She was getting better..... But then she remembered what she was trying to get away from, she remembers the things that tear her apart. Now she's back at the start.
ElmosWhoree* posted a quote
September 5, 2013 3:00pm UTC
Like a good neighbor, State Farm is there with concert tickets, with band members, with naked band members holding concert tickets, AND CAN I GET A HOT TUB? WITH BAND MEMBERS IN IT.
If I could go back… I wouldn’t have thrown newspapers at people’s windows at 3 in the morning. I wouldn’t have tp’d people’s houses especially not when it was going to rain I wouldn’t have hung tampons on their doors and stuck pads on their cars. I wouldn’t have sprayed “niagger” in silly string on their car I wouldn’t have ding dong ditched. I wouldn’t have gossiped and lied. I wouldn't have rolled my eyes and talked back I wouldn’t have laughed at their cruel jokes. I wouldn’t have said “yes” as a joke. I wouldn’t have sat idly while all those kids ate alone because I had more in common with them than I realized. I wouldn’t have bullied people and made them feel small. I hate who I was. I hated myself then and I hated who I was now. I've changed, of course. Grown up. But there's no taking back the things I've done. There's no erasing it and if I could change who I was, I would. Format: LettingSecretsGo
Dear Depression, why are you doing this to me Pulling me under Drowning me in your sea I want to feel better not like this It’s the old me That I dearly miss I was all smiles now I’m all tears And I fear this could continue for years and years For three years now And only getting worse I’ve been summoned by Your horrible curse
Is this part of the deal? You start caring enough, and suddenly you start worrying every little thing you say makes them hate you? Or is it anxiety talking? .....
Confession 26 If it wasn't for the lack of money and my mother being so judgemental about getting a professional job... I'd be covered in tattoos already. (fav for more)