Dear Grandpa,
It's been two whole months without you
I am taking it so hard still
I miss you
No one understands my pain
Could you take my pain away?
I visited your grave last yesterday we talked for hours
It was raining but I don't care talking to you was worth getting soaking wet
I am going crazy
I'm having breakdowns
School is awful
Everything's just awful
I'm sorry I'm not making you proud but I try
I think about you all the time
Yesterday was grandparents day
Everyone on facebook was wishing their grandparents happy grandparents day
But I cried because you're not here
I'm crying as I write this
You're always in my heart
I just don't know what to do
I hope you guide me to the right decision
I'm so confused
I hope one day I'm happy
That's what you would want
You will always be my favorite man
I hope one day I can find a boyfriend who understands and loves me as much as you did
But I agree with your advice
Boys are stupid
Love you much Grandpa forever and always