Katherine. 19. You won't like me, (yeah you will) I am incredibly wrapped up in myself (oh hush you). I won't like you either though, so it's a win-win(She's not liking herself). I don't deserve friends (KATHERINE STOP). I screw that stuff up (Like her about her section....). I just hurt people. I make their lives worse. Honestly, it's probably best for you to stay away from me (Tell her to be nice to herself :ccc she's so mean!).
If you're a brave soul however, or if you just recognize yourself in me just by what I've stated, maybe I should give you the chance to know me.
Most people call me Katy. I'm terrified of mannequins and semi trucks and heights and the dark and belly buttons and mustaches. I love penguins and turtles and the Lion King and books and the smell of freshly mowed lawns and the rain.
I like using and much.
I'm weird. And if you (pi.ss.) me off....Uhhh.. well....It's not pretty.
....WHAT SHE MEANT TO SAY....
Katherine. 18. I'm amazing. It's hard to not like me really, because well, i make you laugh when you aren't able to. And i make you smile when you feel like crying. Hey sure, i have some imperfections, but who doesn't? If that makes you not like me then made you should get off my profile. Seriously, i have enoughon my mind, so if you are here to be negitive about me just save your time now, because its really useless. I ignore the good in me and only see the bad things. Honestly i am not a nice person to myself, i am a bully to myself, and what people say only makes it worse. I am worth your time though, so come chat with me.
You will always be my Batman.
UHMMMM where do i put dis?
HERE IS GOOD.....
You currently left me :ccc Like hey, come back..... You just like left D: Well guys, this girl is amazing. All she will tell you is bad stuff about her, DON'T BELIEVE IT. She loves Lion king, but it makes her cry so if you want a smile (Or her attention) Don't watch it with her XD She also lovessssss animals, so if you show her cute animal videos, or anything like that, you get to see her amazingly beautiful smile. It hurts me when she cries, I can't help her is why it hurts me. She's going through a bad time right now, so if you say mean things to her, I will hunt you down and hurt you. She enjoys whining, its pretty freaking adorable, and everything she does can just make you so happy. She's not what she seems to be though, she isn't the smiling girl you all see in her pictures, as much as she tries, some times she collapses. Sometimes the pain gets too much, sometimes thoughts win. And she can't always just trust herself, she needs others too. Which is why you all need to see what I see in her. We have little fights over who likes Kellin Quinn more, and we share the same taste in music at some points, and we can go on for hours and hours about little pointless little things. Sure we fight, sure we break, sure we fall apart, but she means the world to me, and she is an amazing friend <3 BUT COME ON NOW, COME BACK :S Now that i'm done being all formal... lolwut. DUCT TAPE first off. Like just STOP. Its DUCT TAPE. I CANT CHANGE EVEN IF I TRIED! Sorry it was on and I was singingggggg! Uhm... i'm tired. It's like 4am lol so much for catching up on sleep XDDDD I don't minddddd though :3 KATHERINE ALYCIA IS AMAZINGGGGGG AND YOU SHOULD ALL LOVE HER LIKE I DO AND FOLLLLLLLLOW HERRRRRRRRRRRR CAUSE SHES AMAZINGGGGGGGGG!
I met you here over two years ago.God, time flies by fast.Our first kiss was here. Do you remember? You were so nervous."You give me butterflies!" "You make me feel the whole animal kingdom."Our first I love yous were said here, as well as our first fight. Two years ago, I swore I was going to marry you. One year ago, all we did was fight. Now you're no longer in my life, and nothing I do can make it right. A lot has changed since that day, and not in a good way.I just wanted you to know, I still love you. Not in the way I did, but it's a type of love all the same. This is where we had our first hello, please don't let it be where we say our last goodbye.
And he took pride in knowing, My secret smile. He loved that he could make me laugh, And said he loved the twinkle in my eyes. He claimed to know my heart and body like a map, That he noticed everything. But he never noticed, That my smile fell when he turned away. He never noticed, When the laughter became forced, Or when my eyes became dull and empty. He knew my body like a map, But he didn't notice the red razor lines that appeared, Or when my ribs started showing from not eating. No, he never noticed those simple things, Until I was broken on the floor. And then he just walked away. ~k.a.
And you could put a dozen bullets in my leg, Stab me in the heart 50 times. You could force me to lay down on a bed of nails, And drive them through my body. But none of it would hurt half as bad, As what you put me through.
This is how you lose her. You lose her when you stop noticing the tears in her eyes. You lose her when you start to lie about the things that matter most to her. You lose her every time she turns to the blade instead of you, since it hurts less. You lose her each time she tries to talk to you and you act as if her problems are petty. You lose her a little more when you push her problems aside and act as if every one else matters more. You lose her when you stop seeing why she's hurt by things and start figuring it's just her being jealous. And by the time you realize this, she'll be gone.
1. Put Ipod on shuffle 2. Press forward button for question 3. Use the song title to answer question 1. What song describes me? Down by Jason Walker 2. How's my life? Unwell by Matchbox Twenty 3. What song will play at my funeral? For Blue Skies by Strays Don't Sleep 4. Does someone love me? Snuff by Slipknot 5. What do people think of me? Losing It by Never Shout Never 6. What type of men do I like? What is Love by Never Shout Never 7. What will my dying words be? Scene Four- Don't You Ever Forget About Me by Sleeping With Sirens
Why am I doing this to you? Because you didn't stop me, even when I begged you to. You told me to leave you alone. You told me to walk away. You said you know how close I am. Yet you still wouldn't stop me. You got your revenge darling. You got even. You treated me the way I supposedly treat you. You win. I feel even more like a horrid person than you already have made me feel. Don't worry, you don't have to lie about loving me so I won't kill myself anymore. You don't have to worry about me misinterpreting songs anymore. Don't worry, I'll just stop now. I'll stop breathing. My heart will stop beating. But it's not your fault. It's mine. For not letting go. For trusting you. I don't blame you. I blame me.