I know I should move on,
and give someone else a chance,
but I can't look at another guy without seeing you.
and it's not that I miss you, because I don't.
It's not that I want to be with you again, ever, because I most definitely don't want that.
It's just that everytime I see a guy I see you and I see your games.
Your acting, your lying, your stories,
I see all the pain you put me through,
and I see how stupid I was to fall for it.
And even though I know that moving on is a step to recovering from that,
I don't want to.
Because I look back and I see how you hurt me.
And I don't want to go through that ever again.
So yes, I turned him down.
I told him I couldn't date anyone for a long time.
And it's all because of YOU.
You and your lying, torturing games.
I should've known better than to ever say yes to you.
You WERE trouble when you walked in, only I couldn't see it.
So I guess it's shame on me that I was too blind.