You don't get it, you don't get that when we joke around about being together and dating next year cause everyone always thinks were dating now that the stuff i say i actually mean. you're known to be a player, i get that and i tried so hard not to like you and not to get attached but its the stuff you say to me thats literally perfect. you always say how you like me and stuff and them ill say you're lying and you're like no i'm not and then eventually admitt that you are. but guess what, deep down i wish you were'nt joking. you told me that you were "not really, kinda sorta talking to someone" and i told you that once you were done talking wed date as a joke and you were like ill end things now with her for you cause i just want to be with you, like if you actually meant half the stuff you said to me things would be so different and at times i feel like you're not lying and not joking but were both just to afraid to admitt it. and you wanna know what kills me is that the girl you're "talking" to, talked to your best friend behind your back. I know shes not the one for you cause shes such a little flirt and talks to a billion of guys that go to our school that she doesn't even know. you wanna hang out and have a bunch of people over and including her but i couldn't take seeing you guys even being near each other cause the thought of you guys just breaks my heart. everyone thinks you and i are either talking or dating just how the way we talk to each other and act with each other but thats only half of it, like if they read text messages they would think we were together so much more. Sorry that this is so long i just need to vent! Feel free to comment below any opinion you have