DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT SUCKS?
Having to take a pill everyday
so your heart won’t fail because of the damage
you’ve caused yourself. Having to take another pill
everyday to determine your happiness. Having to take another
five pills everyday to keep you sane, to keep you alive, to
give you a “normal” life. It sucks to wake up
everyday and see a worthless, useless person looking back at
you in the mirror. It sucks to finally go to school for the
first year in over two years just to find that kids are just as
mean as they were two years ago. It sucks to be made fun of. To
be called stupid, annoying, and fat day after day just because
people know it will hurt you. It sucks to not know what is
going to happen the next day. Will something finally push you
over the edge? It sucks to hide the cuts, the bruises, the
scars, the tears. But what sucks the most? Forcing a smile all
the time so people don’t ask what’s wrong, but
inside all you want is for it all to be
over.
YEAH, THAT'S
WHAT SUCKS.
410 faves · 11 comments · May 12, 2012 8:02pm
notreallyon
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1 decade ago
Screw those at school. focus on yourself. you're beautiful.
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cropacuddles22
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1 decade ago
I'm here for you, stay strong, everything will be okay beautiful :)
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rosesarebeautifullikeyou
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1 decade ago
I'm here if you need to talk :)
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OzzyPavy
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1 decade ago
Stay strong honey<3
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HottBabeLuvzArse
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1 decade ago
You wanna know what REALLY sucks when you dont have a mom and you have to go to the hospital ALL THE TIME because of all the sickness you have...
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freak*
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1 decade ago
I'm always here, if you ever need anyone to ever talk to, I'm here, all the time
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sweetart11
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1 decade ago
Sweetheart, you're absolutely stunning in every way. Ok? If you ever hurt yourself, you'd be hurting me.
I look up to you, I really do. You may not realize it, but you're a lot stronger than you may think you are. And your an inspiration; you've got strength I've always wanted.
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YouLeftMeHereToBleed
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1 decade ago
you're beautiful, i promise. believe me, you've inspired so many people including me. it takes so much to put all that out there, and you did anyway. it's truly amazing that you could do that. your pills don't define you, and they won't let you stop doing whatever you want. stay strong :)
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xXjustapersonXx
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1 decade ago
Stay strong. And if you need someone to vent to, I will be here.
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carebear123
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1 decade ago
im so sorry. stay strongā„
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thingsishouldhavesaid · 1 decade ago
you about made me cry.., look; i feel the exact same way. i also have to take pills to make me 'happy', 'sane,' but, i still think the same things. i still want to hurt myself, i still want to just kill myself. if only they made a pill to change what you think.... </3
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