Oh dear, I need to vent.
So my bestfriend and his girlfriend just broke up. She's really messed with his head the past two years. He's scaring me now, because 1) I've never seem him so sad that he cried in front of anyone and 2) he keeps saying that he just wants to die. I love this guy like my big brother and it hurts me to see him like this. I don't wanna keep bugging him, but he's talking like he's suicidal and it scares the sh/t outta me. He has too many people that care about him. I honestly think she never truly loved him...just used him for things because she really couldn't get any other guys in our school (it's not like we have a big selection of guys around here anyway). I don't know what to do. I want to help him soooo bad but all he wants is to be alone. Apparently his home life right now isn't too great either. Which, I know how that feels. But I know that if he's alone too long he'll talk himself into doing something stupid. Like I said, I love this kid. He's like the brother I never had. I just want him to be safe and not hurt himself. He's my best friend...
On a brighter note, while we were back in the computer room, he was crying and stuff, and the guy I liked just made me like him more. He was talking to my best friend, telling him how he hates to see people upset and stuff and he wanted to know what was wrong, and he was just trying to help him out. I dunno, just gave me more resepct for him. Plus, he did a few more things today making my doubts about anything between us kinda fade away. I'm still not sure yet. But anyhoo, if any of you have been through this where either you or your friend felt like this, let me know if you know what I should do. I want to help so bad. I'm praying that he'll get better or at least not hurt himself...
Thank you so much for reading this. <3
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