i tried my best. i wish i could have done better. i have always been trying the best i can and in that moment i tried my best. i showed up for myself i tried to fight for myself i could have done so much better looking back it's so obvious to me now *sigh* i'll leave it to God. the best trust to leave it to.
tornedsoul* posted a quote
September 22, 2022 5:27pm UTC
I thought we were perfect once. That we could balance each other out, that I would give you the inspiration you crave and you would give me the peace I am so desperate for. But maybe we’re not meant for each other. You’re not my type and I’m not your type and so why are we back here again?We took a break for a year. We avoided each other, barely spoke. I avoided your places, your haunts, even your friends. I took a backstep in my own life, returned to old habits and lost my desire for others because some nights, all I could think about was you. I wanted you, even when you desperately wanted someone else. And it wasn’t just that kind of romantic love - it was the kind of love where we could talk to each other about anything, be happy in silence, be happy with nothing.And I loved you, even though each time you answered my questions I felt like my heart was breaking. I couldn’t keep the scraps of me together and instead I let them aside, and parts of me were lost too. Why do I let you have so much of me? I give you so much leeway, we both knew it. So why do you keep sabotaging this, even just the threads of our friendship?Why do you want to irrevocably destroy who I am, destroy the parts of me that make me who I am, make me feel like I am not worthy of anything? Somedays I blame you and somedays I can’t because I can’t help but feel you’re right. That I don’t deserve anything more than to be destroyed. I keep thinking and thinking. I don’t know what lies next. I want you and I don’t. I want us to be friends, to lean on each other. But sometimes I think I want more. To try this idea of dating, this question that hovers between us, that prevents us from being just friends. What is this whisper that our bodies seem to give around each other? There’s a question that lies in the air between us, a thought that we can never really put away. You have anxiety around me. I have anxiety around you.But sometimes I wonder if anxiety and desire are one and the same.That we could be it for each other. I wonder if we could last if we got through this. Or if we would just end in heartbreak, both in pieces that we can’t re-build. Why can’t we be friends with exes? Why can we not say that the part of our lives where we in love with each other is over, and that now we are just happy to be friends?This is a slow love story. And the ending is still in question. Maybe it has a happy ending. Maybe it doesn’t. I wish I knew.
about 1500 years ago, the moon was split into two halves to be evidence of the prophethood of Muhammad, peace be upon him, and this was discovered by NASA that the moon was split.I wanted to change my religion many times, but I could not deny the truthfulness of the Qur’an and the Prophet Muhammad. There is no conflict between science and religion.
The history of the Jews is full of crimes. I am not against this religion, but against what the followers of this religion do Those Jews attempted to kill Jesus and someone reported the whereabouts of Jesus. But God turned this person as punishment for him to resemble Christ, so this person was crucified instead of Christ. For this reason, Christians believe that Jesus was crucified. Source: The Islamic religion in the Quran and Sunnah They killed the prophets and tried to kill the Messiah. Nothing prevents them from killing Palestine and usurping its land after killing its people
🔥🔥🔥🔥About Standard Arabic🔥🔥🔥🔥😍1🔵It is one of the oldest languages.2🔴It's letters are 28 (not repeated) with 34 sounds that contain vowels that are saturated and their daughters(not saturated and they are spoken quickly).ا و ي ـَ ـُ ـِ3🔵It has about 80 million words .30 million just used.4🔴Derivation is used to increase the number of its words( increasing words can't stop but under special arabic grammar).5🔵The language of heaven.6🔴 It contains very strong letters that is found in strong things names.while weak letters with weak meanings and soft things or living things.7🔵The end of most words (vewol's daughters) change depending on its location of the sentences.قَلْبَ قَلْبُ قَلْبِ أ ب ت ث ج ح خ د ذ ر ز س ش ص ض ط ظ ع غ ف ق ل م ن ه و ي –––––––––––––––––– وَ إنْ استَخَفّوا بِكِ فَأنتِ عَظيمَةٌ و اعذُريهمُ فليسوا سوى أُناسٍ يَجْهَلون
Dudu* posted a quote
February 18, 2021 11:57am UTC
you are just amazing. i hope you live a great life. i think you're just the best. thank you. You are so kind. i appreciated it a lot. an angel with words of support and advice. God sent you to me that day. I am so beyond thankful. thank you, thank you, thank you. once more, thank you.
☞Eman☜* posted a quote
February 7, 2021 9:07am UTC
Prenatally, the sternum bone consists of 6 partsthe first one is manubrium which attaches with clavicles leterally,).The other 5 parts are :xiphoid process and other four parts in the middle between the manurium and xiphoid process that later will attach together to form the body of sternum.
*Freedom* posted a quote
November 26, 2020 5:29am UTC
story time. My boyfriend and i were supposed to get breakfast. We woke up early.I wanted to shower, he didnt. I headed in the shower by myself.He knows I spend a while in tbe shower, but when I left the bathroom, he was not happy.He wasn’t talking to me, and when I asked what was weong, he said it’s because I showered too long.So I didn’t want to go for breakfast anymore, and I said that. he swerved the car, almost into a ditch.He was egging me on the whole car ride, I stayed quiet because I was always afraid he would hit me.We went back to my house, he stormed upstairs and started packing all his stuff.He went inside the bathroom and burned himself with a lighter and said it was my fault.He said he was going to go committ.He said if we don’t go for breakfast, I would never see him again and our relationship was done.I went for breakfast.Looking back, I’m glad I broke up with him.