How Ironic is it? That when you fall for someone and get to know them you love every thing about them, until one day you start getting tired of everything you enjoyed with them.. You start losing your feelings and trust towards them, not because they've given you reason too. But because you just don't feel like you know them the way that you used too. Then as soon as you make the decision to end your journey together you feel bad because you know you will have broken their heart but you're okay with that because its time you started worrying about yourself. A few days pass and they're fine, happier than they ever where your whole relationship. Going out, having fun, and being free. Everything you left them to be able to do yourself. When in reality you're the one sitting in your room crying about it! you may not love that person anymore. But even something as simple as them reading your message and failing to reply tips you over the edge. You become so numb, and tired of even seeing their name because it haunts your emotions worse than that person ever could when you called them your partner. Thats what hurts most, is their okay, and suddenly you are not. There's no even ground. Or light at the end of the tunnel. And you begin to doubt everything you've ever led yourself to believe was good intentions. So you cry, and thats all you really can do.