Dishonored* posted a quote
September 9, 2015 3:39pm UTC
I went to the doctor's the other day for anxiety. she basically said I had no clue what anxiety was. then blamed everything on me being r.aped, despite struggling with anxiety for forever. and compared me to her the entire time. got the meds but not really all that willing to talk about any of my problems,
I made a status about quitting my job, where I called out the workers, because it was really unprofessional. and this.. UGH.. girl I went to school with commented on it, tagging the people I was crap talking. and idk, I don't really care, but I hate the feeling of being hated and ganged up on. everything I said was true, but still, my first reaction was to delete my fb account and everything.
if you threaten to off yourself, just know you will never live it down. any time you get angry, it's used against you. any emotion that isn't sunshine and rainbows is synonymous with crazy. I'm called crazy a lot now. I'm told I'm "out of control", even when my reaction is perfectly justified.
idk, I mindlessly signed back up for school, because I really just either need my diploma or GED (diploma is free, GED is not), and now I'm freaking out because there is like 10 days left of summer vacation, and then it's another year of having to embarrassingly say my age to other students. I will graduate at 21, or I will once again fail. because I can't do basic things, that everyone else can, such as graduate high school.