so. there's a boy named joe. beautiful, smart, funny, wonderful, essentially perfect. he cares so much for everyone and everything- except me. he found out i liked him, and since then, we've been fighting a lot. a few weeks ago, he decided to tell everyone i do. when i confronted him about it, he basically told me he didn't care about me or how i felt, and he never will. then, we had this absolutely terrible fight. over text, too. basically, it ended with "i f**king hate you, never ever look at me, or talk to me ever again." that was about four weeks or so ago. we haven't spoken to eachother, hell, we haven't even looked in the other's direction. he hates me. but. i still love him, even though i truly don't want to.