I stare out my window and see him. The only boy I was intrested in. He was standing outside of his house in a blue sweater. I couldn't just randomly walk up to him, that would seem creepy. All I could do was sit and think "Does he like me? Does he think of me? Am I annoying to him? Is a two year age difference too much for him? Is he too shy or does he just not like me?" until I scraped off every single feature I had. I usually didn't care what I looked like or what people thought, but around him I became self conscious about my dark clothes, my, my eyeliner, my taste in music. I figured I was a nobody to him, that he had his eyes on someone else.
Then the next day I was going to skateboard and take my dog for a walk. He stood out on his yard again, making my eyes draw to him. Then he came walking toward me, I took a deep breath in as he stood before me.
"You like skating?" He asked.
"Uh ya I do." I replied.
"I do too. We should skate sometime." He smiled. I nodded and returned the smile warmly.
Best day of my life. Some things come unexpectedly I guess. <3