Dudu* posted a quote
September 11, 2017 9:13am EDT
You were the best part of my day today. I never pay you much attention. But fate always brings you near. We were paired up, you were so shy. I felt my cheeks get warm, you became more at ease. I had a long day today. I walked back into the room to find you on my seat. You were so flustered I assured you it was okay, we could work on it together. I'm glad you're getting comfortable with me. We're still at the awkward friend stage but still, I'm glad you're getting comfortable with me.
Dudu* posted a quote
September 10, 2017 8:45am EDT
It kinda sucks you know. I've known for a while we're not as close as the others, that our friendship was way too superficial. But aren't you being too much? You stay up till it hits exactly midnight to send the others a paragraph of how much they mean to you on their birthday. I wish I could trick myself into thinking that I didn't need one of those texts from you...but when I didn't wake up to anything, it's embarrassing to admit, but I was surprised. Weren't you being too much? You invited me along to lunches as you gifted them presents, I told myself I didn't want anything from you, but when you turned up empty handed, it's pathetic, but I was surprised. Have you given up on me? Finally realised there's better out there? Can you finally let go of me now? I've never liked surprises. I've always wanted to though.
Had a girls afternoon with my mom and my cousin yesterday. Was nice to hang out with them because I haven't seen my family in a while. Wish I could see them more often. Hope you all had/have a nice day and may God bless and keep you. Love, Em Dont be Afraid just Believe.-Mark 5:36-
What do I have to be stressed about? The easy answer is studies. But those are manageable. Distractions even. What could possibly be bothering me? I get it, I make things look easy. But you have no idea how hard that is. You're being over dramatic, everyone feels down sometimes. Those words have some truth to them. But I don't feel like this sometimes. I'm always down about something. It's always in the back of my mind. I go from one extreme to another because that's how I can deal. I've still worked my words around admitting what my stressor even is. It's fake friends. It always goes back to this. Friendships. Or lack thereof.
I know What it's like to lose somebody you love And I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs And I know what it's like to have to let go of someone 'Cause they hurt you so bad that you're not the person you was
Don't think I don't understand.. She's prettier She's funnier She's smarter She's more talented She's cuter She's got a more attractive laugh Don't think I don't understand, But don't ever think she can love you like I do.