DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT SUCKS?
Having to take a pill everyday so your heart won’t fail because of the damage you’ve caused yourself. Having to take another pill everyday to determine your happiness. Having to take another five pills everyday to keep you sane, to keep you alive, to give you a “normal” life. It sucks to wake up everyday and see a worthless, useless person looking back at you in the mirror. It sucks to finally go to school for the first year in over two years just to find that kids are just as mean as they were two years ago. It sucks to be made fun of. To be called stupid, annoying, and fat day after day just because people know it will hurt you. It sucks to not know what is going to happen the next day. Will something finally push you over the edge? It sucks to hide the cuts, the bruises, the scars, the tears. But what sucks the most? Forcing a smile all the time so people don’t ask what’s wrong, but inside all you want is for it all to be over.
YEAH, THAT'S WHAT SUCKS.