Confession Quotes

Amenah
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December 3, 2014 4:36pm UTC

I'm afraid to write again.
I was a different person last time. I'm scared of seeing how I've changed.

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Amenah
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November 30, 2014 3:34pm UTC

They say there are five stages of grief to go through when something dies.
As our friendship crumpled, I felt that.
I was in denial for a while. I refused to believe that we were growing apart, that the not-talking-accidentally was beginning to span more than a few days, but weeks upon weeks; months. I ignored the problem, let the anger and fear fester in me as it became darker and deeper and uglier -- until I couldn't handle it anymore.
The fury took me over -- at you, in the cruel words I threw at you that you really didn't need to hear; and in the sanctions I placed over myself, not letting anyone into my heart again; not trusting myself to trust. God, I was so angry. And that anger, that rage at you and me the world and its oceans -- that was so toxic, and so dangerous. And I hurt you so much; too much. You didn't try to stop me. That's what I did to you. (To us.)
The pleading -- oh, it hurts to even think about. Begging, urging, shouting, screaming, bartering and bargaining time and effort and thoughts and love that should never be promised away. It was like breaking something made of glass, pushing it together, drowning it in water and forcing it to stick together -- but the tighter I held, the more shards broke off.
You fell back into depression. I refused to accept that I was slipping, too. Silence didn't help. The anger dug the graves deeper and was lost on the way; the begging fell into murmuring, into silence, into resentment and regret.
It takes two people to break a relationshp apart, and two to build it anew. Our friendship is precious. You are precious. Even if we never get there again, know that you helped a twelve year old girl heal herself. You put the band-aids on my childhood wounds. You taught me to walk again. You made me smile after bad days. You gave me courage. You opened my eyes to the world; all the opportunities, chances, miracles, tragedies, colours-- you gave me that sight. You are one of the best things that ever happened to me.
I will keep reaching my hand forward, and keep hoping that one day, you will turn around again. Thank you. Thank you.

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Amenah
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November 30, 2014 2:43pm UTC

Shall We
make this winter the time when we try to recapture what so many people miss about 'old' witty? I know it's a lot to ask, and it's probably not going to work 'cause it's a really hard thing to do, but I think it's worth a shot. This website has grown a lot, in a lot of really great ways. But something that I miss about how witty used to be is the close, strong, special friendships. I've never had that on here. But I know users I love, respect, and want to know more about. I know users I want to talk with more, who I want to know better. But that hasn't happened yet: and why? Because I have issues with letting people in and trusting them, and I'm scared of getting myself hurt in unbalanced friendships and long-distance screw-ups. I was in denail for a while, but I've come to a point where I can accept these problems about myself-- and I can work on overcoming them. So I'm going to stop retreating into isolation when something goes wrong, and keeping the real things that bother me locked inside so no-one can tell me I'm wrong. I'm done with staying silent when someone reaches out a hand, and with pushing good people away out of fear that one day, it could go wrong. I'm done with forcing myself to be alone. So it's time to answer, and explain, and open up. Vulnerability is scary, but...
I w o n ' t h i d e a n y m o r e . ♥

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Amenah
posted a quote
November 19, 2014 2:00pm UTC

there's this song that goes
all his life he's been told he'll
be nothing when he's old,
but i really need someone to
sit me down and tell me i don't
need to conquer the world.

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ShyYates
posted a quote
October 30, 2014 12:17am UTC

Confussion 2- I DON'T think bullying is cool. I find Bullying stupid.Bullying makes you look like a douche. No one should have to feel like they don't "fit it".
~LETS MAKE A CHANGE AND STOP BULLYING!

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ShyYates
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October 29, 2014 11:58pm UTC

Confession 1 - Yes i have tried to commint suicide.

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Amenah
posted a quote
September 14, 2014 11:32am UTC

14.
I don't really like who you've become. You keep telling me how I've changed, but I think you're the one who happily let them ruin you.
You are not the girl I used to know. Your refusal to listen when I tell you that is evidence for it.
Something's got to give.

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Amenah
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September 14, 2014 11:29am UTC

13.
Talking to you rarely makes me feel good about myself -- or about anything. You're too selfish, too self-involved, and too lazy to do anything about things you don't like. You just wallow in self-pity and misery all the time, and then try to make me feel bad for telling you what a negative force you've become in hopes of helping you.

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Amenah
posted a quote
September 13, 2014 3:46pm UTC

12.
Please, God, don't let me fall any deeper. (I want to know him better.)

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Amenah
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September 13, 2014 3:45pm UTC

11.
Your human flaws intrigue me... Your work ethic is backwards, your theological thinking is blinded, and you have relationship tunnel vision. But I loved talking to you. I loved making you laugh. I loved that moment when I sat beside you and suddenly realised that despite your cold attitude, your arm beside mine was so warm.
I want to know you better.

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Amenah
posted a quote
September 13, 2014 3:41pm UTC

10.
I want to fall asleep to the sound of your voice. The words don't matter. Just hearing you on the phone would be fine. But I want you to want to talk to me; to care whether or not I'm listening to you. I want you to want to tell me about your day. I don't mind what you say; just tell me. I want to know you better.

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Amenah
posted a quote
September 10, 2014 3:13pm UTC

9.
You're just lonely.

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Amenah
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September 9, 2014 6:00pm UTC

7.
What do you do when you're fʋcked up on the inside and you can't blame the trauma anymore?

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Amenah
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September 9, 2014 5:56pm UTC

6.
It has never occured to anyone that I read dark things because I see myself in the stories, and that comforts me.

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Amenah
posted a quote
September 9, 2014 5:47pm UTC

3.
I can't wait to leave everyone behind.

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Amenah
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September 9, 2014 5:47pm UTC

2.
I have never hated myself. But I hate what I am.

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*Yours Truly*
posted a quote
July 24, 2014 8:16am UTC

We use to lie
Together
Yet apart
The city was asleep
While we were awake
The sun would set
And rise again
We spoke of our thoughts
and dreams forgotten.
We'd laugh at nothing
Because we could.
That's all at our backs now.
But I still
Remember
How effortless
It felt.

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cas
posted a quote
June 29, 2014 5:54am UTC

Confession UNO:
Sometimes, I sit and think
About every stupid thing I've ever done..
All at once.

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marisaa*
posted a quote
June 28, 2014 12:39am UTC

its important not to give a f*** 24/7 when you're a girl in a relationship, actually probably in all relationships. honestly.as soon as you start to care, its like the person has a reaction of not caring. its insane but its true. why would anyone want to give up in a relationship. i can't tell if im loosing intrest in you or what. i don't want to loose intrest i want you forever...why am i even acting like this... i have no idea.what made you not want this as much as me? did you loose intrest in me? maybe its not me, maybe its you.i dont know how to get you to want me anymore anthony, i need to know you're there for me and you're not. im tired of feeling like im not good enough, i want threre to be something there and theres nothing anthony, i feel nothing. i never thought i'd feel this way but i do. theres nothing that i can do or say that makes me believe that this is going to last. i feel like were too different but i can't tell if this feeling is perminit or if its going to go away. i cant tell anymore. i feel lost, like i can't tell you how i feel about anything because you never listen to me...i thought it was going to be just us. but its not..theres something between us and i can't handle it anymore. i can't talk to you about anything anthony, you're just not there. am i expecting too much out of you? or are you expecting too much out of me? you want me to drop everything and go see you to go here and there to see you whenever. anthony for once why can't you do that for me. why wont you drop everything to see me, to talk to me anthony just a simple hi in the middle of the day knowing that you're thinking about me. but theres nothing. i feel nothing. i can go to bed now without hearing your voice anthony. im over the fact that we will never be like we used to be anthony, i tried. i tried to make you want me anthony, but still theres nothing. i don't know how long i can keep this up before i completely loose it. im going insane. i think about you all the time and it drives me insane. i don't even know if one day ill wake up and have nothing there. no connection with you or maybe ill learn to look completely past everything, maybe. maybe not.

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*tripsoverfridge*
posted a quote
June 7, 2014 3:18am UTC

confession 1: i cried during the lego movie

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