45 faves · 10 comments · May 5, 2013 4:02pm
SheDreamer
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1 decade ago
make it stop. please, i beg you, make it stop hurting.
i've jumped through all your hoops of unrealistic expectations, i've inhaled the secondhand-ciagarette smoke of your happiness at my pain, i've learned to thank you for kissing the underside of my jaw with your shotgun.
i've done these, but you won't help me stop hurting. you would rather hide your heated hands in my hair, fisting them tight and twisting my thoughts so they reach your skewed dreams of this thing called "love." you would rather run your barbed-wire tongue down my spine, twining your tender lashes around my scarred arms. you would rather hand me a knife and laugh in my tearing eyes at how no matter how hard i stab my chest, the hard rubber will never penetrate my parchment-thin skin.
you enjoy this, don't you?
you enjoy causing me pain and refusing me the joy of finding an excuse to hate myself more. you offer me wine from the palm of your hand, lowering it so i can barely reach it with my tongue. and then you hold me gently, easing the pain you caused with your own greed.
and you say i can stop my hurting? no--i can't because you can't stop hurting
me. take a knife and cut my heart out....
make my hurting stop.
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catarina*
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1 decade ago
What happened? :o Stay strong anyways! xx
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doublesidedice
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1 decade ago
Stay strong. Please do. So many people care <33
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Ali_Tex98
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1 decade ago
I'm here.. Talk to me?
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
Stay strong Dalton, your amazing
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JustAnotherWittyGuy18
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1 decade ago
there is no more strong
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
Strenght does not come from winning.your struggles develope your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is true strength.
I have a prity good idea of what you go through, I have asked you literally 32 questions on your blog site thingy to keep you ocupied, ( the really odd and obnoxious ones about watermelons, washing machines, and how you do like soup)
There is always hope untill the lights go out
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JustAnotherWittyGuy18
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1 decade ago
XDD well thank you for the questions love <3 The light went out long ago
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clearlytruthful
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1 decade ago
Ok, we'll that's not really true because you are still here, people still love you, alone as people still throw hate at you the light hasn't go e out because you a re still replying to those comments, you still have your embers glowing
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avabal1217 · 1 decade ago
Hey if you ever need to talk.... im here
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