wishfull_thinking

Status: I love you and all your little things

Member Since: 9 Nov 2011 08:32pm

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Birthday: July 22

Location: New York

Gender: F

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Alexa
|16|New York|Terribly Insane|
Anxiety holds me back, depression drags me down.

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling; but in rising every time we do."

I don't trust people... but I wish I could.

I wish someone cared about me. I really do. People
say they care but they never really mean it, do they?
They promise they'll never hurt you, but they always do.
They always do.

~Time cannot heal the wounds it created~

♥
[+] Long walks, Ed Sheeran, the sunset, hugs from behind, tea in the morning, One Direction, when the flowers start to bloom, messy buns, Little Mix, Imagine Dragons, converse, criminal minds, Cher Lloyd, scary movies, Olly Murs, strawberry ice cream, cuddling, best friends, being called baby, talking on the phone, falling asleep on skype, Rizzle Kicks, laughing, pizza rolls, play fighting, tall guys, hugs, forehead kisses, internet friends, Marina And The Diamonds, Lana Del Rey.

[-] Anxiety, rude people, people who think they're always right, broken promises, waking up early, relapsing, silent cries, being alone, speaking in public, depression.
♥

Please talk to me...

wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
July 23, 2013 8:36pm UTC

The quietness echoed in my head
Whispers filling the darkness
Screaming; taunting-
The monsters that had once exisited
Only in my dreams had made a
Permanent home in my head,
And they vowed not to leave
Until I promised to do the same.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 12, 2013 9:57pm UTC

Goodnight, you said;
goodbye, I said.
And you never
thought twice
about
it.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 9, 2013 7:09pm UTC

She's back.
T h e m o n s t e r.
I feel her.
U n d e r m y s k i n , I n my h e a d .
S h e ' s e v e r y w h e r e .

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 9, 2013 7:02pm UTC

Someone, please, take away the sadness.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 8, 2013 3:37pm UTC

Apparently some kid from my school
found my witty and showed it to my guidance counsler.
Thanks.
I will find you.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 6, 2013 9:22pm UTC

Her skin begged
to be sliced open.
Her body wished
to be tickled by blood.
Her eyes loathed the time
when they could close forever.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 6, 2013 4:15pm UTC

You're worth it.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 4, 2013 8:38pm UTC

You think you're okay.
You've been clean for awhile.
Then one night you have to urge to cut.
And you do.
But it's only one.
But then it's 20.
Then you remember how much you used to love it.
You wake up and feel disgusting.
You can't believe you did it.
That night you feel horrible.
Because you cut.
You weren't supposed to.
And now you're thinking,
"Well I already relapsed, what's one more gonna do?"
Now your skin is covered again.
Jeans in the summer, long sleeves in the sun.
No one questions it.
You become more depressed with each mark.
And the more depressed you become,
the more cuts you make.
Now you're back in that dark hole,
even though you thought you were finally okay.
Relapse & Recovery is a never ending cycle.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 3, 2013 11:58pm UTC

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
He tried another poem
And he called it 'Absolutely Nothing'
Because that's what it was all about
And he gave himself an A
And a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
Because this time he didn't think
He could reach the kitchen.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 3, 2013 11:50pm UTC

I am so alone.
No one cares anymore.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
May 2, 2013 9:11pm UTC

Relapsed again...
I just want to give up.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
April 26, 2013 3:38pm UTC

She had blue skin,
And so did he.
He kept it hid
And so did she.
They searched for blue
Their whole life through,
Then passed right by-
And never knew.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
April 23, 2013 5:59pm UTC

smoke is pouring from
FROM MY WINDOWS AND I'M REACHING
out my hand
HOPING SOMEONE'S AT MY FINGERTIPS
to help me understand.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
March 13, 2013 9:16pm UTC

I WILL SOON FORGET
THE COLOR OF YOUR EYES
& YOU'LL FORGET MINE

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
March 8, 2013 11:36pm UTC

You grabbed my wrists in disgust and judged me.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
March 7, 2013 5:53pm UTC

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough;
Just a second we're not broken just bent
and we can learn to love again
it's in the stars
it's been written in the
s c a r s o n o u r h e a r t s
we're not broken; just bent
and we can learn to love again.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
March 7, 2013 5:42pm UTC

Just a cut
Just a scratch,
"What's that mark?"
"It was just the cat."
Just an excuse
Just another lie
"What's with all the bracelets?"
"Just fashion, why?"
Just a tear
Just a scream
"Why are you crying?"
"Just a bad dream."
But it's not just a cut
Or a tear or a lie
It's always "just one more"
Until you die.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
March 6, 2013 9:49pm UTC

"I want to kill myself." She said.
But no one believed her.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
March 6, 2013 5:46pm UTC

I like sleeping.
It's like being dead but without the commitment.

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wishfull_thinking
posted a quote
March 6, 2013 4:31pm UTC

When I was little my parents told me
Bad things happen to good people
I never really understood that until
I was at your house
And I heard your dad hit you
Or when
My sister's fiance cancelled the wedding
Because he saw his highschool sweetheart
At starbucks
Or when I heard my old best friend
Got hit by a car and died
Right after she left her volunteer job
At the shelter
But I finally understood
When I came home
And saw the note on the counter
Saying "I'm sorry"
And I saw drops of blood and tears
Heading towards the bathroom

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