So basiclly it has been 1 million years since ive been on here. I was looking through all my old stuff as a teenager and it's crazy because it feels like it was just yesterday. Plus I was such a weirdo lol I still am, but I guess I just hide it a bit better now that Im older lol. I am having such nostalgia it's unreal. I hope eveyone who is still on here and active is doing well. I remember when it used to be so popular and people were posting quotes all the time. I miss this place a lot and I really wish it would make a come back. I think it would be really nice. Lets all try to bring it back lol. I know that no one is probably going to see this, but I guess I just want to document for myself so I can look back at it in another million years from now lol, or even the slight chance that someone will see this, I hope youre doing well. Im just sentamental person and sometimes it's hard for me to let go of the past. Ive been thinking a lot about the past recently so I guess thats why I decided to hop back on here for a minute. I guess that's it. So uh BYE ;) ~Diana <3 9/12/21 @9:59pm
if you knew what i was going through would you even be proud? have you ever been proud? will anything ever be enough to make you proud? sometimes i like gold stickers too. sometimes i need a pat on the back too. sometimes i want to cause trouble just for attention too. the quiet child who always did well by herself... even she needs encouragement sometimes. she's your child too.
starting a new job, then having a meeting for a new uni placement, then an appointment with a therapist for the first time. all scary but i am showing up for myself. i am proud of myself for getting this far. i am proud of myself for putting myself in this situation. i like taking care of myself this way.
I was going through my passwords and updating them on the new IOS 15 and I found my password for witty. SO much has changed. I have battled addiction, I have gotten diagnosed, I have spent time in a psych ward. But that little girl who was screaming for help years ago finally got it. She got saved.
how are these strangers being so nice to me? they apologise when they realise they've been mean. how odd it feels to be comforted how my eyes sting when i'm being consoled. my feelings were valid, my feelings were valid. i can trust myself. it was a bad encounter. i wasn't being too sensitive, it was a bad encounter. God give me strength and more love, please.
Failure* posted a quote
September 10, 2021 5:01pm UTC
This is not how I thought my life would look like. I know i could go to you, make thousand of promises, but would the outcome be any different? I don't want to hurt you anymore. I hate to let you go. I love you.