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AngelxAlyce

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I'm invisible, and that makes me invincible. 

To me... this world is like a dark night that swallows everything.

I despise common sense. I've seen this world from every possible angle. this cruel, ridiculous, beautiful world.

Although I'm weak and full of flaws, i will never stop moving forward. no matter who I am,
no one other than myself will create my own existence. No matter what others may think
or feel, I will still move forward as myself.



Because words escape me and descriptions are hard to justify when they fall from my own fingertips,
I used quotes from my namesake to help you understand this crazy beautiful thing that has become my mind.
  1. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    July 14, 2019 9:49pm EDT
    There's both pain and silence
    Raging war in my mind
    The pain is deep and cuts like a knife
    But the silence is so much worse
    In silence I feel nothing
    And I wonder if I'm still there
    At least the pain
    Reminds me that I am alive
    For now, the pain is enough
    And I will take it over the silence

  2. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    July 14, 2019 9:33pm EDT
    It's so hard to climb out of this hole I'm in.
    The walls are thick and the air is thin.
    You stand at the mouth, rope at your feet
    and tell me this is a battle I alone must beat.
    I cry out, but my voice is too weak
    and the hole is too deep
    So I curl up and weep
    As shadows and monsters creep
    Inside the hole, to where I lay
    And still you stand, one thing to say
    "Help yourself. It's better that way."

  3. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    July 14, 2019 9:25pm EDT
    I know your frustration.
    It is my own.
    Why won't I just smile, laugh, be happy?
    Why must I drown in this sorrow day in and day out?
    Don't I want to be saved? Don't I want to be better?
    You ask me why, why won't I get better?
    But it's so hard to get better when all I've ever been is
    this.

  4. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    February 3, 2017 10:44am EST
    I feel like I'm breaking inside
    and the truth is I don't know why

  5. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    November 10, 2016 8:42pm EST
    People say I shouldn't be alone
    That it mustn't be good for me
    I should go outside, playful and happy
    But I've grown so used to the shadows
    And the dark. They've taken up root inside
    my heart, filling my chest with death and
    Decay. it's funny actually. Those people
    Made me this way.

  6. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    November 10, 2016 8:37pm EST
    You write down the words
    Get them out of your head
    You try to ignore the hurt and instead
    You turn towards the numbness
    And cut away the pain
    But what has become this
    Now it's all the same.

  7. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    October 27, 2016 8:56pm EDT
    "I waited for you. I shouldn't have.
    But that's my problem. I'm always
    waiting for you. For everyone. But
    no one waits for me. I saty back,
    when everyone has moved on, and
    wait for you to come along. Because
    I don't want you to be alone. I don't
    like to be alone, so I don't want you
    to feel that way either. But you won't
    wait for me. That's okay. I'm used to
    being alone. Don't worry. I'll still wait
    for you. I won't leave you alone."

  8. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    October 27, 2016 8:50pm EDT
    "I wonder what would happen if you knew.
    If you knew about the depression, the anxiety.
    The thoughts. God, if only you could hear those
    thoughts. Would you still push me aside? Would
    you still find excuses, make up little lies, and
    throw me away? Probably not. If you knew how
    close I was, how close, you wouldn't leave me alone.
    But that would be pretend, wouldn't it? You wouldn't really love me.
    You would just feel guilty. I don't want you to feel guilty.
    That's why I don't tell you about the thoughts. That's why I
    don't tell you just how close I am. So, when I jump, don't feel guilty.
    I never told you anyway."

  9. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    October 27, 2016 8:35pm EDT
    __________•_________
    There's a gap in my heart
    That can't be filled.
    There's a monster in my head
    That won't be killed.
    There's a ache in my throat
    That won't go away.
    There's a burning in my lungs
    That wants to stay.
    I keep it inside,
    Save for when I sleep,
    Cause when I close my eyes
    The demons will creep.
    __________•_________

  10. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    October 27, 2016 8:26pm EDT
    ------------♦------------
    I can feel it creeping.
    The darkness.
    I can feel it pushing against the confines of my mind.
    The limits I've set up.
    The boundaries I've set.
    They're all crumpling down.
    Down. Down. Down.
    I'm drowning now.
    I'm too tired to fight.
    It's so dark.
    Just let me sleep.
    ------------♦------------

  11. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    June 12, 2016 2:47pm EDT
    “My sister was beautiful once. Not a striking beauty; no one would mistake her for a model.
    But she had that inner beauty, that glow, that something that every person tries to achieve.
    It made her beautiful. When I look at her now, all I see are worry lines, dark cirlces, and stress.
    The light is gone from her eyes, and I haven't seen her smile in years. She used to be beautiful.
    But I guess depression is like an anti-makeup. It has stolen her light, her beauty. Now all she is,
    is stress and worry and darkness.”

  12. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    June 12, 2016 2:41pm EDT
    A
    builder
    without
    demand
    is
    a
    destroyer

  13. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    May 10, 2016 11:42am EDT
    And I've always had this hole in my chest.
    I don't know how it got there, or when it first
    started to grow. But I know it hurts the most
    when I'm surrounded by familiar strangers,
    or sitting alone in the shadows of my room.
    Come to think of it, this emptiness hurts
    all the time.

  14. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    April 5, 2016 7:18pm EDT
    “They said they would be there,
    that I wouldn't be alone.
    They promised me that they
    would never let me feel that way
    again. But then they said that it was
    too hard, that I was too needy. Too
    depressed. That I needed to just be
    happy. They said it was too hard
    for them, and they left. They left me alone.
    I guess they didn't realize that it is hard on
    me too. For me, every second is a fight.
    But I guess they forgot that part.”

  15. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    February 29, 2016 9:15pm EST
    “I see shadows moving when none are there.
    I hear my name whispered in the dark by
    an unfamiliar voice. I feel the eyes of
    strangers following me when I'm alone.
    But I guess that's the joke, isn't it?
    I'm never alone.”

  16. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    February 9, 2016 7:24pm EST
    I'm sorry.
    I'm sorry for the pain I'm causing you.
    All the confusion, the frustration,
    going from one thing to the next.
    I'm so sorry for all of this.
    I wish I could fix it.
    I wish I could be better.
    But, understand that I'm alone here.
    There's only me, carrying myself,
    trying to do all these things that I
    don't know how to do, trying to
    stay afloat even though my arms
    are so tired and I'm ready to stop.
    I know that you're confused and angry.
    So am I.
    And I'm sorry.

  17. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    February 9, 2016 7:20pm EST
    I'm nuts, baby I'm mad
    The craziest fun that you've ever had.
    You think I'm psycho,
    You think I'm gone.
    Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong.
    Over the bend,
    Entirely bonkers.
    You like me best when I'm off my rocker.
    Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
    You think I'm crazy?
    The best people are.

  18. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    January 21, 2016 8:38pm EST
    I don’t know what I want to say, I think I’ll try another day, I don’t remember anyway.
    I’m looking up, I’m trying here, I think I might be dying dear.
    My mind is blank, my tongue is clear, I won’t say what you want to hear.
    I don’t know what I want to say, I think I’ll try another day, I don’t remember anyway.

  19. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    January 13, 2016 2:42pm EST
    «I'm lost. So lost. And the worst part was that I didn't even really notice.
    I just let people tug me in all these different directions. I allowed myself
    to be led by the hand my whole life. Which was great...but now, I'm lost.
    I don't know what to do. All I know is how to follow. I've never been in charge
    of my own life before. I'm scared, and I'm lost, and everyone is telling me to
    just suck it up. They say that this is adulthood, and that I should just know.
    But honestly... I'm lost.»

  20. AngelxAlyce AngelxAlyce
    posted a quote
    December 17, 2015 2:00pm EST
    “I heard her crying in the middle of the night.
    It was hard not to, I mean, her room was
    right next to mine. At first I didn't do anything.
    I just left her alone. But after a while, those
    cries start to eat at your soul. Your friend is
    sobbing in the next room, and you're just
    sitting there pretending you don't hear it.
    So I went into her room, closed the door,
    and I just...held her. I didn't say anything,
    and neither did she. We just held onto each
    other, and I let her know that I was there.
    That I wasn't gonna ignore her anymore.”

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