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February 16, 2014 1:56pm UTC

Cause you're amazing
just the way you are.

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Breeze
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December 22, 2013 7:08pm UTC

When you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
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June 29, 2013 8:23pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
Chapter Seven
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Annika's P.O.V.
"Annika?" I calm, quiet voice whispered in my ear. It was too early be woken up and I wasn't moving. But that voice, it sounded like Cam, before he was a drunken basta- I'm not going to say that word. Not the voice itself, the tone, the gentleness it possessed. The way it cooed instead of actually speaking, like it was afraid of hurting me. There was only one person who still spoke to me like that. Niall. "Wake up," He whispered again, lightly pressing a kiss to my temple. I turned my head in confusion. He was supposed to be gone. Out living the dream, leaving me to sit here and wonder.
Wonder if I could survive even a week without him around. Wonder why I was naive to trust someone who would leave me. Wonder why I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have. No matter what. He shouldn't have been here. I rolled over slowly opening my eyes to see the beautiful blonde boy in front of me. Small tears pooling in the corner of his eyes. I instantly shut my eyes again, not wanting to see him cry. Ash quietly slipped into my bed, ducking under my arm like a scared toddler after a nightmare. I held her tight, wishing that she could stay. That they could both stay.
"Annika?" Niall whispered again, sitting on the edge of my bed, and gently rubbing circles into my back. His palm was warm and soothing. Like he was trying to wipe away any pain I had ever felt. "Please look at me," I looked up as his voice took a soft pleading tone. Little droplets of water sprinkled down his cheeks, pressing a soft kiss to my cheek. I tightened my grip of Ash, trying to stop her from shaking with sobs. "Will you please get up and come to the airport with us?" Niall whispered, his forehead gently pressing against my temple.
I slowly wiggled out of the covers, walking to the bathroom. I knew I wouldn't have time to take a shower, so I just tugged up a pair of dark wash jeans and a red spider man sweater. The soft material quickly warming my chilled skin. I lined my eyes with a dark layer of makeup, I slipped on a pair of socks, along with my red high tops, the gold eyelets the same color as the lettering on my shirt. I checked my ears, making sure all my earrings were still in, and quickly pinned my Anthem Made beanie to my slightly waved hair. I walked back out of the bathroom as Niall handed me a gold ring I wore almost everyday, and my big Avenger's headphones. I smiled sadly at him, sliding my headphones down around my neck. (http://www.polyvore.com/annika_chapter/set?id=87373450#fans)
Niall's P.O.V.
*At the airport*
No one said anything the entire drive to the airport. I kept pulling Annika closer, wanting to tell her how much I loved her and how much I would miss her, but every time my fingers brushed her shoulder she pulled away. Ash snuggling closer to Annika's side. One of Ash's hands squeezing tightly to Annika's. It broke my heart to see Ash so scared, knowing it was my fault she had to leave. As we walked towards the security line, I knew Ash and I had to say goodbye to everyone, and suddenly I regretted the decision to leave. Because I had the one chance to tell Annika how I really felt, but instead I just hugged her, and let the love of my life walk away.
author's notes-
Hey guys, sorry I didn't write all week but I had a family emergancy, so sorry its been a week but I'll try and make up for it in the next couple days! Any ideas/feedback would be amazing! I'm also writing on Wattpad, it would mean the world to me if you read it!
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1hockey2lax3crazy
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June 22, 2013 2:05pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
Chapter Six
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Niall's P.O.V.
"you leave in two days…" Annika's voice sounded more broken then normal. It was true, today was graduation. In less then forty-hours, Ash and I would be gone… A soft sob escaped her lips before I answered.
"Please don't cry," I murmured, pulling her into my long arms, placing a soft kiss to the top of her head. "Come on, this is a happy day, full of smiles and hugs. Not tears," I carefully wiped the saltiness from Annika's face with the pads of my large thumbs.
"How can it be happy?" Her voice was soft, thick with tears as she struggled in my tight grip. "Just let me go," She whispered, eventually escaping my grip and running up to the bathroom. I chased after her, but heard the lock drag through as I went to rip the door open, knowing she was doing awful things she could do in the time I went chasing for the key.
"Annika?" I kept my voice low, leaning my ear against the door to try and listen for a respond. "Sweetness, please don't," I murmured, trying to keep the tears off my pale cheeks. "If you do that, then we have to clean it up, and people might ask questions," I couldn't help the saltiness from dripping down my face. "Please, I know how much it hurts when you do that. I don't like knowing your in pain," I gently taped my knuckles to the solid wood surface. "Let me in," I heard the lock flip open, and I carefully turned the doorknob, slipping into the room before quickly closing it behind me again. I quickly pulled her small frame into my chest, feeling cold tears touch to my chest, wetting my shirt. My palm moving to the top of her head, running my fingertips over the glossy hair. "Annika," I whispered, tightening my grip around her as she shrunk closer to my chest.
"I can't live without you Ni…" She finally whispered, glancing up, her bright blue eyes ringed with red. "Without you, and Ash," She murmured again, hurt, pain and worry filling every small voiced word.
"You can call… and… well…" What was I supposed to tell her? I knew there was a possibility I would never see her again when I left. "Julia and Bell will still be here, and-"
"And I won't have the one person who knows absolutely everything."
-Two Days Later-
"Ready?" I murmured, glancing over at Ashley as she picked up her last suitcase. With a slight nod we walked out the door. Bell and Julia were waiting outside in a small red car, ready to drive us to the airport.
"Where's Annika?" Ash finally whispered, we were half way to the airport, I felt the color drain from my cheeks, and my eyes met Bell's. With a slight shake of her head, I knew she was okay. Bell must of gone to see her earlier in the day. "Where is she?" Ash poked again, wanting an answer.
"She's just not feeling very well…" I tried to think of a lie on the spot. The truth was I hadn't talked to Annika since graduation. She was right, I was the only one, and I was leaving her. It's not like I could change it. But it was the truth.
author's notes-
Happy Summer! XXOO so yay! Finally a new chapter, its probably crap. You know, the whole not writing thing might take a toll on the next two chapters, but I'll try my best. I would love to hear from you guys, feed back, ideas, just wanna tell me soemthing random =P always nice to here for you cuties! Okay, I was thinking of doing another story on WattPad... it wouldn't be fanfic, I dont know what it would be yet. Maybe somthing dark. I don't really know yet, but tell me if you like that idea! ANYWAYS! Maybe more tonight, no promises. But I'll try for tomorrow. And definetly Tuesday!
Thanks Beautifuls! <3 XOXO

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1hockey2lax3crazy
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June 20, 2013 9:13pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
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Hello Beautifuls, this is kind of me being lazy, but in this quote I'm going to copy and paste links to all the chapters already up so I don't have to worry about posting them all again, and then I'll put six up on Sunday. I'm gonna be gone most of tomorrow and almost all of Saturday.
Prolog - http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6727198
Chapter One - http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6727299
Chapter Two - http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6736432
Chapter Three - http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6737912
Chapter Four - http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6750818
Chapter Five - http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6760022
So reread if you want to/think you need to! I hope you guys keep reading and I'm so sorry for not posting in forever! I hope you like the new chapter on Sunday and I'll try and write a ton next week! Ideas and feedback are always welcome and appreciated!
Thanks so much for understanding Cuties! XXOOXX <3

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1hockey2lax3crazy
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June 19, 2013 5:29pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
Chapter One ... again =P
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Annika's P.O.V.
"What would you do if I told them?" It was a simple question, one his soft Irish accent had brushed past my ears multiple times as I sobbed into his shoulder, wincing as his delicate touch worked to gently clean and then wrap my still bleeding wrists. But for some reason I was never able to answer it…. I would just shrug my shoulders, continuing to watch as he cleaned the deep marks. "Thats not an answer," His pale blue eyes met my brighter ones, concern filling this as tears slipped down my face.
"Well I don't have one," I whispered, getting up, leaving Niall dazed on the floor. "I still need to get dressed for school," He stood up, brushing his dark jeans with his hands.
"Then get dressed," He mumbled kissing the top of my head. "I'm going to home to get Ash, I'll go pick Bella up and then come get you," I nodded gently as Niall disappeared out of my room. This was how most morning started. I woke up a sudden thought in my head as I started to slice up my wrists, and text Niall. It was normally the loud three A.M. thud of my brother coming home from whatever party he blew off school for that day.
I walked into my bathroom, showering quickly before sliding a head band in, keeping my long bangs out of my eyes. I found a pair of skinny jeans, wriggling into them before I pulled on a white tank top and a lacy long sleeve shirt, zipping up my boots before I put my arrow ring on my finger and stacking my bracelets up my wrist. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=79600619) I walked down the stairs, hoping my father was still unconscious as I jogged into the kitchen snatching an apple before I walked outside to sit on the front steps, waiting for Niall. He pulled in a few minutes later. A tall blonde girl hoping out of the car, her pink shirt saying something about Paris, his hair curled and bouncy as she walked on her Keds. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=79602476)I smiled slightly, standing up off the stoop before a smaller girl in a red varsity jacket got out too, a red snap back on her straight brow hair, DC's on her feet. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=79601775)
"Ready to go short one?" Bella whispered, her taller stature making it rather easy for midget jokes to be made. I didn't really mind them, it reminded me she cared. Which in turn just made me feel worse about all I was hiding from her. I nodded lightly, not exactly sure how my voice would hold as I hugged her.
"Sup Freak?" I glanced over to Ash, looking at her straight in the eyes, being ruffly the same height. I smiled again, hugging her quickly before the three of us jumped in the car to go to school, the one place I feared more then my home.
Author's notes~
Hey Loves! So as promised its finals week, and I'm going to repost the chapters I've already written, and posted but that was like two months ago at this point... soooooooo hahaha since school is almost over and I have no more homework I'll be writing again! So, I have five chapters written, and I'm working on six, so I'll put up one or two a day until we get to five, and then we'll have the new ones stating with six!
Thanks for the patience Loves!

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1hockey2lax3crazy
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June 18, 2013 5:12pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
Prolouge... again =P
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I'm a hopeless mess. I don't remember how I got here, and I never want to know. I'm… what am I? If you asked my mother she would tell you useless… unimportant… stupid… a waste of space, and until recently I chose to ignore those hurtful words. But then she died. Words you take for granted like a 'hello' or a 'good morning' even the insults and upsetting spats of 'go kill yourself' seem to mean more. I always saw the kids at school, the ones with bruises, and cuts on their bodies. The ones that didn't eat enough, that cut themselves. The ones that we're abused by their parents, physically instead of verbally like I always was. I vowed to myself and my best friend for that matter that we would always be athletes, always eat the right way and the right amount, and more then anything never cause harm to ourselves. No cuts on the inside of our wrists. No rope marks around our necks. Never wish for death rather then take a deep breath and think a logical way out, not a painful one.
But then you broke that promise. You slit your wrists. You did the unthinkable. You made the red marks against your skin with a necklace of rope. Thats when I realized if one person can break the promise, both of us can. I quickly learned how to pull apart a razor, how to assemble and just as quickly disassemble a noose. A deep breath before you press the cold metal into your skin. Watching as the blood seeps through until you run your broken skin under cold water to make sure it doesn't clot. Then comes the paranoia of someone asking you about the scars. Of someone asking how you got them. And i think thats a good place to start. When you were dead. My father was drunk. My brother was god knows where and I was lost.
So my name is Annika. I have no sense of what if right and what is wrong anymore. I'm from Longford Ireland, near Mullinger. If anyone asks my family is joyful and happy. My parents love each other, my brother doesn't drink underaged, my mother is not verbally abusive, my father is not an alcoholic, and I'm not depressed. The empty beer bottles everywhere are being dropped off by strangers, my brother is just studying really hard all the time, and the cuts and scars on my wrists are from a cat… My hair falls in long waves of deep brown, and my eyes are a bright crystal blue. I'm not very tall, maybe five foot four.
I have four people that I truly care about left in this world. The rest of them have slipped from my grip. Died, or don't care anymore. Bella and Julia Tanner, and Niall and Ash Horan. They are probably the only thing keeping me from ending my life at this point. Its weird, my four best friends, only one of them knows whats actually going on. Niall, he's everything, checking my arms once a week, cleaning up the deep cut marks when I come to him screaming. And no matter what not telling anyone, not even his little sister that I sit in my room on a daily basis and contemplate suicide.
Author's notes~
Hey Loves! So as promised its finals week, and I'm going to repost the chapters I've already written, and posted but that was like two months ago at this point... soooooooo hahaha since school is almost over and I have no more homework I'll be writing again! So, I have five chapters written, and I'm working on six, so I'll put up one or two a day until we get to five, and then we'll have the new ones stating with six!
Thanks for the patience Loves!

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1hockey2lax3crazy
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May 16, 2013 6:47pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
chapter five
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Annika's P.O.V.
"We're leaving. Now hurry up," I blankly stared at Cam. Should I listen to him? Which would be worse? Staying with my drunkard, sexually abusive father. Or my alcoholic brother. "Are you deaf?!" Cam shouted in a clear attempt to make me answer.
"I-I…" I stuttered, suddenly anger crossed my mind. I felt my heart go cold. "No," I muttered. "I'm not going with you Cam."
"Really?!" He shouted at me. "Who are you gonna run to when your little boyfriend leaves for London?"
"NIALL IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND!"
"You just he was. Whatever Annika. I sobered up for you," Cam spat at me, making not attempt to hide his disgust. "I sobered up long enough to get us out! Or do you wanna have your fathers third child…?"
"Yeah Cam, long enough! What does that mean?!" I lost it, tears trickling down my cheeks. "That as soon as we get away your gonna start drinking again!"
"GUESS WE WON'T FIND OUT!" Cam shouted, grabbing a suitcase out of his room and quickly fleeing down the stairs, out the door, probably never to be seen again.
I walked back into my room, slamming the door behind me. I threw myself on the bed. Maybe I should have gone with him… No. I would have been worse off living with my alcoholic brother. I let out a shaky breath, tears streaming down my cheeks as I rolled over, staring at the ceiling. I thought about it again, reaching for my phone off the bed side table, quickly clicking Cam's contact. He picked up almost immediately.
"What," His speech was clicked, angry, but not slurred like I had become accustomed to.
"What happens if dad dies?…" I mumbled, trying to keep my voice steady so it wouldn't become evident that I was crying.
"Sucks to be you," And with that he hung up. Cam was done with me. He had offered me a way out and I said no. So what would happen? My brother was gone, Niall and Ash would leave soon, and Bell and Julia were clueless…
Niall's P.O.V.
"Hey leprechaun!" Bella's voice rang cheerfully through the phone. I took a deep breath, I had to tell someone. I was leaving in a week, and someone was going to have to take care of Annika once I left. "Niall… is something wrong?"
"Annika…" I mumbled into the reciver, it was all i could manage to stutter out. My heart beat was ringing through my ears. "When I leave… you've gotta take care of her…"
"Niall, she's fifteen… I think she can take care of herself…" Bella laughed lightly before realizing how serious I was about it. "She is trying to-"
"yes. And you better watch out for it after I leave."
Author's notes~
HEYO! Maybe more tonight, but no promises cause theres a hockey game on ;) no, totally kidding I'll write more tonight =P SOOOO... it would be very much appreciated if you guys left some feedback and ideas
Thanks Loves

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TinkyMJ
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May 10, 2013 8:13pm UTC

When I see your face, There's not a thing that I would change,
'Cause you're amazing, just the way you are.
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while,
'Cause, girl, you're amazing...
Just the way you are...
Bruno Mars

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1hockey2lax3crazy
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May 8, 2013 9:23pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
chapter four
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Bella's P.O.V.
"Hey! Bell?" I heard Julia's voice right outside my door, she sounded panicked. I didn't think much of it. She didn't know where I was, otherwise she wouldn't have been yelling and looking for me, so I ignored her. "Bell?" She called again and I sighed, she only yelled for me twice if something was actually important.
"Room!" I yelled, turning my music down as her smaller blonde head poked through the door. "What up freak?" I mumbled shutting my laptop quickly.
"Do you…" She mumbled, staring at her feet. "Do you think Annika is hurting herself…?" I jumped off the bed, my eyes gone wild as I stared at my sister.
"Are you stupid!" I shouted, towering
"It was just a question…" Julia bowed her head, and then I started to think about it.
"It was a good question…" I muttered, it was my way of admitting I agreed. "But I know the one person who would actually know…"
"Niall," Julia mumbled walking out of my room.
Annika's P.O.V.
I slammed my bed room door shut. It was a good defense, but at least then my father would know where I was. Then we wouldn't scream around the house, stumbling over his drunk self to find me. I had found it was better he know, then it wasn't as bad when he found me. The abuse wouldn't go on as long. The slaps would be from the front of his hand, not the back. It was no cure for the sexual abuse that was sure to come later, but that was a whole different battle to fight. Sneaking out to Bella, or Ash around ten o'clock, hopefully before he came home from the bar.
"ANNIKA!" Great, hadn't even thought of him yet. I poked my head out of the door, looking around quick for the male that held the voice. "ANNIKA!" He shouted again and I flipped my dark hair to look the other way. Huh, Cam hadn't gone out to party yet. "There you are…" He muttered, Cam was smart, he was athletic, he could have had a free ride to any college he wanted, and then… bam. His junior year came around. He started smoking, I thought it was just a faze.
But then Mum died, not that he cared, and Dad started drinking, that he cared about. And I knew the faze would stick. He started drinking too, partying instead of going to practice, creating a rather lengthy police record for himself in a matter of months. Throwing away and chance of even going to college. He still managed to stay in shape though. Maybe it was the weed, or maybe we was drinking more whiskey then beer. Either way… Cam was an alcoholic too, he just wasn't an abusive drunk.
"Can I help you?" I raised an eyebrow. I used to love Cam, he was sweet, and funny, and he was my best friend. But now, I could barely hold a conversation with him. All I saw was who he used to be…
"Where's Dad?" He mumbled, staring at me with a lighter blue eye then my own.
"Don't know, don't care," I started to close my door, turning around when Cam's foot wouldn't let me. "What?"
"Then we're leaving. Pack necessary stuff, I'm not letting him hurt us anymore. You have an hour. Go."
"What are you talking about?"
"We're leaving. Now hurry up."
Author's notes~
Sorry this chapter took so long.. I just kept writing and re-writing but it wouldn't come out write. So... sorry if it sucks. Ideas and feedback.. PLEASE! I love hearing fom you, and it makes it easier to write... so tell me something, anything!
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April 28, 2013 9:37pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
chapter three
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Niall's P.O.V.
"Ash?" I shouted up the stairs after dropping Bella, Julia and Annika off at their houses. "Ash can you please come down here!" I shouted again as soft foot steps came scampering down the steps.
"What loser?" She smiled and I just shook my head. Ash and I had been on our own a few months now, she we still adjusting to the fact that Mom and Dad were gone, I was too, but I had to figure it out first. Had to figure out how to cook and clean, and make sure everythingY was going to be taken care of until we left in a month.
"Have you started packing yet?" I asked gently, kissing the top of my little sisters head. She nodded gently, a miserable look taking over her face when I in the least bit mentioned leaving.
"Do I have to go?"
"I'm sorry boo," I whispered, pulling her into my chest. "Your not eighteen yet, and I'm your legal guardian. So yes, you have to go."
"But what about Bell, and Julia, and Annika, and…"
"Ash," I whispered kissing her forehead. "We don't have a choice."
"WHY'D YOU HAVE TO AUDITION FOR THE STUPID X-FACTOR ANYWAYS!" Ash had screamed at me a few times in the past couple months.
"Ash, you know why…" I whispered pulling her off the stairs. "Please, just calm down. I'll help you pack in a little bit."
"Niall, you do realize everything your leaving here… right?"
"What am I leaving?" I whispered, and the instant I asked the question I realized what she meant. "Its not like Annika likes me back Ash," I muttered turning into the kitchen.
"You don't know that!" I heard her soft footsteps come sprinting through the hallway.
"Well do you?" I laughed lightly, turning on my heel and tossing her an apple. Ash shook her head, her long hair flowing over her shoulders.
"No… But-"
"No. You don't know either. So don't tell me that 'I'm leaving something."
"Whatever," She muttered, taking a bite from her apple. "I'll be packing," I nodded gently as Ash disappeared again.
One month. One month and I was moving to London with my little sister, and nothing else. I would be leaving where I was born and raised. My best friends, and the girl I loved more then anything. All to run away and sing.
Author's notes~
I messed up on the chapters, the last chapter I posted was two, and this is three so I know the numbers are off right now, but I'm fixing them!
Ideas and feedback would be greatly appreciated! I haven't heard much from you guys recently and you guys telling me what you think, and giving me ideas makes it SOO much easier to write! So please, say something. anything! Hahaha okay loves, thanks for reading!

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April 27, 2013 10:06pm UTC

Just The Way You Are
chapter one
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Annika's P.O.V.
"Do you ever wonder what it would actually feel like to die?" Niall whispered as we sat down at lunch. We were both rather quiet people, only having each other durning lunch. I sighed, it was another question he asked too often.
"Depends how you die," I mumbled, staring at the food on my tray. I hasn't decided if I was actually going to eat or not. I mean if I ate it, I would just go to the bathroom and make myself throw up. If i didn't eat it, Niall would be suspicious, he wouldn't have anything to be suspicious about. I would just tell him I'm not hungry, but that excuse could only be used once or twice a week.
"Well-"
"Don't you dare ask how I want to die. You know that I'd just like to," I snapped before Niall could finish his sentence, I was sick of the question, it wasn't worth answering more then once a life time, especially when your trying to shorten the lifetime. Niall just shook his head, pointing to my tray. "I'm not hungry," I whispered pushing the food away.
"You said that yesterday," He mumbled, pushing the tray back towards me. "Now eat," He picked the plastic fork up off the tray and pressed it into my hand. I rolled my eyes, picking up the small pieces off pasta and slowly, reluctantly eating them. Niall suddenly moved over, taking my arm in his warm hands, his eyes wandering up and down the broken skin.
"I'm not eating until you stop obsessing over my wrist," I muttered pulling my arm around from him. He nodded slightly as I pulled my shirt sleeve back down.
"Sorry," He mumbled, pulling me into his chest, and kissing my cheek. "Will you please stop?" I shrug my shoulders, ducking out from his long arm.
"I can't just promise that to people," I muttered, picking up my tray and going to dump the food. "I'm going to the bathroom, then I'll be back," Niall just nodded, turning back to where back towards the table. I calmly walked down the hallway, locking myself in the handicapped bathroom and forcing myself to throw up, placing a piece of gum in my mouth and then just as quietly leaving the bathroom. "Back," I faked a small smile, sitting down on the other side of the table. Niall nodded slightly, staring blankly at his tray. "When do you leave?"
"Right after graduation," He muttered, he was leaving in a month.
"I don't know what I'm gonna do without you," I mumbled, afraid to meet his eyes.
"Maybe tell Ash, or Bella," He whispered getting up, picking his tray up as well, "I'll be right back."
I slumped down in my seat a little, waiting for Niall to come back. I sighed, catching Bella's sister out of the corner of my eye. She smiled brightly, walking over and sitting down next to me. We talked quickly before Niall came back, Julia standing up and quickly wrapping her arms around my shoulders in a slightly awakward hug.
"You do realize he's in love with you," Her soft voice spoke quickly before she disapeared somewhere else in the cafe.
Author's notes~
Ideas and feedback would be greatly appreciated! I haven't heard much from you guys recently and you guys telling me what you think, and giving me ideas makes it SOO much easier to write! So please, say something. anything! Hahaha okay loves, thanks for reading!

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April 20, 2013 10:05pm UTC

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Just The Way You Are
Chapter One
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"What would you do if I told them?" It was a simple question, one his soft Irish accent had brushed past my ears multiple times as I sobbed into his shoulder, wincing as his delicate touch worked to gently clean and then wrap my still bleeding wrists. But for some reason I was never able to answer it…. I would just shrug my shoulders, continuing to watch as he cleaned the deep marks. "Thats not an answer," His pale blue eyes met my brighter ones, concern filling this as tears slipped down my face.
"Well I don't have one," I whispered, getting up, leaving Niall dazed on the floor. "I still need to get dressed for school," He stood up, brushing his dark jeans with his hands.
"Then get dressed," He mumbled kissing the top of my head. "I'm going to home to get Ash, I'll go pick Bella up and then come get you," I nodded gently as Niall disappeared out of my room. This was how most morning started. I woke up a sudden thought in my head as I started to slice up my wrists, and text Niall. It was normally the loud three A.M. thud of my brother coming home from whatever party he blew off school for that day.
I walked into my bathroom, showering quickly before sliding a head band in, keeping my long bangs out of my eyes. I found a pair of skinny jeans, wriggling into them before I pulled on a white tank top and a lacy long sleeve shirt, zipping up my boots before I put my arrow ring on my finger and stacking my bracelets up my wrist. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=79600619) I walked down the stairs, hoping my father was still unconscious as I jogged into the kitchen snatching an apple before I walked outside to sit on the front steps, waiting for Niall. He pulled in a few minutes later. A tall blonde girl hoping out of the car, her pink shirt saying something about Paris, his hair curled and bouncy as she walked on her Keds. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=79602476)I smiled slightly, standing up off the stoop before a smaller girl in a red varsity jacket got out too, a red snap back on her straight brow hair, DC's on her feet. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=79601775)
"Ready to go short one?" Bella whispered, her taller stature making it rather easy for midget jokes to be made. I didn't really mind them, it reminded me she cared. Which in turn just made me feel worse about all I was hiding from her. I nodded lightly, not exactly sure how my voice would hold as I hugged her.
"Sup Freak?" I glanced over to Ash, looking at her straight in the eyes, being ruffly the same height. I smiled again, hugging her quickly before the three of us jumped in the car to go to school, the one place I feared more then my home.
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NEW STORY! I'll actually finish this one, pinky promise! Feedback and ideas are always apprectiated! please leave something Loves! It would mean the world to me, and it makes it so much easier to write! I'm in Florida this week... So I don't know how much writing I can do, but I'll try!

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Just The Way You Are
Prolog
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I'm a hopeless mess. I don't remember how I got here, and I never want to know. I'm… what am I? If you asked my mother she would tell you useless… unimportant… stupid… a waste of space, and until recently I chose to ignore those hurtful words. But then she died. Words you take for granted like a 'hello' or a 'good morning' even the insults and upsetting spats of 'go kill yourself' seem to mean more. I always saw the kids at school, the ones with bruises, and cuts on their bodies. The ones that didn't eat enough, that cut themselves. The ones that we're abused by their parents, physically instead of verbally like I always was. I vowed to myself and my best friend for that matter that we would always be athletes, always eat the right way and the right amount, and more then anything never cause harm to ourselves. No cuts on the inside of our wrists. No rope marks around our necks. Never wish for death rather then take a deep breath and think a logical way out, not a painful one.
But then you broke that promise. You slit your wrists. You did the unthinkable. You made the red marks against your skin with a necklace of rope. Thats when I realized if one person can break the promise, both of us can. I quickly learned how to pull apart a razor, how to assemble and just as quickly disassemble a noose. A deep breath before you press the cold metal into your skin. Watching as the blood seeps through until you run your broken skin under cold water to make sure it doesn't clot. Then comes the paranoia of someone asking you about the scars. Of someone asking how you got them. And i think thats a good place to start. When you were dead. My father was drunk. My brother was god knows where and I was lost.
So my name is Annika. I have no sense of what if right and what is wrong anymore. I'm from Longford Ireland, near Mullinger. If anyone asks my family is joyful and happy. My parents love each other, my brother doesn't drink underaged, my mother is not verbally abusive, my father is not an alcoholic, and I'm not depressed. The empty beer bottles everywhere are being dropped off by strangers, my brother is just studying really hard all the time, and the cuts and scars on my wrists are from a cat… My hair falls in long waves of deep brown, and my eyes are a bright crystal blue. I'm not very tall, maybe five foot four.
I have four people that I truly care about left in this world. The rest of them have slipped from my grip. Died, or don't care anymore. Bella and Julia Tanner, and Niall and Ash Horan. They are probably the only thing keeping me from ending my life at this point. Its weird, my four best friends, only one of them knows whats actually going on. Niall, he's everything, checking my arms once a week, cleaning up the deep cut marks when I come to him screaming. And no matter what not telling anyone, not even his little sister that I sit in my room on a daily basis and contemplate suicide.
Author's notes~
NEW STORY! I'll actually finish this one, pinky promise! Okay, maybe more tonight, but no promises! Feedback and ideas are always apprectiated! please leave something Loves! It would mean the world to me, and it makes it so much easier to write!

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LifeStory
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April 1, 2013 4:10pm UTC

You're amazing >>
Just the way you are.
You better believe it.

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