April 14 - by Christine Vega
I never thought this would happen. Few weeks ago, I slipped up.
I got close. You noticed. We had a moment. My heart skipped a beat.
Never knew you'd accept it like this. Never knew you'd feel the same.
Been my crush on and off for about three years now.
In highschool hallways, you text me like "Bro, are you here?"
I hated it so much. It drove me crazy baby. This wasn't enough!
I wanted us to be more, I wanted us to be closer than ever before.
My best friend is what you've always been to me.
Our first kiss on April 14.
Anxiousness, happiness, and surprise and very much over whelming.
I'm you're baby girl now. I'm your princess now. I'm your wifey now.
I've never been so proud to call someone my own.
Other boyfriends played me like a tool. Wow I was such a fool.
But baby that's not like you. I just can't explain how you're making me feel.
Like it's sunny but snowing at the same time.
Like warm rain but double rainbows in the sky.
You make me feel protected. You make me feel safe.
You give me all your attention. I'm never neglected.
I want to spoil you baby and be your number one. I want to be your only one.
You're the first and last thing on my mind every morning and night.
Emotions kept growing stronger, kept me hot like a fire.
Yes, I'm very selfish. I crave your love.
Especially right now, after you're gone...