i'm soft there, of course i am,
it's not like my hands that have touched a hundred thousand
different things,
and have grown numb to normal everyday objects. it's
sensitive.
and every word, aggressive or not, shoots me straight through my
heart
i start to bleed all these emotions that have me so
over-sensitive ---
and i just, don't know if i should hide or keep putting
myself through it
so it can become like my hands. numb, but calloused with
experience?
is it worth it?? to feel nothing just to feel something????