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Dudu*

Status: Uni...ew.

Member Since: 1 Jun 2013 04:40pm

Last Seen: 20 May 2019 07:36am

Gender: F

user id: 361860

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This turned into my diary somehow.

 



I'm still learning new things about myself. I write when I can, I'm sorry for the spam, but not really.

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  1. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    April 24, 2019 8:41am EDT
    "It's natural for limbs to malfunction with a rotten head." - He is psychometric.

  2. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    April 18, 2019 10:45pm EDT
    i knew it would be hard. it has always been hard. i knew it would take long. i knew it would be like this. i almost regret having any optimism. false hopes. overqualified. underqualified. somewhere in between. overall not good enough. not what we're looking for. goodluck next time. we'll keep it on record, just in case. but at the end of the day it still comes back to not what we're looking for. overqualified. underqualified. "thank you"s in between. a bunch of "not successfuls" and "but"s. am i at the stage where it's still too early to give in? because i really want to. i'm qualified for more rejections and ego blows. unqualified for any good that could come beyond that. good intentions don't mean anything. sounds good or awful on paper. in person can't pull it off. masked in disadvantage. obstacles galore. i will overcome this all one day. i know. but it's always the right now that is hard. and one day is not my life. my life is right now and right now is hard.

  3. Dudu* Dudu*
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    April 2, 2019 3:40am EDT
    i can't get you out of my head. every interaction with you sends a rush of warmth to my cheeks. when you smile at me, it's the best feeling. i like it a lot. i still like you a lot.

  4. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    March 30, 2019 4:04am EDT
    i can't continue being so close to someone who makes me feel bad for no reason. who takes everything as an attack. i can only recall one scenario where i have benefitted. the majority is way too one sided. i hope when i'm on my own i can keep it together. i hope being apart will make us a lot healthier.

  5. Dudu* Dudu*
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    March 30, 2019 2:36am EDT
    The anxious to even simply meet with friends pep talk; Maximum 2 hours. it'll be over in 2 hours. You'll have good food and be surrounded by the friends you are most comfortable with. Catch up and eat, nice warm rice and meats. I know we're a high strung type, always stressed out and anxious. But it's okay. I'm going to make myself a warm coffee now, get what i need to get done finished and have a fun night out with my friends. no need to be anxious. It will all work itself out in the best way possible.

  6. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    February 12, 2019 8:19am EST
    I'll be happy over the simplest things. The sun shining, nice weather. My cat following me out into the backyard, patting him and hearing him purr. Endorphins from a workout. Slow and uncertain progress. A filling meal. A manageable workload. A tolerable environment. Ending the day in bed. Watching my favourite broadcast and bursting into fits of laughter. A long sleep, soft pillows, warm blankets. A roof over my head. I'll be happy over the things that matter. Simple yet crucial. I'll decide to be happy.

  7. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    January 31, 2019 10:56am EST
    you deserve to be loved. incase no one has ever told you before. you deserve a hug with someone who cares about you as much as you care for them. you deserve to be someone's number one. you deserve comfort with a circle of people who genuinely cherish you. you deserve so many good things because you are good. as much as the world is filled with bad it is filled with good.

  8. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    January 31, 2019 10:38am EST
    i still can't bring myself to forgive you.

  9. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    December 19, 2018 4:35am EST
    It's not like you've done anything remarkably wicked, I just hate us together.

  10. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    December 19, 2018 4:34am EST
    Got accepted into a double degree program for maintaining my GPA. I wasn't sure but now I know for certain. I'll do it. If it'll put a wedge between us I'll do anything.

  11. Dudu* Dudu*
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    December 19, 2018 4:31am EST
    I dread texting you back and meeting up. What sort of friendship is this? I comfort myself with the thought that it'll be over in five years. If I won't worry about it in five years, I don't need to worry about it now. There, I'll let out the sigh I didn't realise I was holding. In the same way I'll let go of your hand. There, it'll be that simple.

  12. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    December 6, 2018 8:57am EST
    You should've kept quiet. You should've held back and listened to both side-- No, you should've been on my side. Now I don't expect much from you. Whenever you smile at me I feel some type of way. It's a bad feeling. Some things should just be granted. I thought your love for me was unconditional, but I guess you were just on my side when it was easier for you to be. I don't know how I feel about you anymore. I used to admire you, now I wish you wouldn't speak my name. Funny how one afternoon could have led to this. You should've just kept quiet, I would still have respect for you that way. You should've apologised. There's nothing I hate more than people who can't control their words when they're angry. It's very telling.

  13. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    November 24, 2018 5:59am EST
    It always comes out of nowhere. am i really the type to be touched so easily? it wasn't much. i know that far. we met at our bus stop, but i seem to have already taken a liking to you. why am i like this...i guess i just like having crushes. after 2 years in the same course, you introduced yourself for the first time after an exam. i normally don't like small talk, but it came easily to me then. you complimented me, looked up my bus route for me, and assured me that i'll do fine. our meeting came out of nowhere, but it was a welcome surprise. I was supposed to see you the same time a few days after, i was worried you would leave first. But there you were, but i don't know what it was. I was just too afraid to approach first. You looked busy on your phone, and i didn't want to interrupt. i also didn't want you getting the wrong idea and there were too many people around. yeah, i came up with a million excuses to not walk over and say hi. It's frustrating for me too, but i'm always like this. i just hope my first impression sticks and you don't think i'm cold.

  14. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    October 17, 2018 8:29am EDT
    The sun will still smile down on me if I cry. The world won't end just because I want it to either. I can't hold onto the hands of time and ask them to stop for a moment or an eternity. Life is just happening to me. My parents just decided and i was poofed into existence. A soul was breathed into me and it's still here. Breathing even if i don't want it to. The sun will still set whether i want it to or not. A new day will roll around whether i'm prepared for it or not. Right now life is just happening to me. No other way to describe it. Life isn't hurting or exciting me. It's just happening. Like i'm just watching a movie, nothing too problematic or uneventful. It's just on because someone decided to turn it on. But i'm the one who has to watch it for its entirety incase something happens. idek.

  15. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    October 14, 2018 9:54am EDT
    it can get better or worse, it can go my way or it wont. all i can do is work hard or waste time. worry or work hard. stress or work hard. at the end of the day, the only reasonable option is to work hard. even if i cant find the energy. long run over current feelings. head over heart.

  16. Dudu* Dudu*
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    September 24, 2018 6:32am EDT
    you described it as "the time you were in the mood where you didn't want to meet or do anything" in such a round about way. i don't have to spell it out for you, we learnt about this together. starts with D ends with pression. you always throw that word around when you mean sad. so why couldn't you put two and two together? of course you knew, you're smart afterall. if not you, then who else would notice? i knew that you just didn't want to make me uncomfortable, but that's a scary thought...because that's how people slip away. it's not your fault though, it'll never be your fault. i just never want to hear you describe it that way. i had to laugh it off, but you made me feel like such a pain. i knew i was being a nuisance so i distanced myself. it wasn't necessarily a call for help but just time needed to recuperate. you told me recently i need to share more with you. that it's better than keeping it bottled up. but i hate attention and pity. in a crooked way i prefer it this way, although all that's left is me feeling bitter. i'll overcome this too.

  17. Dudu* Dudu*
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    September 24, 2018 6:15am EDT
    Will i leave a mark that leaves people saying i did well? do i even need those words? why have i convinced myself that i'm above such words? i do need much. i can have standards. i'm not a low maintenance person. throughout the day, when i laugh, i think..."yes, this is really all i need." Just one thing that makes me laugh, even for a moment. but i chase that thrill. It turns into, "even if i can find a bit of delight in this donut, i'll let myself indulge." But i don't know how to do this self care thing. i'm either hard on myself or letting myself go. there's no period in between where it's not destructive. but yeah. i've overcome everything that has already come, this shouldn't be any different. i don't even have to overcome it, just become accustom to it. accept it as a part of my personality...even if it doesn't have to be.

  18. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    August 3, 2018 8:29am EDT
    i start my days belting "my life is a beauty". it doesn't feel like it, but it's nice to sing along to.

  19. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    August 3, 2018 8:26am EDT
    Letters to you JH,
    You're a real comfort to me. I think i can have the strength to go on now. You're so nice. I have work in the morning, i hope it is a good work day. I miss you like always. Rest well.

  20. Dudu* Dudu*
    posted a quote
    July 28, 2018 3:48am EDT
    I don't even miss talking to you. I just miss the person that i'd made you out to be. I hate that you couldn't live up to it. My low expectations were too much for you. I guess i'm sorry then.

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