i'm soft there, of course i am,
it's not like my hands that have touched a hundred thousand different things,
and have grown numb to normal everyday objects. it's sensitive.
and every word, aggressive or not, shoots me straight through my heart
i start to bleed all these emotions that have me so over-sensitive ---
and i just, don't know if i should hide or keep putting myself through it
so it can become like my hands. numb, but calloused with experience?
is it worth it?? to feel nothing just to feel something????