Ive never wanted someone so much as much as i want this one boy. He lives about 45 minutes away from me. I've been in love with him for about a year now, just never knew it. He's always had my back. His name is Jacob Anthony Webb. I've never wanted someone to text, call, skype, hug, kiss, or lay around with me as much as him. He seriously means the world to me. I've known him since February 24th, 2012. One year, almost. How crazy is that. We had our first kiss at the pool in Tipton. I remember it perfectly. We were hugging and then all of a sudden, he whispers, "Can I kiss you?" and i looked at him and said "Go for it." We kissed. Nothing is the same since. The 3rd boy that i've ever kissed. 3rd times always the charm. I smiled forever. I've never loved kissing someone so much in my life. Never have I loved hugging someone, and calling someone MINE in my life. He treated me like a princess, that boy did. Oh, did i mess up. Nobody is ever going to understand the pain that I'm going through. I literally NEED him in my life. He's been my bestfriend forever. I'm trying to distance myself, i need help on this one. Should i keep myself around, or leave? <'3