I get it now, why I've done some certain things. I'm still a virgin, but I done dirty things over text and I hate it and I finally understand why I did it. there's this song that pretty much is about me and it says "her daddy wasn't there so she found men to hug and kiss." my dad and I don't have a bad relationship, it's basically nonexistant. I told the guy who I did the things with this today and he said "yeah, most girls that do that have daddy problems." like I never put it together until today.
PS judge me all you want. i don't do it anymore i still hate myself for ever doing it.