I am not in a competition with anyone else. I run my own race. I have no desire to play the game of being better than everyone else around me in any way, shape or form. I won't go and replace you just to "distract myself" because that would only hurt someone else. I'm not even gonna let other guys who have liked for over a year touch me because i'm not as trashy of a person as you are to just bounce from relationship to relationship. I'm just gonna look up to the sky and worry about me. After all, this is my life, my decisions, my health, my relationship, my struggles & above all, my happiness. I'm at the point where playing games is no longer on my list of things to do. All i know is i gave you my all & you were too blind to notice. But, he.ll, i haven't shed a single tear over you & im not gonna beg for you to come back; i'm gonna go out, meet new people, & do me. You do you.