He touched my hand today... He was talking to me, reassuring me on things and he touched my hand. He said "You look beautiful Kez" He called me his best friend again... I'm in love with my best friend... But... He already has someone.
Sometimes... I just want to pack my bags, Move too the other side of the world... Just start again. Change my name, Dye my hair... Just start again. Learn a forgotten language, Meet new people... Just start again. But most of all, I just want to finally feel like I belong.
Pictures are worth more than you think. They hold long forgotten memories, They hold the things that have slipped out of your brain, They never loose their menaing, Because even if they fade, You still see the memories... No matter what, They are always there, Always.
'I should be over all the butterflies, I'm into you, I'm into you And baby even on our worst nights, I'm into you, I'm into you Let them wonder how we got this far cause I dont really need to wonder at all Cause after all this time, I'm still into you!' Paramore, Still into you.
I hate it when people say that girls and boys can't be best friends. Just because I'm close with him doesn't mean that I'm a sl/t or he's a player. We are best friends. Nothing more, nothing. I don't even think of him like that. So please stop cause it is annoying. It's not funny, it's NOT a joke its bloody annoying. Thank you too all the people who actually understand what i mean. Sorry for the rant! :)xoxo