Catbonibel
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7 years ago
glad to see youre still here and doing well, just wanted to say I'm sorry I was stupid. I think about you every year on your birthday. You don't have to know who it is I'm just trying to let go of some stuff. still love you and I'm sorry reply
SheDreamer
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8 years ago
if I'm ever going to die one day, I want to die a hero. If someone lives because of my last breath, I wouldn't mind leaving this earth at all. If I go with my soul on fire and my sleeves tear stained, it would be worth it if the boy in Room 3 got a kidney transplant from me. I wonder if we're a match. Imagine his mothers smile when she hears her little boy is going to live. Who's going to tell her that her little boy is going to live, yes, but only to die another day.
Maybe I could die wicked. If someone else found eternal (short lived) love, and the hellfire I sowed like dandelion seeds revealed the silver threads that bound them together, I wouldn't mind dying. Wonder who's going to tell him that this love is wonderful now, but the man two cubicles away at work has been eyeing his princess's. And one of these days, she's going to open her mind to the possibilities of loving another just before she opens her legs. Wonder who's going to tell her that this love is wonderful, yes, until he comes home drunk every night for a month straight and the rent is still overdue. And now, he comes home missing one bloody bite of flesh every time he leaves.
Maybe, if I died a hero, I wouldn't be a nobody, or an anybody. But I do want to die (a hero). I do want to die,.. reply
SheDreamer
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9 years ago
sometimes, breathing hurts.
breathe in the pain. feel the secondhand smoke sear your lungs as your eyes water. feel the panic setting into your mind as you realize breathing hurts. feel the toxic air pervade your capillaries as it presses phantom butterfly kisses along your aching jaw line. breathe in the pain.
and know that you are alive.
sometimes it's in these moments when everything else fades away to a soft, fuzzy gray that you become the clearest. you're the sharpest thing in your life and you're not going down with out a fight. you've been here a hundred hundred times before, and everytime you've stood tall. you've allowed the pain to drive you to your knees with your forehead pressed against the wall, and gone from a woman breaking into girl-sized pieces. you've let your first love be the thing that shreds your will to exist, and still you're standing tall.
come, my dear. breathe in the pain. and know that you are alive.
you've lost a few fights before, and you will lose a few fights again. you really can't win every time. you've never learned, have you? you've heard the phrase "no one loves a loser" too many times. but what you've failed to realize is that no one loves a loser because a loser has lost love. you're not a loser, darling. but you're not a winner, either. you're facing your worst fear: mediocrity.
you're afraid of standing on the border between success and failure, because a feather-soft touch can knock you over the edge. you're afraid of what youv'e been doing your whole life, aren't you?
every night, you walk the serrated-knife edge between failure and living. sometimes, you've tripped and you've caught yourself on your bleeding, blistered hands.
you thought you could climb up the sky, steal the sun, and capture it in a jar. but the sun is not made of fireflies, and every wish you've made on it can happen.
you just need to made them happen yourself. "the world is not a wish-granting factory", and neither is it truly what destroys our dreams. it pushes them and pushes them and waits for the dreams to push back.
breathe in the pain. breathe in your dreams. breathe in resolution.
you are alive.
you are living.
you are dreaming.
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MollyMonster11
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9 years ago
I just read this again.. made me cry (happy crying though) reply
AubreeMae
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9 years ago
You CAN'T keep trying to find him in somebody else because you'll realize you never will find anybody like him and it will make you miss him more. That's one thing I've learned. It wasn't easy to learn but I had too. NOBODY in this universe will ever compare to Caleb, not one single person. I can spend the rest of my life meeting knew people and try to find similarities that Caleb had in that person but I never will find that. It's also not fair for the other person. You move forward with an open mind and open heart. You will find someone you love, who loves you just as much. Time will prove it to you. Everything that's good is worth waiting for.
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*ｓａｍｍｉ*
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1 decade ago
Omg yes yes yes! Yes I want to marry you!! reply
zimchim*
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1 decade ago
don't be afraid to vent to some fellow wittians. reply
RadioCatastrophe
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1 decade ago
Everyone does in the end.. reply
meow*
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1 decade ago
Are you alright? Do you wanna talk about it? xx reply
The Chosen One*
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1 decade ago
You've lost so many people dalton,so many,and look how strong you are,look how you hell and save and cheer others Up even when you can't do the same for yourself!!
It's sad to think were all going to grow up and never meet,I might never meet you,and that's sad bc I want to,I need to bc you've helped me beyond. Words!
You deserve so much happiness!
I love you<3 reply
The Chosen One*
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1 decade ago
Dalton,I never cry,never.
I cried.
*Vampire*
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1 decade ago
I just logged on here even I wasn't for months on here to say yes shhhh >_> reply
SparksFly34
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1 decade ago
woahO.o weird I just logged on for the first time in probably a month today...If you come back I'll have a reason to check in everyday:D reply
*compassionate soul*
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1 decade ago
OMG! YES PLEASE DO, DALTON! WITTY HASN'T BEEN THE SAME WITHOUT YOU!!! reply
ItsJustChey_*
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1 decade ago
OMG YES PLEASE YES YES YES YES. You don't even know me but I like your quotes, so yesssssss. reply
Catbonibel · 7 years ago
glad to see youre still here and doing well, just wanted to say I'm sorry I was stupid. I think about you every year on your birthday. You don't have to know who it is I'm just trying to let go of some stuff. still love you and I'm sorry
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SheDreamer · 8 years ago
if I'm ever going to die one day, I want to die a hero. If someone lives because of my last breath, I wouldn't mind leaving this earth at all. If I go with my soul on fire and my sleeves tear stained, it would be worth it if the boy in Room 3 got a kidney transplant from me. I wonder if we're a match. Imagine his mothers smile when she hears her little boy is going to live. Who's going to tell her that her little boy is going to live, yes, but only to die another day.
Maybe I could die wicked. If someone else found eternal (short lived) love, and the hellfire I sowed like dandelion seeds revealed the silver threads that bound them together, I wouldn't mind dying. Wonder who's going to tell him that this love is wonderful now, but the man two cubicles away at work has been eyeing his princess's. And one of these days, she's going to open her mind to the possibilities of loving another just before she opens her legs. Wonder who's going to tell her that this love is wonderful, yes, until he comes home drunk every night for a month straight and the rent is still overdue. And now, he comes home missing one bloody bite of flesh every time he leaves.
Maybe, if I died a hero, I wouldn't be a nobody, or an anybody. But I do want to die (a hero). I do want to die,..
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∦☔∦* · 9 years ago
That was beautiful
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SheDreamer · 9 years ago
sometimes, breathing hurts.
breathe in the pain. feel the secondhand smoke sear your lungs as your eyes water. feel the panic setting into your mind as you realize breathing hurts. feel the toxic air pervade your capillaries as it presses phantom butterfly kisses along your aching jaw line. breathe in the pain.
and know that you are alive.
sometimes it's in these moments when everything else fades away to a soft, fuzzy gray that you become the clearest. you're the sharpest thing in your life and you're not going down with out a fight. you've been here a hundred hundred times before, and everytime you've stood tall. you've allowed the pain to drive you to your knees with your forehead pressed against the wall, and gone from a woman breaking into girl-sized pieces. you've let your first love be the thing that shreds your will to exist, and still you're standing tall.
come, my dear. breathe in the pain. and know that you are alive.
you've lost a few fights before, and you will lose a few fights again. you really can't win every time. you've never learned, have you? you've heard the phrase "no one loves a loser" too many times. but what you've failed to realize is that no one loves a loser because a loser has lost love. you're not a loser, darling. but you're not a winner, either. you're facing your worst fear: mediocrity.
you're afraid of standing on the border between success and failure, because a feather-soft touch can knock you over the edge. you're afraid of what youv'e been doing your whole life, aren't you?
every night, you walk the serrated-knife edge between failure and living. sometimes, you've tripped and you've caught yourself on your bleeding, blistered hands.
you thought you could climb up the sky, steal the sun, and capture it in a jar. but the sun is not made of fireflies, and every wish you've made on it can happen.
you just need to made them happen yourself. "the world is not a wish-granting factory", and neither is it truly what destroys our dreams. it pushes them and pushes them and waits for the dreams to push back.
breathe in the pain. breathe in your dreams. breathe in resolution.
you are alive.
you are living.
you are dreaming.
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MollyMonster11 · 9 years ago
I just read this again.. made me cry (happy crying though)
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AubreeMae · 9 years ago
You CAN'T keep trying to find him in somebody else because you'll realize you never will find anybody like him and it will make you miss him more. That's one thing I've learned. It wasn't easy to learn but I had too. NOBODY in this universe will ever compare to Caleb, not one single person. I can spend the rest of my life meeting knew people and try to find similarities that Caleb had in that person but I never will find that. It's also not fair for the other person. You move forward with an open mind and open heart. You will find someone you love, who loves you just as much. Time will prove it to you. Everything that's good is worth waiting for.
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*ｓａｍｍｉ* · 1 decade ago
Omg yes yes yes! Yes I want to marry you!!
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zimchim* · 1 decade ago
don't be afraid to vent to some fellow wittians.
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RadioCatastrophe · 1 decade ago
Everyone does in the end..
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meow* · 1 decade ago
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meow* · 1 decade ago
Are you alright? Do you wanna talk about it? xx
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The Chosen One* · 1 decade ago
You've lost so many people dalton,so many,and look how strong you are,look how you hell and save and cheer others Up even when you can't do the same for yourself!!
It's sad to think were all going to grow up and never meet,I might never meet you,and that's sad bc I want to,I need to bc you've helped me beyond. Words!
You deserve so much happiness!
I love you<3
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The Chosen One* · 1 decade ago
Dalton,I never cry,never.
I cried.
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The Chosen One* · 1 decade ago
YES YES DAAALTTONNN:')
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*Vampire* · 1 decade ago
I just logged on here even I wasn't for months on here to say yes shhhh >_>
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SparksFly34 · 1 decade ago
woahO.o weird I just logged on for the first time in probably a month today...If you come back I'll have a reason to check in everyday:D
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*compassionate soul* · 1 decade ago
OMG! YES PLEASE DO, DALTON! WITTY HASN'T BEEN THE SAME WITHOUT YOU!!!
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ItsJustChey_* · 1 decade ago
OMG YES PLEASE YES YES YES YES. You don't even know me but I like your quotes, so yesssssss.
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永久* · 1 decade ago
YES OF COURSE :)
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*♥︎Lady Ave♥︎* · 1 decade ago
Yes. Please. I need my idol, friend, and brother like figure back. Please.
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