When people tell you to simply ignore peoples judgement, they dont realize how difficult it really is. eventually, it gets so bad that you start to believe what they are saying. Next comes self harm. I knew why when i started. My insecurities got to me. Then, i stayed clean for a while, all up until my parents started turning on me as well. So i started again. i told a couple of my friends and the ones that i thought cared the most, were to stuck in their own " problems ". I finally found one friend who cares but my cutting got worse. now its a habbit. even when im not upset. before i know it, im standing up looking for the sharpest thing in my bed room. someone who understands please, help me understand.