it was only the second
day of school
and I already feel like I'm drowning. I'm
so f.ucking tired. I hate everyone so, so,
so f.ucking much. I'm doubling up on my
courses and still don't know if I'm going
to graduate. and starving myself all day
and then stress eating when I get home
isn't helping. like, losing weight is more
important to me than a diploma. (wow
that sounds bad, but it's true.) but that
isn't happening anymore. there is no
good things happening in my life and
it's suffocating.
