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So I don't really remember what happened on Friday but I just know that x and I talked.
SATURDAY
Yeasterday I went otmysisters band competiton(marching band) and my friend came and slept over, and left ike an hour ago. i texted x about an lotr refrence and then traveled to marching band, then theator, n how we were bawily twins, then bball, then football, and then back to band. i told him how long the competion was and he was shocked that it was a full 12 hours and that i would get to bed at 2. i told him its not that bad cuz i usually go to bed that late. he told me it was really bad for me. like i know people r supost 2 get8 ours of sleep but dont really know why. he asked me what time i ake up and i told him 6 cuz i do. he told me it was killing my bodies enrgy level. after that i responded that i guess i was slef distructive then because i dont really eat that muh either. he reponded with":0 thats so unhealthy" after a couple of words on hat he asked me what changed. after i told him he said" u need to start getting in healthy habits again" i told him to bug me about it and he said"ok, u need to go to sleep early tonight, ok? i said i would try but it would still be really late. he wont tell anyone and its our little secret from the world. w started talking about band after that untill he had t go we texted for 5 hours yeaterday which is probably the longest ive ever texted anyone. he makes me feel like omeone actualy cares about my well being.
TODAY
so my friend went hime fat gong to mass with us.but all i could think about was x. the fmiliar scent of him was really close to us. i think it was the family infront of us, but i knew it would never be him. all i wanted was or his arms to wrap around my from behind and hug me. i know i sound so cheesy and cleche but its all so real right now. dont get me wrong i still get deressed a lot, but x usually comes around and cheers me up now.
he is my best friend at school and gets me more than anyone else.
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