can you like... teleport here. Please. •💙🏒 11:20 PM• oh and there is literally no other girl in the world that makes me this when talking to them because ur different than all the other girls ive talked to and i f*cking love that about u❤️❤️ •💙🏒 11:20 PM• this happy* •me 11:25 PM• 😊😊😊I'm really glad i make you feel that way •💙🏒 11:26 PM• ur actually so cute like damn •me 11:27 PM• I mean, i act like I'm 12 and i look 12 Sooooooooo •me 11:29 PM• And I'm like the most innocent 16 year old you'll every meet, like i make sexual jokes and stuff but I'm still pure, never drank or done drugs, like... i don't do what teens do
-~-~-Mom, i'm sorry, I can't win with you. I've tried, but you won't give in. Not even for the most important reason. One day...and soon...You're going to lose me.. i'm sorry, i tried but you didn't do anything. i screamed so loud, you became deaf. i wasn't heard.-~-~- Felt I had to bring this back
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One of my friends texted me this: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Yeah cause u are totally the cheating type. this girl sounds like a freshman with a high social satus and thinks she is the most important. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tbh, I've never been more happier to read this text.